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About Me

I wanna live.
I wanna give.
I write about music.
I try. I fucking swear I do.
I spend most of my days just cutting the fat out.
I'm in love with beauty and how beautiful you are. I would honestly love to know who you are and why you are in the most immaculate detail possible.
Write me bad letters.
I tend fall in love with everyone I see.
Most of the time I'm very happy, but that'd seem slightly out of character for a MySpace profile, which should be deep and mysterious and pathetic and make you wanna vomit all over and fuck the dude its describing at the same time. Regardless, I'm trying to be honest. Honest.
I love music. Moments without it feel more than slightly empty and meaningless. Also, it's pretty much all I talk about.
Fuck people who don't have the good sense to realize that their ideas aren't worldly and in all likelihood are entirely incorrect. I have desperately tried to not be that kind of person for years now.
Most of my decisions are made based on a single philosophy: "Life's short; fuck everything."
I often miss out on a great deal of subtext.
When I was a kid, I had ambitions of being an action movie star and used to act in my own movies that involved lots of aliens and explosions. Now, I want to be a poet/novelist/journalist/musician on the side. I still act in my own movies with lots of aliens and explosions.
I love you.
I enjoy putting the world in perspective from time to time, but the frame and the actual picture change so much from day to day that I find it hard to keep with any strict philosophy. Life is a constantly changing and fleeting thing. So I've really only come to one conclusion: whatever I do, I'd best enjoy the fuck out of it.
"I felt like a monster reincarnation of Horatio Alger: A man on the move, and just sick enough to be totally confident." - Hunter S. Thompson
"Music Bleeds Out of Us" by Grey-Wolff
Links of particular interest:
(desperation + noise) || my music blog
facebook || the creepier version of myspace
last.fm || what i listen to when other people aren't listening
twitter || micro-blogging the fuck out of your world
AIM-Atomsk Iscariot
MSN-[email protected]
Y!IM-blackamnesiaofheaven
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My Interests

I'd like to meet:

Everyone.
Fucking everyone.

me and my friends are like
the drums on "lust for life"
we pound it out on floor toms
our psalms are sing-a-long songs

alexis

steve

chuck

carolina

robert

gjurich

erin
janet

graham

jessica

nicole

alex

mike

rebecca

My Blog

SECOND CHILDISHNESS AND MERE OBLIVION

http://desperationandnoise.com/2009/1..1/02/second-childishn ess/a.k.a. (desperation + noise): SPECIAL VIDEO EDITION. Um.Necessary context: I have yet to retrieve the music from the failed heart of my...
Posted by on Mon, 02 Nov 2009 21:52:00 GMT

TWIN HYBRID ENGINES

http://desperationandnoise.com/2009/1..0/12/twin-hybrid-engi nes/Every so often in these dark and long music histories, distant genres collide with and collapse upon each other in breathless fits and...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Oct 2009 20:10:00 GMT

FOURTH WORLD WAR

http://desperationandnoise.com/2009/0..9/14/fourth-world-war /THREE FREE-ASSOCIATIVE PROSE POEMS ON JON HASSELL, PUNCTUATED BY HIS MUSIC DRAGGED FROM THE RIVER(Note: I am not really trying to be a poet...
Posted by on Wed, 16 Sep 2009 22:04:00 GMT

JAPAN HEROIC SUBLIME

http://desperationandnoise.com/2009/0..9/08/japan-heroic-sub lime/Come on, dance with me unitil (sic) the shows end.We gonna make the fuckin' shows end.Dance with me unitil the shows end.... TRAPPED IN...
Posted by on Tue, 08 Sep 2009 10:52:00 GMT

TEETH ARCHITECTURE

http://desperationandnoise.com/2009/0..8/31/teeth-architectu re/Concertgoers at the GASA house during Fleshtone's set. Photo by Erik Stabile.There is, first, sound, then the reception of sound, then t...
Posted by on Mon, 31 Aug 2009 12:25:00 GMT

EMOALPHABETAPOLOTHOLOGY, PART TWO

http://desperationandnoise.com/2009/0..8/17/emoalphabetapolo thology-part-one/This is emo. This is not emo.Every band to ever exist and display its singular self to throbbing crowds has considered it...
Posted by on Mon, 24 Aug 2009 12:21:00 GMT

PORTRAIT OF SONNY SHARROCK IN THREE COLORS, ALL INCOMPLETE

http://desperationandnoise.com/2009/0..8/10/portrait-of-sonn y-sharrock-in-three-c..olors-all-incomplete/I didn't like the instrument very much, I didn't like the sound of the guitar.Sonny Sharrock, f...
Posted by on Mon, 10 Aug 2009 10:55:00 GMT

DARK SPOTS

http://desperationandnoise.com/2009/0..8/03/2223/Sometimes you have to go against your better judgment.Sometimes you think you should not write rabidly about a song because it has already endured se...
Posted by on Mon, 03 Aug 2009 11:37:00 GMT

BLACK FIRE

http://desperationandnoise.com/2009/0..7/27/black-fire/It is necessary to pass on a two-lane highway as most of those ridiculous people on the road are all conspiring to torment you, to make you fee...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Jul 2009 16:55:00 GMT

RESIN/RESIGNATION

http://desperationandnoise.com/2009/0..7/20/resinresignation /July 2009. Everything is gray and steaming. The new house is a particularly unforgiving gray. I put on Sun Kil Moon's April, whose grooves...
Posted by on Mon, 20 Jul 2009 11:51:00 GMT