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About Me

so this is me- kinda in a round-about manner of speaking... i don't know how else to break myself down... i was born, in another country (and apparently that is still stamped somewhere on my forehead), i had many brothers and sisters at one point, i feel as though i have lost any and all of them. my parents are two of the most amazing people in the world, what makes them even moreso is how different we are, how stubborn, opionated, we are, but they have always been there and nothing in this world would move them from my side- thats love. despite it all, despite anything; that desperation, that hopelessness... (as you can see i am not so much one for love).i've lived in shelton & morris connecticut. atkinson & danville new hampshire. auburn massachusetts. syracuse new york (no i didnt personally know carmelo, but there was very brief encounter in passing- my faint brush with celebrity). philadelphia pennsylvania (my fave). raleigh & durham north carolina. my big hope is either overseas, boston or philly. (oh no i uttered the "h" word) i have a thing for being in charge, but wanting to be subtle about it. i cant stand repeating myself and the word "housekeeping" means very little to me (it must be the letter "h").i want a man. but i dont really think i can stand that obnoxious bullshit everyday. i want a sweet boy. but then who will comfort me when i am scared? i want a friend. but who will i lose myself in? i want a lover. but who will i tell all my secrets to? i want a devout follower. but who will make all my decisions i cant figure out? i want a god. but then who will tell me there is no-one else in this universe just like me? leave me alone, because i will call you when i need you and in my hour of need, there might not be anything else in my life besides you...it takes a lot out of a person to live again, to lose everything they have known and have to start over again. over again without that one person or thing that made you whole. and if you are scared of a soulmate or dont like the idea, it's because once you had something you were too inept or simply unable to recover and you learned to live without it. bitter and alone, rude and envious. the loss of something/one loved, does NOT just take that person or object out of your life, it takes out different avenues of life you might have walked down.cont. in blog

My Interests

a lot of things are VERY interesting... it's a trick question watch out! (it'd be best to look both ways- TRUST me!)

...hmm...

the... unexpected...

I'd like to meet:

Bob, Ben Franklin, Hova, F. Roosevelt, Clive Owen. whoever time forgot. anyone who knew how to enjoy themselves...

Music:

so, as you can see, it's pretty much whatever i want... but, i do support one man through and through (its that belief, that know) ; check it out- mrk82.tv

Movies:

only a few...remember the old days?

Television:

...the good, the bad, the old and the new...

Books:

hahaahahahahaahaha- cant stop...

Heroes:

most of them are dead, we'll hook up later.

My Blog

dont even know what to say

actually it was robin thicke (and i wanted to show my love) now we onto destiny's child... all these empower the woman songs and sh*t...so, as far as the boy thing goes, which is great i am putting th...
Posted by Jus' Lil' Ole Me on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 06:27:00 PST

past due

this isnt where i wanted to be; in so many ways. and now that i am here, it just seems to be a disappointment. can't follow through, a burden on those around me. now if you know me, then you know ...
Posted by Jus' Lil' Ole Me on Tue, 06 Feb 2007 02:07:00 PST

dont know anymore

dorothy says she's disappointed... i recognize the feeling- but then again, i am just a girl and one thats infected nonetheless, so maybe my feelings dont quite count. at lest not in the legitimate-ri...
Posted by Jus' Lil' Ole Me on Mon, 22 Jan 2007 02:02:00 PST

troublesome

cant live with them, cant live without them.what i hate most is i was fully planning on calling a friend last night and catching up. of course where i ended up was much more enjoyable... then i want t...
Posted by Jus' Lil' Ole Me on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 04:46:00 PST

whatever you wanna do...

so in love with him, what am i gonna do? other than be, nothing. the other night threw me for a loop, but only because i wasnt sure how i would handle it the next day. but now, i know, i rea...
Posted by Jus' Lil' Ole Me on Thu, 11 Jan 2007 04:30:00 PST

how fickle the woman is...

now i won't lie, last night, i was all caught up! ready and convinced i would wait, no matter how long it took and no matter what i got. i was going to just be full of space and not care and let us li...
Posted by Jus' Lil' Ole Me on Wed, 10 Jan 2007 04:41:00 PST

just what were you thinking?!?

i've always known i am a horrible planner/budgeter. odd, my life's irony, of course, being that i feel as though i do need to budget and plan and automatically do so. unfortunately, i am horrible...
Posted by Jus' Lil' Ole Me on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 04:00:00 PST

disreputable

so this is the life huh?for sure not.but then, i have always known that.you ever get that feeling that if you dont get out now, you never will? you ever get so tied up with a person, it feels as ...
Posted by Jus' Lil' Ole Me on Thu, 28 Dec 2006 03:31:00 PST

doing sutff

alright, i been gone for a while and to me it feels like forever... but i'm back- and with a vengenance? whatever.so i saw the blade trinity, i been waiting on watching the final two in case i didnt f...
Posted by Jus' Lil' Ole Me on Fri, 22 Dec 2006 06:05:00 PST

i am just chillen

its definitely for the best he doesnt read these, cos i sometimes cannot help but mention how much i enjoy listening to him, floating... he's definitely the best, i was going to tell him today, but i ...
Posted by Jus' Lil' Ole Me on Wed, 13 Dec 2006 07:51:00 PST