She was my best friend and favorite cousin.
I was hers.
I told her everything.
She did the same.
She cried to me about her dad.
I held her and when i needed to cry,
she held me too.
When i thought something was awesome and thought if i said it outload i would look stupid
she was the one that said, "not uh i think that too."
She called me on a friday
i never called back but i wanted too, i just forgot
in the message she said.
i just wanted to talk jess call me back when you can, i love you
On Wednesday afternoon grandma called than, toots
thinking it was werid that they were calling, i never thought about it, it could be just to talk to mom.
toots called back, mom screamed.
my heart dropped, as i stood over the stiars to see what mom was crying about
blue eyes looking at me and said, kellsey is gone
Everything in me was gone, i knew forever things have changed.
i fell to the ground not wanting ever to get back up
Cause i knew once i got up that meant i have to deal with it
Mom sid it was time to see Reenie
The trip was long and hard
The funeral was a road of broken dreams all in one
Don't cry Grandma, its okay, I'm here
Grandma says i have to look out for the little ones now, its my job
i quit, but i cant
Now its time to go on
Heaven has an angel now
and earth is left without one.
i love you jess
i love you too, kells