well, thats pretty much all u need to know, but if u want to know more, just keep reading...
i joined the ECU cross country team, and i have to say that it isnt as bad as what i thought it would be... in high school i ran cross country, but its different in college, the miles are doubled... joining the team has let me meet new people who also enjoy running, and actually gives me people to hang out with since all my friends aren't around me nemore... joining the team has been a struggle because i havent trained as much as i should've been, and also there was a slight problem.. u see, freshman runners get their heads shaved for initiation... i was bald, but my hair is growing back now...
yea, like i said, im a freshman at ECU and i like to run... yet again, u know what u should know, but if u want to keep reading, then the pleasure is all mine...
ok, so besides all that, i will start explaining "about me", besides running, which u already know
ok, well lets just start off with my love life... lol, yea, we'll start with the worst part of my life... ok, well, i've had a grand total of... hmmmm, 1 girlfriend in my life, and the sad part about it is it shouldn't even count, because she liked my friend and i think she went out with me just to get him jealous... it sucked neways.. and thats all i feel comfortable talking about that... ok, so, lets just say i've never had one...
i have fallen for and cared for 2 girls in my life... sad but true, but.. dont get me wrong, i've liked more than just 2 girls in my life, but not the way i have felt about these 2..
of course, i dont want ne one feeling sorry for me.. actually, i want them to be happy for me because i look at it as positively as i do negatively... for 1 thing, it keeps me open to new things, but then again, what if i dont want new things... its just too complicated and too many mixed empotions, so im done talking abou it..
if ur still reading, u might be wondering why i have the same feeling for 2 different girls... and to tell the truth, i know i shouldn't, but then again i cant help it, its just who i am.. and if u read this before this point, in which im changing it, u would know that feelings for 1 has dropped and feelings for the other was lets say increased...
i dont look forward to any talks as much as i do with this person... some how both these girls made me feel the same way, but differently.. if that makes since... but this girl, makes me feel better, and thats the truth...
now its the part in "about me" that i care about the most...
ok, so i got the greatest friends ever, although, they're all weird, but whos not to say they're all normal and everyone else is weird..?
they have their own personalities and none are fake.. i hate fake ppl, the main reason i do is because i guess i used to be, like, i changed for ppl to like me, when, the ppl that actually care and do like me are the ppl that i most get along with and can be myself with...
friends and family are my life, and im not gonna make some stupid threat sayin im gonna kick ur ass if u mess with them... if u got problems thats between ya'll, now if its 2 on 1, then ill help kick some ass, but im not gonna kick ur ass if u say fuck them... ill stick up for em though...
ok, so i said there would be more, and now there is..
heres the shout outs... i thank chad for this idea...
EZ- my brother from another mother... the better looking twin.. lol, now im NOT GAY *Veronica*, but i dont know if i would be where im at right now without this crazy bastard... hes got me into trouble, got me out, but has always been there when there was trouble.. i will miss the times, but i cant wait for the many more to come... this man will be a pro ball player, even if no one beleives it..
Justin- what to say.. i'll start off with the fact that he thought we weren't real friends for like a month into our friendship... to think i'd win and just leave... shame on u justin.. hahahaha, well, we've been friends for a good half a year, maybe more, maybe less... not sure, but in that short time there has been lots of fun times... most of all the times at subway!! sike... nah, but it really was fun workin with this man.. hes a crazy guy and has made my life better, changing my whole perspective of how to live life to the fullest... my future co-worker/co-manager...
J Brad- cant leave this guy out.. he's more white than me, but a major pimp... my JV basketball bro.. only ones with no points freshman year... SW basketball fucked this man over, he should've had my spot on the team.. im gonna miss the times we had, the stories he's told, my 18th birthday party/not my party thing.. confusing to explain, he knows what im talking about... we will be brothers for life.. i grew my hair out for him and he turned around and cut his... nice fuckin role model man.. hahaha, jk.. if ne ones my role model, this man would be it...
Chad- hmmmm, what to say... like he says, we havent been friends for very long.. shorter time than justin and i.. but the times were great... being a mexican, goin to the beach, i respect this man for just sayin fuck u subway.. pound pound pound pound pound pound pound pound pound... man the times were great.. he doesnt let shit get to him.. everyone needs a chad... this man is a crazy nigga, ya'll better watch the fuck out..
PJ- this man is great.. about as great as they come.. so fuckin smart, funny, unique, everything.. although i've heard he fell of the face of the world, i can always count on this man, always count on finding him and being able to talk.. and even if he hasnt been "in my shoes", somehow he knows what the fuck im talking about... this is a great man, u'll soon see him in a movie.. i hope to see him bringing tacos to my house late at night just to hang out, pj is a real man, some say they are and arent, this man is as manish, if thats a word, as they come..
Anthony- the great one.. kings for life.. THE WALL!!! the times are endless aswell for this man.. i respect his respect in women, seeing them for who they are.. not caring if they're ugly as hell, but seeing them for who they are.. this alone makes him a respectable man.. this man deserves alot in his life, always giving and never receiving.. he has put up with a lot of shit, but with everything he's done, things will be heavenly for him in a few years.. thanks for the food my brother..
Bobbie- probably the least amount of time hung out with than anybody else.. this guy is a music wiz.. i bet he could play nething.. hes a cool guy, not a lot of memories, but some fun times... and hopefully a lot of memories to come.. to put up with chad the way u can, lol, jk jk.. ur a cool guy bobbie, and i cant wiat to hang out again, life never gets boring around u...
Marcus- last but not least of the guys... not least at all.. my very first real friend.. with tragedy there comes greatness i beleive.. i hated to see my mom in a fucked up van, but if i hadnt, there would be no BAM and MAB... times yet again, are endless... if there is a dull moment, which there usually isnt, u were there to make it un-dull... make urself look stupid when i was down, always bringing me back up on my feet... like eric, i wouldnt be where i am with out u... i would probably be out smoking pot, drinking, and being a total loser, but with u, i am a better man... nothing can get in my way... i thank u for all u have done for me, and if there is any way to pay u back, any way at all, just ask and its done... go get ur dreams and never settle for less... ""wonS yevoC, ya never go boc""... it will be done.. i promise u..
now for the girls..
Kai- u are the sun in my day... always bright, never dull.. the moon in my night... like in the night sky, always making my life feel so full... ok, so it was kinda cheesey, but theres no better way to describe how i feel.. no talk with ne one else but her is better, i feel so comfortable talking to her, not afriad to tell her my secrets or how i feel.. she is a great person.. not as many memories as i could wish for, but enough to last a life time.. if that makes since.. there was no better reason to wake up early for over the summer than to talk and hang out with her.. i miss her A LOT.. cant wait to see her again.. the best summer of my life was because of a week with this girl in it..
Rheann- i wish i had what her and justin have.. she can be weird at some times, but great at others.. its just her and i wouldnt have her change, no one should have her change.. but just the type of person she is, i dont think ne one can make her change.. she is my college talkin buddy, my MOMMA!!! which never gets old... i think life wouldnt be as great as it is without ppl like her.. she can be funny, and shy, and mean, but all of it is great.. i havent really hung out with her much, but i feel like we could hang out for 30 years and the time would never be old, and always great... she is cool and i love my MOMMA!!
Lauren- life was never boring with her... the morning breakfasts were always great, always fun *im gonna beat a bitches ass* i will always love this girl.. like a sister, like a friend, like a date.. the love is endless.. i will miss the time when we hung out... u are great, dont let ne one hurt u, and if someone does, just tell me... cause then i will run away for u, jk jk, nah, 4 real, tell me, and i will find a way to hurt them..
Katie- this girl knocked some sense into me... i just want to say that there is no one else i'd rather get hit in the head by... we've been through some rough times... sometimes i say things before thinking about what i say... i just want her to know that i would never say anything with the intention of hurting her... i would never dream of it... going through math with u, half the time afraid that u would hurt me, was one of the best experiences i've ever had... going to the beach and trying to get a tan, cause im not the whitest guy around.. atleast im not orange.. jk jk... i just want u to know i'll be there for u if u ever need it... always...
im sorry if i left u off, but, i promise, there will be more added on, but if u want to be added on sooner, cause im a procrastinator, just message me..