happiness at last? |
imso fulfilled right now! everything is going great and im probly gonig to eat some awesome chinese food today!! woo! im turning into a fat ass. ha. i need to work out for swim suit season! yeahhh!! h... Posted by ~*~beebo~*~ on Mon, 21 Apr 2008 12:58:00 PST |
poets of the fall |
Look in my eyes I'll make you see We're drifting aimlessly Blind in a world of make believe Hear them sing their songs off key n' nod like they agree Buying the needs to be discreet I've... Posted by ~*~beebo~*~ on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 03:23:00 PST |
birthdays and an odd sense of warmth |
things are going sp oddly for me right now. i have something planned for this friday and im so excited!!! i know that things are going to go well.. i hope! i’ve got a bottle of PRIVATE STOCK spi... Posted by ~*~beebo~*~ on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 11:52:00 PST |
more to life than sadness and waiting for something to never come... |
i wonder what is going to happen to me. i’m in this hole of loss and regret and im stilll waiting to be pulled to the surface. i feel as if there is a fissure deep inside myself. i can but ... Posted by ~*~beebo~*~ on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 11:18:00 PST |
happiness in a matter of three nights... |
but it ends tonight. oh my sick life has been so blissful and im so dead about everything. maybe since everything is normal again i’m happy. maybe im just low mantinence. horrible speller that m... Posted by ~*~beebo~*~ on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 01:54:00 PST |
ROGER---- hey EVERYONE!!! READ THIS!! ABUSE AT ITS BEST! |
so this guy send me a message on myspace asking if i wanted to date him. i HAVE TOLD THIS GUY 3 TIMES I DONT WANT TO DATE HIM!! and he sends me this after a few messages. ha. i thought it was hilariou... Posted by ~*~beebo~*~ on Thu, 06 Mar 2008 10:40:00 PST |
comfort zone |
so im finally settling into a state of calm. for today anyway. im absolutely trying not to think about anything but it's kinda hard when you are made to be that way. im so infatuated with receiving co... Posted by ~*~beebo~*~ on Mon, 25 Feb 2008 11:10:00 PST |
one of my favorite songs |
All I want is somebody whos gonna love me for meSomebody I can love for themAll this money dont mean shitIf you aint got nobody to share it withLove rules the world, you feel meHe dont understand you ... Posted by ~*~beebo~*~ on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 02:49:00 PST |
void and loneliness |
my life so far has been riddled with shattered dreams and forgotten loves. i have been kissed but never been loved, never held when i needed it most... aside from one time, and that was a small gift..... Posted by ~*~beebo~*~ on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 11:07:00 PST |
should i hold on or should i let it fall? |
death is coming. are you ready for it? Posted by ~*~beebo~*~ on Fri, 25 Jan 2008 03:06:00 PST |