Header Banner Made with MyBannerMaker.com! Click here to make your own!About me? Hmm.. I'm fun. I'm friendly. I always seem to be in the "spotlight". People always want to know what I'm doing, and who I'm with. I'm always being gossiped about and brought up in conversations, whether it's by people I know, or complete strangers. Why? I have no idea. Probably because I'm unique and I break away from the crowd and am not afraid to be myself. I like to live my life to the fullest. But sometimes people just look at me and think they know me even though they have no idea, and often misjudge me. People stereotype me all the time, especially women, which is why I have mostly guy friends and some girl friends who aren't bitchy or jealous--which is a RARE find! I feel like too many women aren't comfortable with themselves and have to bash other women who are comfortable with themselves. I get bashed all the time by these types of women, and what have I done to them? Nothing at all. I like to have a good time and be myself, and I learned from a small town that people expect you to act a certain way to be accepted. But I LOVE myself, haha, and I will continue to BE myself and not let anyone change that. I give props to other beautiful women with beautiful personalities. There's no need for bitchiness or jealousy, what other people are doing is really none of anyone else's business. I learned how ignorant people can be. Why does everyone care so much about gossiping about others all the time or worrying what everyone's doing? I feel sorry for these kinds of people. Do they really have nothing better to do? I can barely find a free minute in my life, and I personally couldn't careless what other people do except for the people I really care about. It's rude, and a waste of time. I'm always very sweet to people who are sweet to me. I make friends easily. And if you're nice to me I'll probably be one of the sweetest people you've ever met, but often times, people don't give me the chance because they assume I'm a bitch or snobby, or they're just intimidated. So basically, when people judge me when they meet me and assume things because of the way I look I can turn in to a bitch in a second. So my only advice if you want to talk to me is to get to know me before you judge me or assume I am a certain way, because you're most likely wrong! Few people in the world really KNOW me. Not a lot of people know why I am the way I am sometimes, I've had an interesting yet amazing life so far! Do I like to go out and have fun? Yes, obviously..! But am I a "slut" just because I dress how I feel comfortable? Not at all, it takes a lot for me to even put down my wall sometimes and be able to get close to someone, because I've been hurt way too many times. I am way too trusting of a person and can be a bit naive and that usually ends up in me getting hurt/betrayed. I am a pretty sensitive person and it'd be ideal to get along with everyone, but I'm learning that's impossible. If everyone was a good person and accepted people for who they are, it'd be a hell of a lot easier though!
But I am so happy for all the great friends and family that I do already have, I wouldn't trade them for the world. I am lucky to have so many people who care about me, so I try to let the "haters" go. People like that are a complete waste of space and probably need to work on their own confidence! I may act ditzy sometimes, but it's part of my fun personality, I'm a lot smarter than many people give me credit for. Many people think "attractive" women can't be "smart". Well I am a triple threat, pretty, fun, AND smart, and that's the end of that :)
So just love me, or leave! :p
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"The truth is, we never know who we can trust. Those we're closest to can betray us, and total strangers can come to our rescue. In the end, most people decide to trust only themselves. It really is the simplest way to keep from getting burned.
-Desperate Housewives
Yes, each new day in suburbia brings with it a new set of lies. The worst are the ones we tell ourselves right before we fall asleep. We whisper them in the dark, telling ourselves we're happy, or that he's happy. That we can change, or that he will change his mind. We persuade ourselves that we can live with our sins, or that we can live without him. Yes, each night before we fall asleep we lie to ourselves in a desperate, desperate hope that come morning - it will all be true.
