my life is in a constant changing growing whirl.... ups and downs... You can't choose your family, and you may not like them most of the time, but personally I do love all my family members... even the back biters... so as it goes.. time will be the only one that knows the answers to all the BIG questions... I miss my son.. I miss my dog.. and the only thing I know for certain about those two things is that my dog, Goliath will not be coming back.. but he will wait for me at the Rainbow bridge... don't know what will happen with the one that has been my heart.. all grown up now... at least on the outside... age is not a basis of growth and wisdom.. What I DO know, is that if you aren't listening to all the facts of things you should not decide permanent separations.. Life is a circle.. paths do cross.. and hopefully, open hearts will be stronger. I am happy with my personal life, getting married in September.. looking forward to sharing my life with my soulmate... WOW... I have one...lol.... God provides..
Another thing I do know is that for all the ignorance walking around that phrase "Ignorance is Bliss" is a lie.. it's just ignorant.. I am not overtly religious.. but I am deeply spiritual.. I do love the Desiderata.. as it states clearly and poetically the philosophy of my heart..
I have a shepherd that watches over me.. I am grateful for that love... but evil lurks outside the gates.. there only to destroy and defeat... and unfortunately, the faces on that evil is unsettlingly familiar... Gladly, it is not a mirror.. I seek the peace of healing and positive action.. just wish people would do the same instead of sticking their feet out to trip me on my path... Love to all my dear friends and family... Many blessings....
I do still have a wonderful companion, Lady... she is a yellow labrador.. and a joy to be around... she has really helped me through a great loss... she has been funny, and sweet... always loving when I am sad... when it is her time to join Goliath, well, then my heart will just be broken in two... they have been my loves for a long time... and well... they certainly do give unconditional love... and part of your soul just opens, they have the keys...........
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