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I'll be the hyena, you'll see

I am here for Friends

About Me

A close friend told me that I have something about me...I'm just trying to find out what it is...
Straight to the point in the greatest number of words.
I might do things slowly but never half-heartedly.
Some things matter so much they're all-consuming. Other things I couldn't give a shit about. It's one or the other.
I'm not a cliche, I'm a classic.
I often break convention, though not intentional its greatly enjoyed. I think its better that way, if everyone were a little more like themselves and a little less like everybody else...
God damn this Teenage-Gothic-Death-Cult TM.

Count your blessings and mark the curse tally.

My Interests


Drama crew - my band of brothers.
Getting caught in the rain.
Breakfast Monkey + Skeleton crew, S//C. + Bob Bryar's solo project!
Corey's Column + Dr.Marten's 1460z.
Gigs of all shapes and sizes.
Dark chocolate + Barry M cosmetics.
Loser crew (Oi Oi).
Looking at the sky and wondering why and how far.
Kitkats all chocolate and no waffer.
MonochromaNtic / Noir / Shadowplay.
Toro's fro.
Sharing.
Sweden (O-Ringen is amazing.) + Orienteering. (YHOA crew)
Mexican Food.
Cherry blossom (Sakura!)
Arthur Dent-style dressing gowns...
Cloud watching.
Late nights.
Late mornings.
Boxer shorts.
Streetlight.
Screaming, Crying, Laughing.
Reveling in tiny pleasures like the way it sounds when it's windy and birdsong at 5am.
Lots of things. Ask me.

I'd like to meet:

Mr.M.T.Cooke - Now.
Bands/Artists/Writers/Choreographers/Photographers that I like. Vyvyan so I can ask him why he has a girls name. Harry Treadaway. Amanda Palmer. Jacob Bannon. The Captain P-W. James Bond so I can kick his ass. Bush so I can kick his ass. Elvis so I can kick his ass. And I probably wanna meet you and kick your ass too.
Choose your rut carefully, you'll be in it for the next 500 miles...

Music:

A hell of a lot. Ask if you're bothered. Depends on the time, place, feeling + company. If I don't like the same as you, don't cry about it. People are allowed to like different stuff and not fight about it. Something we all seem to be forgetting.

Wake me in Wakey.

Movies:

Battle Royale I. Con Air. Anchor man. SWEET - A short but amazing masterpiece. "And this is my dance!"
Others...I'm not that passionate about the feature length...

Television:

Takeshi's Castle. Brass Eye. The Day Today. The Young Ones! Peep Show. Red Dwarf - met Craig Charles when I was 8! Green Door on Betachord. Family guy. Come with us on a journey through time and space to the land of The Mighty Boosh... Top Gear. Scrubs. Dr Cox kains. Never mind the Buzzcocks, that kind of thing.

Books:

1984 + Animal Farm by George Orwell. I can't believe his real name is Eric...mind you I said the same thing about Jello Biafra.
Hitchhikers series - Douglas Adams.
My favorite book ever. Don't watch the film, read this - A Clockwork Orange - Anthony Burgess, Real horrorrshow!
The Perks of being a wall flower by Stephen Chbosky.
Prozac Nation - Elizabeth Wurtzel.
The Loved One - Evelyn Waugh
Junk -
Dracula - Bram Stoker
Heroes - Robert Cormier. Charlotte, isn't it amazing how the heart makes no sound at all when it cracks?

Heroes:

Matthew. I need not explain this at all.
Le Gibbs. Without you I miss the vitrol of "I fucking hate you." If Toro were a decade younger...
Elf-Chan. You are a fantastic listener and I appreciate your patience you Camden Leisure Pirate.
The Drama Crew (R.I.P)(AG.BW.RT.ES.CO'H.OC.)- You're all so talented. One day you are all going to be something special to the whole world, to me you already are...

My Blog

Let’s keep walking...

We strolled over to back lane in the end. I fucking love that place. This sleepy village has it's perks. Try finding solitude this beautiful anywhere else. Light polution reduced to recognisable glow ...
Posted by I'll be the hyena, you'll see on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 03:47:00 PST

Masochistic shorts and explosions in the sky.

Tonight was well and truely one of those brilliant nights that unless noted falls away into the obscurity of hazy memory banks and rough last minute incohierent diary notes. So I thought i'd try and c...
Posted by I'll be the hyena, you'll see on Sun, 04 Nov 2007 04:29:00 PST

All the times you never walked me home.

So she sticks up Vs and slams the door and a turn to pace out the steps I've worn down so many damn hundred times of nights a-late. I start out on a cockney-strut. Right arm straight clamped down...
Posted by I'll be the hyena, you'll see on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 02:54:00 PST

E.T, Ellanor and endless sunshine (White Rose Fest 07)

Although this is a little late I felt the White Rose needed a mention. If not a brief one. It was fairly good this yeah I suppose. Although I spent endless hours of it sat in fields with Emily waiting...
Posted by I'll be the hyena, you'll see on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 07:14:00 PST

Recent themes, dead end scenes and desperate teens. (Old Bulletins)

"We are the dead end girls of this dead end ville. We're the ones that own main and back road alike with our blackened brand of torment. God damn this teenage-gothic-death-cult TM." - G.Gibbsie, You a...
Posted by I'll be the hyena, you'll see on Thu, 30 Aug 2007 03:42:00 PST

Four guitars, four crates of Capri Sun and an Octoflap.

Wheeey. I do love my friends. What a great time. First off, Rave-on's house - freaking hell its amazing! As for Asa's room...B-b-b-brian says no to Hayley Williams! (Stalker, much?) So, Rave, BeCKY, L...
Posted by I'll be the hyena, you'll see on Sat, 18 Aug 2007 12:56:00 PST

Scottish Six Days, 07. Wasted in Speyside.

Well the Scottish was a good time this year. Especially with the good ol' Ebor folk. Fun times at the swimming pool with Vicky, Charl, Stu, Russ, Rach, Josh and Johnny. Leaving slap marks on the back....
Posted by I'll be the hyena, you'll see on Tue, 14 Aug 2007 05:33:00 PST

Dismantling the A-frame - Life without my best friend and blood before God.

So I suppose a little back ground is required. My best friend. Well I suppose I have two. One male and one female. But this is about the former. Elf. I tell him my whole fucking life and all he ever i...
Posted by I'll be the hyena, you'll see on Tue, 17 Jul 2007 12:24:00 PST

Project Inconvenience. (D of E - Gold '07)

Here's a few things I'd like to remember about the past four days. In the end the team consisted of: Fucking Will. This boy managed to melt the stap of poor dear old Rita the Trangita! He also set fir...
Posted by I'll be the hyena, you'll see on Sun, 15 Jul 2007 03:28:00 PST

Never too young for growing old

So recently I've been thinking. (That's always a dangerous move!) Well to be perfectly honest right now i'm thinking shit I really need to rip my little finger nail off cuz it keeps bending backw...
Posted by I'll be the hyena, you'll see on Sat, 07 Jul 2007 03:18:00 PST