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My name is Justin
Im 24
I'm not my job...
I'm not how much money I have in the bank...
I'm not the car I drive...
I'm not the contents of my wallet...
I'm not the clothes I wear...
I'm the all-singing, all-dancing crap of the world...
I'm me, take what you get, or get the Fuck out.
In my free time I like hangin with my friends, going to bars, playing pool, working on cars, kickin back, and just having a good time.
I'm a very outgoing person and am down for just about anything, you just have to get me to open up first.
I don't, haven't and never will do drugs.
I wear my heart on my sleave and have been hurt a number of times, but i'm still standing and still willing to give the next girl that comes around the same chance as the rest.
I love cars and trucks, preferably Classics...Chevy's!
Rice rockets are NOT real cars, sorry but coffee can muffles and blow off valves just dont do it for me! Also, airbags and hydrolics are in no way impressive.
My Dream car is a Stock, 1967 Pontiac GTO 400/400 with a Hurst shift package and Redline tires. This car is sex on wheels!
I love music, I can't live without it, I need it to make it through my days.
I'm a laid back guy who is almost impossible to piss off, I'm also one of the most understanding people you will ever meet.
I forgive, but I never forget.
Im into electronics and computers.
Im also very good at electrical wiring, cars, stereos, home audio...you name it, I can do it!
If you can't tell, im obsessed with â™ Spadesâ™ 
I have 1 best friend and a few good friends and thats the way I like it.
Im quiet and sometimes shy, but im the easiest person in the world to talk to.
Im a Lover, not a fighter...unless you deserve it, even then i'll probably try and talk to you before I beat your ass.
I love to write. Poems, songs, and im currently working on a stand up act.
People have been saying alot lately that im smart...thank you. According to my most recent poll, intelligence is also attractive. Woah now ladies, theres plenty of me and my mind to go around, take a number and a seat.
I do play Video games, just not adictively or religiously.
If you look below you'll also find a survey that tells you a little bit more about me.
Scattered throughout my page, you will also find a handful of quotes that i find to be true, eye opening and inspiring.
Continuous effort, not strength or intelligence, is the key to unlocking our potential. -Sir Winston Churchill
Courage is rightly esteemed the first of human qualities... because it is the quality which guarantees all others. -Sir Winston Churchill
Criticism may not be agreeable, but it is necessary. It fulfils the same function as pain in the human body. It calls attention to an unhealthy state of things.
...don't EVER leave the one you LOVE for the one you LIKE... because the one YOU like will LEAVE you for the one THEY love...
"The most interesting thing in the world is another human being who wonders, suffers and raises the questions that have bothered him to the last day of his life, knowing he will never get the answers." -William Durant
Five years ago I knew everything; now I know nothing; education is a progressive discovery of our own ignorance. -William Durant
In my opinion, the best thing you can do is to find a person who loves you for exactly who you are. Good mood, bad mood, ugly, pretty, handsome, what have you, the right person will still think that the sun shines out your ass. That's the kind of person that's worth sticking with. -Juno (2008)
I've been a puppet, a pauper, a pirate, a poet, a pawn and a king. Frank Sinatra
Conversation should be pleasant without scurrility, witty without affectation, free without indecency, learned without conceitedness, novel without falsehood. -William Shakespeare
Promises we plan to break Are made in whispered voices Cause our despair knows many names We make mistakes But we apologize with roses we never stop to smell along the way -Rise Against
I like pigs. Dogs look up to us. Cats look down on us. Pigs treat us as equals. -Sir Winston Churchill
Success is the ability to go from one failure to another with no loss of enthusiasm. -Sir Winston Churchill
We make a living by what we get, we make a life by what we give. -Sir Winston Churchill
We've all been sorry,
we've all been hurt,
But how we survive,
is what makes us who we are -Rise Against
And if strength is born from heartbreak,
Then mountains I could move
And if walls could speak I'd pray
That they would tell me what to do -Rise Against
This grip loosens but it never breaks -Rise Against
All because of you, I haven’t slept in so long. When I do I dream of drowning in the ocean, Longing for the shore where I can lay my head down, I’ll follow your voice, All you have to do is shout it out -Rise Against
My, My what a thumping good read, Lions Eating Christians, People Nailing Each other to Two by Fours, I’ll say, you won’t find that in Winnie the Pooh. -Stewie Griffin
Destroy all that which is evil, So that which is good may flourish. -The Boondock Saints (1999)
You choose to live on your knees I'd rather die on my feet. -Transplants (2002)
Sticking feathers up your butt does not make you a chicken. -Tyler Durden (Fight Club, 1999)
I wish my lawn was emo, so it would cut itself.
I Believe the only thing worse than having Diahrreah, is trying to have it quietly in a Public Bathroom!!!
SEX,CARS and THE PEDDLE TO THE METAL!!!
- Speed isnt a Drug, Its a Lifestyle!!!
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"Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?" "That all depends a good deal on where you want to get to." Said the cat. "I don't much care where" Said Alice. "Then it doesn't really matter which way you go"
-Alice In Wonderland

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Penis In Mouth

Warmness On The Soul- Avenged Sevenfold

Your hazel green tint eyes watching every move I make.
And that feeling of doubt, it's erased.
I'll never feel alone again with you by my side.
You're the one, and in you I confide.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

And we have gone through good and bad times.
But your unconditional love was always on my mind.
You've been there from the start for me.
And your loves always been true as can be.
I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

I give my heart to you.
I give my heart, cause nothing can compare in this world to you.

A Little Piece Of Heaven- Avenged Sevenfold

Before the story begins, is it such a sin,
for me to take what's mine, until the end of time
We were more than friends, before the story ends,
And I will take what's mine, create what
God would never design

Our love had been so strong for far too long,
I was weak with fear that
something would go wrong,
before the possibilities came true,
I took all possibility from you
Almost laughed myself to tears,
conjuring her deepest fears

Must have stabbed her fifty fucking times,
I can't believe it,
Ripped her heart out right before her eyes,
Eyes over easy, eat it eat it eat it

She was never this good in bed
even when she was sleepin'
now she's just so perfect I've
never been quite so fucking deep in
it goes on and on and on,
I can keep you lookin' young and preserved forever,
with a fountain to spray on your youth whenever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
let's make a new start
’cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
but baby don't cry

Now possibilities I'd never considered,
are occurring the likes of which I'd never heard,
Now an angry soul comes back from beyond the grave,
to repossess a body with which I'd misbehaved

Smiling right from ear to ear
Almost laughed herself to tears

Must have stabbed him fifty fucking times
I can't believe it
Ripped his heart out right before his eyes
Eyes over easy
Eat it eat it eat it

Now that it's done I realize the error of my ways
I must venture back to apologize from somewhere far beyond the grave

I gotta make up for what I've done
’Cause I was all up in a piece of heaven
while you burned in hell, no peace forever

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
and a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let’s make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

I will suffer for so long
(What will you do, not long enough)
To make it up to you
(I pray to God that you do)
I'll do whatever you want me to do
(Well then I’ll break you unchained)
And if it's not enough
(If it’s not enough, If it’s not enough)
If it's not enough
(Not enough)
Try again
(Try again)
And again
(And again)
Over and over again

We’re coming back, coming back
We’ll live forever, live forever
Let’s have wedding, have a wedding
Let’s start the killing, start the killing

’Cause I really always knew that my little crime
would be cold that's why I got a heater for your thighs
and I know, I know it's not your time
but bye, bye
And a word to the wise when the fire dies
you think it's over but it's just begun
but baby don't cry

You had my heart, at least for the most part
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime, we fell apart
Let’s make a new start
’Cause everybody's gotta die sometime yeah
But baby don't cry

Almost Easy- Avenged Sevenfold

I feel insane every single time
I'm asked to compromise
Cause I'm afraid and stuck in my ways
And that's the way it stay-ay-ays
So how long did I expect love to out weigh ignorance
Now that look on your face I may have forced the scale to tip

I'm not insane, I'm not insane
I'm not insane, I'm not - not insane

(I'm not)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(Set it off)
Come back again, it's almost easy

Shame pulses through my heart
From the things I've done to you
It's hard to face, but the fact remains
That this is nothing new-oh-oh-oh

I left you bound and tied with suicidal memories
Selfish beneath the skin
But deep inside I'm not insane.

I'm not insane, I'm not insane.
I'm not insane, I'm not - not insane.
(I'm not)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(Set it Off)
Come back again, it's almost easy
(You learned your lesson)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(It's still your fault)
Come back again, it's almost easy

Now that I've lost you it kills me to say
(Hurts to say)
I tried to hold on as you slowly slipped away.
I'm losing the fight.
I treated you so wrong, now let me make it right.
(Make it all right)

I'm not insane, I'm not insane. Ha Ha Ha Ha
I'm not insane, I'm not - not insane.

(I'm not)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(Set it Off)
Come back again, it's almost easy
(You learned your lesson)
Come back to me, it's almost easy
(It's still your fault)
Come back again, it's almost easy

Beast and the Harlot- Avenged Sevenfold

This shining city built of gold, a far cry from innocence,
There's more than meets the eye round here, look to the waters of the deep.
A city of evil.
There sat a seven-headed beast, ten horns raised from his head.
Symbolic woman sits on his throne, but hatred strips her and leaves her naked.
The Beast and the Harlot.

She's a dwelling place for demons.
She's a cage for every unclean spirit,
every filthy bird and makes us drink
the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.
Fallen now is Babylon the Great.

The city dressed in jewels and gold, fine linen, myrrh and pearls.
Her plagues will come all at once as her mourners watch her burn.
Destroyed in an hour.
Merchants and captains of the world, sailors, navigators too.
Will weep and mourn this loss with her sins piled to the sky,
The Beast and the Harlot.

She's a dwelling place for demons.
She's a cage for every unclean spirit,
every filthy bird and makes us drink
the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.
Fallen now is Babylon the Great.

The day has come for all us sinners.
If you're not a servant, you'll be struck to the ground.
Flee the burning, greedy city.
Lookin' back on her to see there's nothing around.

I don't believe in fairytales and no one wants to go to hell.
You've made the wrong decision and it's easy to see.
Now if you wanna serve above or be a king below with us,
You're welcome to the city where your future is set forever.

She's a dwelling place for demons.
She's a cage for every unclean spirit,
every filthy bird and makes us drink
the poisoned wine to fornicating with our kings.
Fallen now is Babylon the Great.
[x2]

Bat Country- Avenged Sevenfold

"He who makes a beast out of himself, gets rid of the pain of being a man"

Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.
I tried to drive all through the night,
the heat stroke ridden weather, the barren empty sights.
No oasis here to see, the sand is singing deathless words to me.

[Chorus:]
Can't you help me as I'm startin' to burn (all alone).
Too many doses and I'm starting to get an attraction.
My confidence is leaving me on my own (all alone).
No one can save me and you know I don't want the attention.

As I adjust to my new sights the rarely tired lights will take me to new heights.
My hand is on the trigger I'm ready to ignite.
Tomorrow might not make it but everything's all right.
Mental fiction, follow me; show me what it's like to be set free.

[Chorus]

So sorry you're not here I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear.
Now take a trip with me but don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem

Caught here in a fiery blaze, won't lose my will to stay.
These eyes won't see the same, after I flip today.

Sometimes I don't know why we'd rather live than die,
we look up towards the sky for answers to our lives.
We may get some solutions but most just pass us by,
don't want your absolution cause I can't make it right.
I'll make a beast out of myself, gets rid of all the pain of being a man.

[Chorus]

So sorry you're not here I've been sane too long my vision's so unclear.
Now take a trip with me but don't be surprised when things aren't what they seem.
I've known it from the start all these good ideas will
tear your brain apart.
Scared but you can follow me I'm too weird to live but
much too rare to die.

Afterlife- Avenged Sevenfold

Like walking into a dream, so unlike what you've seen
so unsure but it seems, ’cause we’ve been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

I see a distant light, but girl this can't be right
Such a surreal place to see so how did this come to be
Arrived too early

And when I think of all the places I just don't belong
I've come to grips with life and realize this is going too far
I don't belong here, we gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife

’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here

A place of hope and no pain, perfect skies with no rain
Can leave this place but refrain, ’cause we've been waiting for you
Fallen into this place, just giving you a small taste
of your afterlife here so stay, you'll be back here soon anyway

This peace on earth's not right (with my back against the wall)
No pain or sign of time (I’m much too young to fall)
So out of place don't wanna stay, I feel wrong and that's my sign
I've made up my mind

Gave me your hand but realize I just wanna say goodbye
Please understand I have to leave and carry on my own life

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might take me back inside when the time is right
Loved ones back home all crying ’cause they're already missing me
I pray by the grace of God that there's somebody listening
Give me a chance to be that person I wanna be
(I am unbroken; I’m choking on this ecstasy)
Oh Lord I'll try so hard but you gotta let go of me
(Unbreak me, unchain me, I need another chance to live)

I don't belong here, I gotta move on dear escape from this afterlife
’Cause this time I'm right to move on and on, far away from here
Got nothing against you and surely I'll miss you
This place full of peace and light, and I’d hope you might take me back inside when the time is right

Dear God- Avenged Sevenfold

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find
While I recall all the words you spoke to me
Can't help but wish that I was there
Back where I'd love to be, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
But I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

There's nothing here for me on this barren road
There's no one here while the city sleeps
and all the shops are closed
Can't help but think of the times I've had with you
Pictures and some memories will have to help me through, oh yeah

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need that person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Some search, never finding a way
Before long, they waste away
I found you, something told me to stay
I gave in, to selfish ways
And how I miss someone to hold
when hope begins to fade...

A lonely road, crossed another cold state line
Miles away from those I love purpose hard to find

Dear God the only thing I ask of you is
to hold her when I'm not around,
when I'm much too far away
We all need the person who can be true to you
I left her when I found her
And now I wish I'd stayed
’Cause I'm lonely and I'm tired
I'm missing you again oh no
Once again

Seize the Day- Avenged Sevenfold

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry
These streets we travel on will undergo our same lost past

I found you here, now please just stay for a while
I can move on with you around
I hand you my mortal life, but will it be forever?
I'd do anything for a smile, holding you 'til our time is done
We both know the day will come, but I don't want to leave you

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Newborn life replacing all of us, changing this fable we live in
No longer needed here so where do we go?
Will you take a journey tonight, follow me past the walls of death?
But girl, what if there is no eternal life?

I see my vision burn, I feel my memories fade with time
But I'm too young to worry (a melody, a memory, or just one picture)

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

So, what if I never hold you, yeah, or kiss your lips again?
Woooaaah, so I never want to leave you and the memories of us to see
I beg don't leave me

Seize the day or die regretting the time you lost
It's empty and cold without you here, too many people to ache over

Trials in life, questions of us existing here, don't wanna die alone without you here
Please tell me what we have is real

Silence you lost me, no chance for one more day [x2 then continues in the background]
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home
I stand here alone
Falling away from you, no chance to get back home

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TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey

Name: Justin Mychal Tucker
Birthday: 2-16-1985
Birthplace: Ventura, Ca
Current Location: Back in the VTA!!!
Eye Color: Hazel
Hair Color: Blonde
Height: 6'3"
Right Handed or Left Handed: Ambadextrious
Your Heritage: German, Irish, Italian
The Shoes You Wore Today: Blue Cons
Your Weakness: Women
Your Fears: Failure...and Spiders
Your Perfect Pizza: Just Cheese, i'm into solo cheese adventures!
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Getting my license back and moving out.
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "LOL"
Thoughts First Waking Up: Depends on where I am when I wake up and what happend the night before.
Your Best Physical Feature: I don't really know, my eyes i suppose.
Your Bedtime: Whenever I feel like it
Your Most Missed Memory: Driving when and wherever I want.
Pepsi or Coke: I don't drink soda
MacDonalds or Burger King: BK if I absolutly have to choose
Single or Group Dates: Single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Arizona
Chocolate or Vanilla: Not a fan of either
Cappuccino or Coffee: Meh, not to big on coffee either
Do you Smoke: Nope
Do you Swear: Fuck no!
Do you Sing: All the time
Do you Shower Daily: If I get the chance
Have you Been in Love: Yes I have
Do you want to go to College: I do
Do you want to get Married: Someday
Do you belive in yourself: At times
Do you get Motion Sickness: Only on boats
Do you think you are Attractive: On good days
Are you a Health Freak: Have you seen me!?
Do you get along with your Parents: For the most part.
Do you play an Instrument: Drums
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Yes I have
In the past month have you Smoked: Nope
In the past month have you been on Drugs: Never in my life, something I take much pride in.
In the past month have you gone on a Date: Nope
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: Uhh, I dont think so
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: Not a whole box.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: Yup went with Erika and Mandy, thank you ladies!
In the past month have you been on Stage: Nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: No
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: And scar people for life, i'll pass
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: Uhh, nope
Ever been Drunk: Yes
Ever been called a Tease: Lol, no
Ever been Beaten up: Negative
Ever Shoplifted: Yes
How do you want to Die: Happy
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: Successful
What country would you most like to Visit: Egypt
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: Blue or Green
Favourite Hair Color: Doesnt matter
Short or Long Hair: Short hair is Hot, but long hair is beautiful
Height: Shorter than me
Weight: Not picky
Best Clothing Style: As long as you don't look like a whore, it's all good.
Number of Drugs I have taken: None
Number of CDs I own: A shit ton!
Number of Piercings: 2, ear and lip
Number of Tattoos: 1 finally!
Number of things in my Past I Regret: To many to count, but i'm trying not to regret things anymore..."No Remorse, No Regrets"

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Democracy

We're all bread into a mindset of justification. Don't ever forget that . . .You can justify any act, on any human being, as long as you've been exposed to it for long enough. I guarantee if you made ...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Apr 2009 03:29:00 GMT

Regret

You lay bleeding in my armsEvery breath is getting shorterI told you I'd protect you from all lifes harmBut I never thought that'd be meI hope you know I'm sorryI hope you forgive me before you close ...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Feb 2009 14:38:00 GMT

Difficult

I'm only trying to feel what you feelI'm only trying to see what you seeI'm only trying to want what you wantI'm only trying to give what you needBut I don't know what you want from meTheres only so m...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Feb 2009 14:31:00 GMT

No Strings Attached

I'm not just a puppet on a stringI won't let you manipulate meI'm an individual in control of myselfYour not my puppeteerI'm not just a pawn in your stupid gameThere is no checkmate to callI'm not a s...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Feb 2009 14:28:00 GMT

Bound

Free me from this curse I'm plauged withUnlock these freezing chainsThere shackled to your frozen heartThat pumps hatred through your veinsWhat is it about youThat I just can't let go?Why don't I have...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Feb 2009 14:20:00 GMT

Promises

When you turn the lights onI disappear into the shadows of your heartLike your affraid to share meWith this cold and faithless worldIt's like im faceless to everyone but youI'm your deep dark secretYo...
Posted by on Wed, 18 Feb 2009 14:05:00 GMT

Girlfriend Application

1.Your Name: 2.Age:3.Fave Color : 4.Whats your sign? 5.Phone Numbe r: 6.Locat ion: 7.Heigh t: 8.Hair ( color and style ) : 9.Pierc ings/ tatto os: HERE COMES THE FUN ...1.Are we frien ds? 2.Do you...
Posted by on Thu, 18 Sep 2008 01:24:00 GMT

Think

Ok, so I lied, this will be the last one I post publicly, its called... THINK I put this pen to this paper and I spill out my heart,Unaware of my surroundings and all the shit people start,Focused on ...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Jul 2008 22:20:00 GMT

Moving On

Everyone you knew betrayed your trust so long agoNow there's not a safe place in your mind for you to go,Paranoia is setting in, you get shivers down you spineYou search and shuffle through your brain...
Posted by on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 05:52:00 GMT

Pray

Separate me from my thoughtsI need to put my mind at easeIf I need someone to fall back on,Can that one person be you? Please? The world is so complicated todayFull of misguided notions that wont...
Posted by on Mon, 23 Jun 2008 23:28:00 GMT