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lauren

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About Me

It's been awhile since i've felt like expressing myself through words here, but I think i can give it a shot right now. Ask anyone who knows me, i'm far from perfect, but I do constantly strive to change and most importantly better myself, which I think helps better the people in your life, whether they realize this or not. I know without hesitation change is the only constant in life, and if you don't accept that truth life will be much more difficult for you, and by embracing change i think you open up so many doorways and paths in your life which will bring you to great things. I try to pay attention to who and why is in my life, especially my loved ones (which i am unbelievably thankful for--you know who you are), because everyone in your life is there for a reason, more specifically to teach you something the universe wants you to learn...it's up to yourself to pay attention, although this is not an easy thing to do. I feel like i've finally begun to walk the path i'm supposed to instead of distracting myself with unimportant things and relish in the thought of who I will meet on the way. I am definetely an extrovert and meeting new people, you could say, is a love of mine in itself. Maturity is giving way to rashness, my drive and ambition become stronger everyday. I know without question I will travel the world and savor every minute of it, feed my adrenaline-junky needs and jump out of a couple airplanes and climb another mountain (mentally, emotionally, and physically), i know for sure. I worry too much, a product of my childhood,but i'm working on that too...I love wholeheartedly and sometimes to my detriment blindly, it's all or nothing when it comes to me, which is a blessing and a curse, like so many other things in my life. I'm learning to find balance in everything, for I know if I don't happiness will never last...I'm a flirt to a fault but i just can't help it, and everyone loves it anyway...;) I love to read and write and going to put more effort in to writing since I have finally come to terms of it being a blessing and gift of mine, which was not an easy thing for me to accept, but two special people made me realize the gifts and blessings I have I deserve, and should embrace them. And i love, love, love, music...all kinds really; it breathes life into me. I love kids, most of all Ethan, (he's like my nephew). I love animals (whoever doesn't, well, i won't say), especially my dog Jack and my incredibly old cat Chessie. Tanning is one of my last addictions (there arent' really any left except that), well my phone too but i hate to admit that. I love to look at the stars on a clear night and wonder what will be with all of us, not just me. I'm a work-a-holic but wouldn't want it any other way, what can i say when i work i'm happy, but vacations make me happy too! When i think of something more i may put it down, we'll just have to see..... http://www.acelayouts.com/Misc-Myspace-Layouts/City

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

fun, interesting, smart people who are more into having a good time than drama. good food, good friends, good times is something i live by.

My Blog

New Years Resolution in free prose

I am determined, determined, determined, to enlist the tools that propel themselves and manifest incessantly and all too well...to utilize to best capacity my capabilities of wit, and humor, and trage...
Posted by on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 13:06:00 GMT

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You wonder when that break you're desperately searching for is gonna find you... Or @ least when you're gonna run slam into it knocking your lights out. And you think to yourself that's all you need; ...
Posted by on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 20:25:00 GMT