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Happy For The First Time In A Long Time

About Me



Layout by CoolChaser Im HAMMY AND IM TAKEN BY A VERY PRETTY GIRL.WHEN EVER I SEE HER I GET BUTTERFLIES NOT IN MY STOMACHE BUT IN MY HEART. LOL I JUST REALIZED IT SAYS 69 FOR THE DATE LOL.6-9-09 <3She is my number one!!! You may know her as kelsey but i know her as kelsey Belsey. I hOpe i make you happy too kelsey!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!my favorite bands are fall out boy third eye blind and taking back sunday eminem and cartel and mettallica some marylin manson and some panic at the disco ..i rarely listen to new music i like pathway to providence also and then i turned seven and rarely listen to screamo i think hawthorne heights is a great group ....i hate most songs by hinder and nickel back i think emo spiderman is awesome and dont laugh i like the notebook i used to be a wigger slash rebel but now im lke im just a rebel against anyones word. and if u dont lkeit suck my dick heres more stuff tht i had someone write about me when she created this account ... i hate her lolbut she did a good job and also im not single nemore so ignore the status im too lazy to change it... also i dont think im mexican neither is austin hes just... AUSTIN LOL also im a poet dont read the shit up there in the blogs its gay and i do nt like it i can do so much better than that with a pen....im alrite in bed but im better with a pen!!!!!! I do Crush On People. But i LOSE interest in them easily. the name is matthew please call me matt lol
they call me matt, matty( the rabit and and peanut and also most recently hammiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii iiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii lol i love the cookie
i am Native, and of course white
i am 17
i wanna live in new yorkcalifornia
im a junior at hamilton hi in milwaukee i have 2 brothers and 2 sisters
iiiiiiii am a song writer and am makeing a band/athlete/rebel/wierd/and the list goes on
i have 2 dogs, Thor,Isis sadly we had to get rid of them . but i had them.
people dont get me and i dont get alot of people
i have some close friends
i like starbucks
i love to snowboard, 4 wheel, skateboard, football, strip hockey, jet sking,basket ball
i LOVE to play in the mud
i like kool aid
my favorite soda is sierra mist
my dream is to go pro in some sport or make alot of money as a poet
i like chevy trucks
fords are going to hell
i like to grill out
i like to climb trees
i like hiking
i like to ride my bike

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

EMINEM any gangsta and my guardian angel of a sort I am 96% Emo.
.. Holy gee whilikers... I am as emo as it gets... I will try to cheer the heck up and stop wiping my nose on my sweater... Take the
Emo Test
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Why do you cut yourself?

You can't wait until ya die!
I'm sorry! You hate your life and can't wait to die! Don't comit suicide because to the world you might just be someone but to someone you might be the world!
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My Blog

Saturday Morning Cartoons(Amanda's Song)

ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS I HOPE TO MAKE YOU HAPPY. I KNOW SOMETIMES I SEEM UNTRUSTING, BUT RIGHT NOW ALL I SEE IS YOU LAUGHING. I SORT OF JUST WISHI WAS WITH YOU. I SORT OF JUST WANT THIS DAY TO BE THROUG...
Posted by on Tue, 03 Mar 2009 18:05:00 GMT

Story of my life. now and past

I've been looking back for quite some time now.We all have a what we think is a first love, but they are not. The first people you have feelings for put you through hell. Every love there after gets b...
Posted by on Wed, 20 Aug 2008 02:32:00 GMT

Amanda

I REACH for my dreamsI TEACH MAKE BELEIVE.I LOVE WHEN YOU LOVE MEI CANT HARDLY BREATHE yOUR SO BEAUTIFULI WISH I COULD BEALL OF THE MAN THAT YOU WOULD EVER NEED. But as its been provenIM wAY TO MUCHan...
Posted by on Sat, 16 Aug 2008 04:16:00 GMT

Kind of just wish i was dead.

ive been counting a dozen sheep.and they never run out.i ve been going without sleepAnd have lived within doubts.I cant live without this pain.I cant live with it.I cant go on with out my pride.I'd di...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Aug 2008 20:48:00 GMT

circling the drain

i wish there was a way to die with out the tears youd surely cryi cant explain as to whyi just wish in my heart you were only mine.she wasnt worth the ink in the penand neither was the blood we both b...
Posted by on Sat, 02 Aug 2008 23:26:00 GMT

Rock And Roll Heaven

It has taken a great time to come. It is time for the rise of the sun.   It has only been  said once.   And it has finally shun. There is a such thing as a Rock And Roll Heaven. life i...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 05:21:00 GMT

Rock And Roll Heaven

It has taken a great time to come. It is time for the rise of the sun.   It has only been  said once.   And it has finally shun. There is a such thing as a Rock And Roll Heaven. life i...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 05:21:00 GMT

Rock And Roll Heaven

It has taken a great time to come. It is time for the rise of the sun.   It has only been  said once.   And it has finally shun. There is a such thing as a Rock And Roll Heaven. life i...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 05:21:00 GMT

Rock And Roll Heaven

It has taken a great time to come. It is time for the rise of the sun.   It has only been  said once.   And it has finally shun. There is a such thing as a Rock And Roll Heaven. life i...
Posted by on Sat, 25 Aug 2007 05:21:00 GMT

A dream I had about my father and I

  now im sailing through the deepest oceans... and failing to interact with emotions they all are withstood? but from loss comes gain and i knew it would...   why am i here again..still if t...
Posted by on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 04:45:00 GMT