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Lost In Ruin

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About Me



Darkling I listen; and for many a time
I have been half in love with easeful death,
Call'd him soft names in many a mus&eacuted rhyme.
To take into the air my quiet breath;
Now more than ever seems it rich to die,
To cease upon the midnight...

From: Ode to a Nightengale
By: John Keats





For behold, the kingdom of heaven is within you.
Luke 17.21
(Taken from 'The Black Arts' by Richard Cavendish)

My Interests

There was the Door to which I found no key; There was the Veil through which I might not see; Some little talk awhile of ME and THEE There was - and then no more of THEE and ME.

The Rubaiyat of Omar Khayyam

I very much enjoy traipsing through the woods; Communing with nature; Atrophy; Antique stores; Listening to lovely music; Watching horror films;Forensic photography; Baroque period art; Pre-Raphaelite Movement; Paganism; christian iconography(especially old prints you find in antique stores and flea markets); Travel; Victorian textiles; Daguerreotypes; Androgyny; Abandonment(for death is all around and within us); Nighttime; Thrift stores; Romanticism; Sally Mann; Julia Margaret Cameron; Lady Hawarden; Caspar David Friedrich; Waterhouse; Eugene Atget; Life; Death; Everything in between and so on...






The irresistible fascination with the inorganic Hitler was seen in World War I ecstatic before a corpse refusing to move...

The Coplas on the Death of Merton
~Ernesto Cardenal

All the kisses given or not given. That's why the swans sing said Socrates upon your chest the fan still turning
We love or are only when we die. The great final act the gift of one's whole being.

The Coplas on the Death of Merton
~Ernesto Cardenal

I'd like to meet:

Individuals who get "it"...life...and appreciate it. Those who are most genuine and unafraid to be themselves.

We are the center of the great search.

Sally Mann...

Timothy "Speed" Levitch, from "The Cruise"

Bill Borchardt, from "American Movie"

Be Real!

Music:

------------------------------- Black metal--doom--gothic--depressive--forest--folk--dark wave--death--thrash

Movies:

Some recommendations are...
Alucarda; JSA:Joint Security Area; Memories of Murder; Tesis; Ninth Configuration; [George Romero's Season of the Witch; Martin; Dawn of the Dead; Night of the Living Dead; Day of the Dead]; Slaughterhouse Five; Dead Zone; May; Begotten; Looking for Mr. Goodbar; Eyes of Fire; Barbarian Invasions; Harold & Maude; Ganja & Hess; Altered States; Creepshow; From Beyond & Re-Animator(Brian Yuzna); The Beyond(Fulci); Fulci's Zombie(anything Lucio Fulci); Kichiku; Marebito; [Dario Argento's Opera; Demons; Inferno; Suspiria] The Hunger; Driller Killer; [David Cronenberg's Videodrome; Shivers; The Crazies; The Brood] Farenheit 451; Soilent Green; Roman Polanski's Repulsion & The Tenant; Nosferatu; Ravenous(anything starring Guy Pearce), Deathwatch; The Thing(w/Kurt Russell; Paper House; Closet Land; Trouble Every Day; Being There; plus many more.

Heroes:

My parents.

My Blog

MARTIN by GEORGE ROMERO

Lovely movie starring John Amplas. ...
Posted by Lost In Ruin on Sat, 15 Dec 2007 10:08:00 PST

Favorite Horror, Sci-fi, Documentary films of all time!!!

 Alucarda is a favorite because it's so flippin' trippy. It takes place in the beautiful countryside, it's vintage Spanish horror. In My Skin is a very bloody movie about a woman w...
Posted by Lost In Ruin on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 03:44:00 PST

Favorite Movie Quotes

  "The world breaks everyone and afterwards many are strong at the broken places but those that will not break-it kills.  It kills the very good, the very gentle, the very brave impartially....
Posted by Lost In Ruin on Thu, 13 Apr 2006 11:59:00 PST