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Kalen

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About Me

music is my life. i'm a fashionista as sara would say.i like to draw strangers and illustrate my feelings with the contrast of charcoal and paper. Real is in black and white. I like to people watch and make up stories of the dramatic lives they are living. I'm eccentric and thoughtful at times. I like to unexpectedly interject spontaneity and crazy little messages into my friends lives. I believe in standing up for others and what you feel is near and dear to your heart. When I feel depressed or my week has been filled with rotteness I love to put on great clothes and lots of make-up to feel beautiful for a moment. I love to spend time with my little brother and sister to feel like a kid again and let out all that built up crazy energy. My worries melt away during those moments. I have a passion for fantasizing about how big and grand my life can be. I love thinking for a while that my over the top fantasies could happen. Huge expectations are awesome if you are also realistic with yourself. It takes me out of my world for a moment and to fantasy lands and the moment my desires become TRUE. I am a goal oriented person and have many plans for my life. I have lists floating around of my goals in life and it helps keep me focused and remind me of what I need to do for MYSELF. I love to talk to my hippie dad and listen to his wildly fun advice but sometimes it is the most functional wisdom. What excites me inside is to see people smile and laugh. It is the greatest joy. I have a passion to see people be happy and fulfilled. I hope and desire to do that for people. To make someone, especially kids, feel they are loved and so special. There is no smile or feeling like it. We all want to be loved and feel someone cares. I love to be engrossed in a moment and feel the hurt or joy of this life. Every moment is different and precious, my emotions carry me away sometimes but that is who I am. It feels good and I breathe a sigh of relief because I am REALLY experiencing life.

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Sew me a button

A beautiful line from a movie or at least close enoughWe need people we love to die so we know how much they mean to us.Truth be told I know this fact.You miss something the most when it is not there....
Posted by on Wed, 24 Jun 2009 01:40:00 GMT

Wind chime in my ear

GriefUnstoppableContagiousLike a sickness spread through my bodySurprise, the magic of lifeNever knowing the outcomeThe last words spoken to friend or foeA cold silence spread across your faceNo salva...
Posted by on Mon, 16 Feb 2009 21:57:00 GMT

Rise

Reading the pagesFumbling throughStricken by sadnessDrawn by curiositySpoken by a true soulWondering how a soul gets there?Not seeing the passion of lifeBewilder by a lost soulWhy can't you see the be...
Posted by on Thu, 11 Dec 2008 00:04:00 GMT

Walk this dirt road with me and let it turn into gold

  Trouble wrenches my chest Why did you all leave? The memories melting into the dewy grass like a misty dream Profound visions of what might be Rattled and riddled by the storm You are no long...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Nov 2008 04:20:00 GMT

Earthquake

Bells ring in the backgroundSomberMaking me realize the wreckage I am inI am in piecesI am sad for the person I am right nowBut know that peace and wisdom can be attained if I break the foundationInsa...
Posted by on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 14:27:00 GMT

The blood is my own

Buried deep The depths I haven't seen in a whileA fear of the shadowDrowning, recovering from the seaI make a raft out of my old skinThe bones rattle belowBare to the worldBare to my soulThe chill bri...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Feb 2008 01:21:00 GMT

Clouded by an unseen reality

Scraping my soul I feel the bitterness risingMy blood is turning bitterBitter to touch, bitter to tasteMy beacon of light is lostAfraid of the illusionAnd crippled by the ideaThe sanity hasn't been re...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Dec 2007 10:24:00 GMT

If only you saw my eyes

Traveling, traveling into the different worlds.Sometimes you have to leave but there is no sound reality.Never givingOnly deceiving.Traveling on the ferris wheel of life.Jump off.Hit the groundMy legs...
Posted by on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 10:12:00 GMT

Unexpected disorder.

The fate of reality vibrating through my mind.Wondering will the sanity stop?Emotional highs, emotional lows.Gracing the stage of life.Standing in a state of awe.Not understanding what is and what is ...
Posted by on Mon, 17 Sep 2007 15:37:00 GMT

Truth

Truth is becoming.My skin crawls as I embrace the past and what was taught.I'm learning to release but it will be a while.I want to turn myself inside out and expose all the lies I've known . . . embr...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Jul 2007 14:34:00 GMT