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..TEXT hhhhhhhhmmmmmmmm.............about me.........this is almost too complex to tell. Where would I start? I guess the beginning would be a good place, and then when I get to the end, I'll stop. I am the definition of a PISCES. I have quite the addictive personality, and I'm an escapist. But even though I tend to try and escape reality, in some oxymoronic twist of a way I am also quite a realist. I just try to escape the reality that I know is there 'cuz I just don't want to deal with it. It's really quite sad actually. But oh well, what is one to do? Exactly. Nothing but just be yourself right. I've also been told that I'm quite cynical, a little more on the pessimistic side of things, a little bit devious, and a bit of a smart-ass. I am a bit of a trouble-maker.
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I have the tendency towards being very sarcastic at times....... I find it amusing. I like to have control over situations, or at least always be in control of my own situations. I'm attracted to being in a position of power. I love to challenge people. I love to talk, it really doesn't matter what the subject is, I'll figure out something to say about it. I'm constantly thinking. I'm very opinionated. I think I know everything. I'm very confident in myself. I've been known to at times act quite conseited and I can be extremely annoying yet very entertaining all at the same time. I tend to cuss a lot, and for some reason I can't seem to speak more than 2-3 sentences without throwing the word 'like' in there somewhere.I'm also a total nerdy science geek, who can figure out some of the most complicated scientific processes that a person could possibly think of, however when it comes to having any common sense I'm can be a little retarded. I spent 5 years living in Arcata,CA...which is a little hippie town in Northern California where I was a Zoology Major for 5 yrs. It all paid off though as I earned my Bacholers of Science Degree in Zoology with a minor in Anthropology this last spring. How I did it, however, is another question that has surpassed my realm of reasoning. I'm still not too sure myself, considering the amount of partying and procrastinating I did. lol ;-)I've now moved back to LA, am working as a pharmacy technician, and am starting to study to be a pharmacist. Seriously........I'm starting to wonder if I will ever get completely out of college, or if I'm going to be hopelessly forever stuck in the world of academia. Lately I've been livin' quite the chaotic lifestyle. I've been full of doubts, confusion, frustration with the sense of being lost in world where I know everything that's going on around me but at the same time have no idea what to do about it.
I can be a very closed-off person if I don't know you. I have difficulty blindly trusting others until I know them, and even then I can still be a bit skeptical. Life has taught me that the only real person that I can trust and depend on is myself. I never completely open up to people. I'm a bit of a loner. I like it that way. It's less difficult to get hurt, the less people I allow myself to truely care about. Some may find this a little crazy, but for me, my friends I've allowed to become a part of me. It's like I give a little piece of my soul to keep. A piece that I know that I'll never get back. For this reason I only tend to attach myself to a few select people. But those that I have will I will always stand behind. Right wrong or indifferent. I would just about anything for those that I truely love and care about. I'm extremely blunt, I call it like I see it, I tell it like it is. I don't beat around the bush to spare people's feelings very often anymore. I will tell you the truth even if it hurts you. I'm not necessarily a fighter but I'll fight for what I love and believe in. I've learned not to really care about what other people say about me. I know who I am, and I know what I stand for and that's all that really matters. I can be very cold-hearted, but at the same time long for true-love. I'm very good at 'reading' people, as well as picking up on their intentions and emotions. I follow my instincts and I believe in my dreams. I believe myself to be unique, genuine, and I would never betray those whom I love. I value my family, friends, and all those who are REAL. I value all who can put a smile on my face, and all those who love me and appreciate me for I am, not for who they want me to be.
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