A rough week, an understatement |
Alright, so this is a week that has almost killed me. Let me explain what's happened, for those of you who didn't hear or read.Monday I went to bed with a slight discomfort/tickle in my throat, ...
Posted by Kevin Rucker on Sat, 03 May 2008 06:07:00 PST |
She who watches |
She who has seen my true selfShe who counts my happiness in momentsShe who summons my enrapturementShe who conjures joy in meThe one with whom I match witThe one with whom I lock whispering eyes...
Posted by Kevin Rucker on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 01:51:00 PST |
At long last |
Someone who treats me with compassion, like a human fucking being, and not a piece of meat, waiting on cue for when you run out of options for your fucking me-me afraid to be alone bullshit...
Posted by Kevin Rucker on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 04:24:00 PST |
Once more, I find myself in hypocrisy |
I really shouldn't condemn the people who make the same stupid mistakes over and over, when I'm always trying to be there for them over and over, even though I know there'll be nothing for me in the e...
Posted by Kevin Rucker on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 04:55:00 PST |
Slave to the grind |
Ceaseless toil. Work school work school. Literally defines the weeks in which I haven't posted. I think I was drunk that past couple entries, I don't remember them entirely. Pe...
Posted by Kevin Rucker on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 10:40:00 PST |
Angry souls |
I am not alone in this feeling. This emptiness. Why are we forgotten? Why are we overlooked? Why are we the ones whom can promise stability, yet long so desperately for it?&nbs...
Posted by Kevin Rucker on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 01:15:00 PST |
The past few days |
I have this constant feeling of lethargia, and this constant nausea. I’ve been working nearly non-stop for the past week or so, and getting a little sleep, and having some pretty vivid dre...
Posted by Kevin Rucker on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 08:08:00 PST |
Some people REALLY never learn... |
I don’t understand why people complain about various cycles that they put themselves in. One thing I’ve observed, is that, while people will complain about and hesitate in opening up...
Posted by Kevin Rucker on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 06:45:00 PST |
To know is to suffer |
I wish I was like normal people. I wish I listened to normal music, and had normal thoughts, and did normal things. I wish I had normal feelings.I am very dissatisfied with the state of th...
Posted by Kevin Rucker on Tue, 01 Apr 2008 06:35:00 PST |
A break from the norm |
Didn’t have to work for very long today, which was pretty cool. Got my truck back earlier on in the day, but they fixed one thing and left a million others wrong. Funny stuff. ...
Posted by Kevin Rucker on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 02:59:00 PST |
