LiL♥M aka Dat ChiiNiTa

..sum dayz i do my hair & dress real cute..otha dayz i throw on a white tee, sweatpants, a hoodie.. and call it a day..some nights u catch me drinkin & smokin like der'z no 2moro..otha nightz u find me in da library ..studyin ..odd as it may seem,.. den der's dayz i'm in da studio --model statz... haha and den Right da nex day, find me in a restaurant [wonderful 2 eat in, terrible 2 work in] sweepin da fuckin bathroom.. heyy.. a hustle is a hustle.. neva judge a book by its cover..i have more reasons 2 hate my life den 2 love it.. YET i choose 2 Love it. people have betrayed me, stabbed my back, disappeared wen i NEEDED dem da MOST. i LEARNED from dat shit. i've LEARNED 2 not trust. i've LEARNED to do eXactly wut i feel like doin at ANY given moment without ANYONE'S consent ..phased by No nigga, sHook by No bitCh...i am NOT ya average female.. inteLLiGent, Goofy, and Down as heLL 4 da Onez i`m Down 4 , if u wit me, u wit me 4 life, plus capabLe of bein a BitCh wen i get mad...fuCk wit anyOne i love u fuckin wit me. But otha den dat i neva look 4 prollemz--i'm always, aLWAYS chillin["chillmode all day" dose who knos me alredy knos], real shit... i love 2 Eat [for example chicken & steak & shrimp & erythin else :) ], my favorite sneakers are Jordans [size 2]..i'm DAT shawty five Oh brown eyes, MiXeD Chinese+Vietnamese [& yahH NEVA guess it RITE!], ChiLLed as hell, Mind FoCuseD [On da Right tHinGs], i'm dat female who has Dreamz of One Day wakin up in a cRib built on Miami beach wur i can walk around half naked all day[clear wata white sand ..yessirr]..i kno i'ma make it 2 exactly wur i wana be.. all i need is God.....tRy as u might--u'LL neva knock me down.. LOVE me or HATE me --eitha way i`m g0n stil love me. there isn`t an0tha MoNiCa, & if u don't like me, den FUCK U--u don't kno wut i'd been thru-- DONT JUDGE ME, cuz dat'z GOD'S POSITION... Besides. if u think i actually Give a Fuck, u MUST not know me. daz all u really need 2 kno about me.. **SHOUTS 2 MY MOMMY & DADDY** erythin i do in diz world iz 4 my mommy..yes i work my ass 2 da ground 4 her and wud die 4 her witout a second thot..SHOUTS 2 Jennyyy...losin u wud b worse den losin all my..money? lol :) ..VIRNEL. no commentz my nig. 3 years and i hate u more and more each day. last but not least..shoutz 2 ERYone who held me down since DAY 1. KNO DAT i have nOt 4gotten aBout yall.. I LOVE YAHH WIT MY WHOLE HEART & would not be here witout yall..AND DATZ REAL.