I am ALL SOUL. Unlike the ego, my soul has no personal agenda and will always move towards the direction of love and harmony. I am at one with all that exists. I believe we are all here to learn unconditional love and to experience joy in all aspects of our lives. I am no different than ANYONE or ANYTHING else that exists. All that is here with me can enjoy the same life being, doing and having it all in complete happiness/joy. Since I am my soul, I am only here to serve others so that they may experience the unconditional love and joy we all deserve. I am love and light to everyone who comes into my life experience. I judge no one negatively and I believe we ALL have good in us because we came from the same spiritual existence.
I incorporate a lot of the "new age" thinking into my life, but ultimately it ALL came from one source we all know called The Bible, which is my source of wisdom in this world. I may live in this world, but I am definitely not of it. My friends think I'm a bit on the strange side because I have what they call bizarre beliefs, but I'm actually at the happiest point of my life because I put God first and if you ask me, God is what makes the difference in anyone's life.
I don't currently have a place of worship that I can actually call home just yet, but I know in due time that I will find the right place. I am doing my best to incorporate meditation so that I may experience a breakthrough some day when I can actually hear God's still, small voice. I really live for that day as I know it will be most special when His wisdom comes through. I love to read The Bible, Christian books, and anything that may enhance my time spent here on earth in spiritual growth/self-improvement for the betterment of humanity as a whole.
Here are my beliefs: Jesus WAS God in the flesh. Jesus was "The Chosen One"...call it Messiah or whatever you wish, but God sent him to bring the good news to ALL His beloved children here on beautiful planet earth. He came to show us how to live in love and service to ALL humanity (regardless of religion). He did not come to be "selfish" and make this life all about himself. He sacrificed a lot to show us exactly how to live our lives doing God's will in a "service to all" mindset and attitude. With a service mindset, "God loves a cheerful giver" and will continue to bless the pure in heart. There's one thing that most don't agree with me on and I asked God to lead me to truth on this. He led me to Gnostic Christianity because Jesus did not actually die on the cross. He did go to the cross and would have sacrificed his life if it wasn't for Pontius Pilate having a conscience about it and saved him unbeknownst to many. He lived 120 years in Europe. It's an interesting story and I will be happy to explain what I read in Sylvia Brown's Life about Jesus book which is the best book I have ever read considering it was written objectively so that you could form your own opinion of it.
I used to think for many years up until just recently that Jesus died on the cross and sacrificed his life for our sins. Now I believe otherwise, but I still don't understand how we accomplish atonement without the blood sacrifice. The Old Testament atonement for sins was the sacrificing of animals, but sin became such a ordeal on this planet that it just wasn't enough to forgive us. To this day, I believe our sins are causing the destruction of our planet. God will forgive us if we turn from our evil ways, seek His Kingdom first and all His righteousness.
We are spiritual beings having a physical experience for God's honor and glory ONLY. Until we learn how to live properly according to biblical principles, we will keep experiencing the birth and death cycle until our consciousness shifts to that of right living. We are to live selflessly and not of this world following God in obedience. God really does have a plan for us (Jeremiah 29:11) and will reveal it if we make Him our first love. When we don’t obey Him, it causes confusion and lack of direction. The percentage of wealthy people in this world is somewhere between 3-5%. There's a good reason for that and it's based on not meditating on biblical scripture day and night to get the real truth planted in our subconscious minds. So seeking God's Kingdom first is the key to true happiness because that Kingdom IS within as it always has been... our own minds, thoughts and actions. When we repeatedly plant lies, it affects the way we think, speak and ultimately act. Everything spoken out of our mouth (good or bad) is energy, which is projected out in the universe and comes back to us as a manifestation of our thoughts, words and actions. This is what the easterners call karma. What it boils down to is that you need to give more to get more! It's true in every sense (time, money, love, peace…). That's why we are here and we will never be happy unless we are serving our soul by loving and serving ALL God's children in some way. That's why it feels so good to do good for others because it feeds our soul and it’s the right way to live. When we understand that, we will experience Heaven right here on Earth (Thy will be done on Earth as it is in Heaven).
