About Me

i'm afraid if i play the role wrong, you'll never give me a chance. i'm afraid to confront you. i don't think i can handle being hurt again. but god, it's so beautiful when that boy smiles.♥
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i'm not the person you're expecting.
and i never will be.
i'm just like you.
i breathe, i dream, i sleep, i desire, i crave.
i need to love, and be loved.
i've probably gone through more than you'd like to imagine.
so i'll just spare you.
i'm pretty cliche when it comes to best friends.
they mean the world to me.
you'll never meet someone like me,
and i'll put money where my mouth is on that.
if i don't make you smile, you have my permission to slap me silly.
without laughter, all i would be is tears.
and what fun is that, right?
if you know me, you know laughter is the only thing around me.
unless you catch me in one of my darker hours.
then you'll be close to me.
i have worse trust issues than you. and that's a damn fact.
you just might be the death of me.
oh yeah. you don't know me.
to me, you're like the first breath after a coma. ♥
day in and day out, the ones that will never leave.=)
jason = my brother. my #1. my hero.
drake = the best friend. my conscious. my better half.
alissa = the peanut butter to my jelly. my inspiration.
megan = my best friend. my therapist. my go-to gal.
amy = my twin. my life buddy. my laughs.
alyssa = my memories. my mess i like to clean up.
stefania = my whore. my favorite band nerd.
bri = best friend. relates to me the best. the new roomate.
jake = the lessons learned. good friends.
JACK && JILL!
Jack and Jill are over, and will never be
And, wanted to live "happily ever after."
So, Jack pushed Jill, and watched the kill;;
Haunting her tragic memories; his laughter.
♥scribbledoutlies

My Interests

the keys play the song to my heart
when i've forgotten the melody.♥

I'd like to meet:

someone that will make me feel like i'm five, again.

do silly things to make me fall in love with him. make me feel like i'm the luckiest girl in the world, just to be with him. to make me feel like i can be in fresh tears, and pajamas. messy hair, and tearstained makeup, and still feel like the most gorgeous girl that ever lived. i want that boy. yes. i want that one. that will do

silly

things WITH me. and tell me how much I mean to him. i want to meet that boy that we can have just a little fun getting dirty and naughty , but still staying innocent enough. that one that will want to just

hold hands

with me, then let go and run away saying, "betcha can't catch me!" and falling down out of breath by running so much. the best part is? this guy. will make me want to get back up, and do it all again.

Music:

I want to bring You all that is in my heart I want to bring You my everything But I've failed You so many times How can I stand here before You When I begin to steal what only belongs to You I am able to bring You nothing that isn't already Yours I am so ashamed of what I ever called my own Take what I have, take these broken remains What can I give You that You don't already deserve You laid down Your life when I refused to give mine

Heroes:

Sharon "Renee" Dycus.
Jayden Riley Dycus.
Alyssa Raven &&
Devlyn Ray Nichols.
Stephen "Drake" Hocutt.
Brianna Tyler.
Megan Elizabeth Hinely.
Alissa Marie Anderson.
Amy Suzanne Herrman.
Alyssa Nicole Marie Vanderhoff.
Jason Timothy Luczak.
Stefania Rose Harris.
Jacob Ray Richardson.
Kaitlin Elizabeth Schmidt.
Brittany Anne Cody.
Anna Nelson.
Ashley Gafford.
Alexa Beth Edwards.
Chelsea Renae Koch.
Kenny Joshua Koch.
Krystan, ashley's sister. =)
Sara from Minnesota. (:
Julie Yunk.
Nicole, the amazing one.
Chelsea Lyn Kane.
Donnie.
♥♥♥

My Blog

thinspo<3

I know I'm pretty. So don't get onto me about this. STFU if you have something bad to say to me about these pictures. DON'T COMMENT AND DON'T LOOK AT THEM, THEN FAGGOT. I don't have a problem with say...
Posted by rachel rhetorical™ on Sun, 06 May 2007 05:08:00 PST

lmfao. amy.

middle name? anne favorite color? hm. green is one. eye color? gorgeous blue, green, or blue-green, depending on the day. shoe size? 10-11 favorite ice cream flavor? bunny tracks. duh. sexual orientat...
Posted by rachel rhetorical™ on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 08:45:00 PST

alisserz&&meggerz. :D

Once upon a time there was a young girl named Rachel. Rachel was 15 years old and lived in Derby, Kansas. While walking home from school one day, a Green Pony jumped out from behind a Bed ...
Posted by rachel rhetorical™ on Sat, 24 Jun 2006 12:15:00 PST