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lee

And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45,

About Me

time for a new profile... my cat is now 4 years old,i work at walmart in the photo center... i see some pretty intresting pics there let me tell you...lol and`umm i'm still a lesbain..not much change there, still a free lance artist oh and ya not to forget i'm not single anymore...sorry ladies i hope to talk to ya all later don't be afraid to mail me

My Interests

Designing tattoos, painting, fantasy art, sketching, going out to party and chillen with friends

I'd like to meet:

some friends that will be long lasting and true

Music:

"45" Send away for a priceless gift One not subtle, one not on the list Send away for a perfect world One not simply, so absurd In these times of doing what you're told You keep these feelings, no one knows What ever happened to the young man's heart Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apartAnd I'm staring down the barrel of a 45, Swimming through the ashes of another life No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45Send a message to the unborn child Keep your eyes open for a while In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else There's a piece of a puzzle known as life Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tightWhat ever happened to the young man's heart Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apartEveryone's pointing their fingers Always condemning me And nobody knows what I believe I believeCOLD Looking back at me I see That I never really got it right I never stopped to think of you I'm always wrapped up in Things I cannnot win You are the antidote that gets me by Something strong Like a drug that gets me highWhat I really meant to say Is I'm sorry for the way I am I never meant to be so cold to youAnd I'm sorry about all the lies Maybe in a different light You could see me stand on my own again Cause now i can see You were the antidote that got me by Something strong like a drug that got me high I never meant to be so coldI never really wanted you to see The screwed up side of me that I keep Locked inside of me so deep It always seems to get to me I never really wanted you to go So many things you should have known I guess for me theres just no hope I never meant to be so coldBREAKING THE HABBITMemories concern Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safer in my room Unless I try to start againI don't want to be the one Who battles always choose Cuz inside I realize That I'm the one confusedI don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonightCultured my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I have no options left againI dont want to be the one Who battles always choose Cuz inside I realize That I'm the one confusedI don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit tonightI'll paint it on the walls Cuz I'm the one that falls I'll never fight again And this is how it endsI don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity to show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So, I'm breaking the habit I'm breaking the habit I’m breaking the habit tonightBEHIND BLUE EYESNo one knows what it's like To be the bad man To be the sad man Behind blue eyes And no one knows What it's like to be hated To be faded to telling only liesBut my dreams they aren't as empty As my conscious seems to be I have hours, only lonely My love is vengeance That's never free No one knows what its like To feel these feelings Like i do, and i blame you! No one bites back as hard On their anger None of my pain woe Can show throughDiscover l.i.m.p. say it [x4] No one knows what its like To be mistreated, to be defeated Behind blue eyes No one know how to say That they're sorry and don't worry I'm not telling liesNo one knows what its like To be the bad man, to be the sad man Behind blue eyes.

Movies:

Clan of the cave bears, Whale Rider, Stigmata, Pergatory 1,2, and 3, Blade, blade II and III, Dracula and dracula 2000, once biten, my best friends a vampire, razor blade smile,..ok make it short any vampire movie made...lol and the nightmare on elem st movies

Television:

it was Xena and buffy the vampire slayer..but now i just watch Sci fi channel or cartoon network

Books:

Anne Rice and Steven King books

Heroes:

Heroes? what are thoughs? are some still around?

My Blog

Well i fucked up again

Just for an update, i'm single ...again...i told my girl that we where going to fast and well she told me she wasn't going to wait forever...so yeah and i am sad....really really sad, so far i have l...
Posted by lee on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

not single now

I'm exsited, my g/f from califorina is moving down here to be with me...got to figure out how i'm going to get an aparment asap ,so i know what i'm doing asap..looking for a place. i can't wait, she a...
Posted by lee on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

what to do????

i'm stuck, i really don't know what to do...to stay and see what happends here in Florida or move to Pa to be with this girl that likes me....grrrrrr i hate moving so far away.. andi really don't want...
Posted by lee on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

ok bitching time again at 4:30am

I'm looking back at all my realtionships... and i think what the hell has draw me to these gals? i mean every relationship..it alwasy been some twisted s&m stuff going on..LOL i guess they can see it ...
Posted by lee on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

just rambling

I'm so sick and tired of hooking up with women that are already in relationships themselves... what is up with that? They ask me out or they tell me they want to hook up or something like that and the...
Posted by lee on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Sad story

I was at work doing my call backs to day youknow where i call the costomers during dinner time to ask how our service is... well to day i called this woman and all of a sudden she tells me every thing...
Posted by lee on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

can't sleep

Well it been an intresting time on this world...and it will probly get better...i'm wondering if i sould open my heart on this to let all to read or just keep my deep dark thoughts to myself? OK here ...
Posted by lee on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST