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Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net
Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.netI live in a hippie town. Which is cool because it means the bumper stickers here can not be beat. I can not drive anywhere without laughing my rear off at one of them.I live in Pj's. My husband is on duty 4 days out of the week with the coast guard. So most days the only time I talk to someone is over the phone or internet. Well unless you count the dogs and cat. I am learning to listen more. So far I suck at it. I love gossip. I hate Brad Pitt. I love the twilight books and movie and the Harry Potter books. I am sometimes my own worst enemy. I play computer games like an addict. don't believe me check out my blog www.crystaljeanelf.blogspot.com .... o.o no foolin! lol Watch out cause I just started WOW! I am allergic to EVERYTHING... I love to love. I am often called an eternal optimist or dreamer. I collect pictures and frames. I am an idealist and can be very passionate regarding causes close to my heart. I will probably be in school for the rest of my life.I would make a great therapist if I was not so freakin empathetic towards others. I want to be a sixth grade teacher. I strive to just be a good person, kind, generous to others. I can be a raving shrew though. Although my page is busy my life is not anymore. Health is my biggest struggle. I am constantly at war with what I want to do and what my body can handle. I wouldn't say that I am depressed about being sick more like mad as hell. I struggle with being a bum, because although I am good at it I HATE doing NOTHING IMPORTANT. I am afraid of hospitals, dying of cancer, never being a mom and roaches. I want to adopt a baby girl from china. And always in my darkest moments someone is there to hold my hand. I hope someday to be able to return the favor.
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I would like to meet my Papa again. I will miss him my whole life, every single moment I have left here on this earth. I love you Papa...I would like to meet the idiot who thinks Anaheim is in LA?!?!People I lost contact with over the years, lonely military wives like myself with nothing better to do than send random emails to friends at 2am..Lakers fans, Luke Walton..:), and anyone who knows who really shot JFK and killed Marilyn Monroe???And of course my sports crush Luke Walton!

My Blog

Grief is strange

I know Papa is gone. I don't really want him back the way he was. He was sick and in so much pain. I know he is better off complete and whole and pain free where he is now, but having no one to call f...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Feb 2008 00:20:00 GMT

To Papa. With love.

What I wrote to be read for him at his service. My Papa was my hero and my best friend. He was my escort if I ever needed to wear heels. The person I called during the forth quarter of every Laker gam...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Feb 2008 19:39:00 GMT

Goodbye Papa, I love you.

8:10 am on WendPapa passed away in the arms of his family, in his own bed here in Riverside.I am happy he is no longer in pain, however I am so sad words can not begin to express it.Thank you to every...
Posted by on Thu, 07 Feb 2008 09:26:00 GMT

Death sucks..dont ya know?!?

Papa is in what the nurse called the "active dying stage" We only have hours to days left at this point.He is in a coma.We have him at home.All the family are here.... we have beds set up in every roo...
Posted by on Tue, 05 Feb 2008 22:48:00 GMT

1 2 3 4 Surgery SUCKS!

So I am back from surgery.He did a few things.All of them sounded pretty wicked.Vacuming out my Uterus for example....o.OI hurt A LOT.But they let me go home so that is good.They couldnt get an IV in ...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Oct 2007 18:39:00 GMT

Drunk Driving

DONT DO IT. I have just joined the thousands of peeps who get to say that they have lost a loved one to drunk driving. An amazing wonderful soul was killed on friday while leaving a resturant in Maine...
Posted by on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 23:56:00 GMT

Pray for Papa

..> I am not ready for Papa to die or be really sick.. I did the sad thing now I am mad as heck.. and still crying...so please help me pray that he will last longer than what the doc's are telling u...
Posted by on Fri, 22 Jun 2007 00:51:00 GMT

9-21 months

..> ..> HeyPapa saw the cancer doc..he had 9-21 monthschemo or radiation would only add 2-3 months ..He is not really interested in doing chemo anyways.There are spots on both his lungs not just one ...
Posted by on Sun, 10 Jun 2007 11:43:00 GMT

The worst news.

Hey all so we finally got a diagnosis on Papa.He has a rare cancer called Mesothelioma.It is cause by esposdis (spelling that soo wrong) exposer. They found ab normal cells in the biobsy tests so they...
Posted by on Wed, 30 May 2007 23:07:00 GMT

Crap Sandwich.

Papa was having problems breathing for a few weeks and finally went to see a doctor on wed. They found fluid in his lungs and brought him in today to remove as much of the fluid as they could and run ...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Apr 2007 22:02:00 GMT