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ilona :The Blue Lotus

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About Me


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Eluuuuuuusive! Born in Queens, NY. I've also lived in Hawaii and Japan.
I'm often misunderstood because I'm pretty introverted . I also think way too much.
I love videogames. I've played a bunch of different Mmo's and right now I'm trying to take a break from that! I also enjoy writing poetry when I feel inspired and a few years ago a friend of mine and myself put out a book together. Yay, one of my child-hood dreams accomplished. ^^ I also like to read.
I love animals as well and might end up going to school to work with them eventually. I really can't make up my mind.
I'm a pretty forgiving person even if you make me mad. Although I admit if someone hurts me really bad I'm not going to waste my time and constantly be there for them like I've done for friends in the past. I'm tired of letting people walk all over me. I also have a hard time trusting people's motives.
I think the best things in live are the little things that most people tend to over-look.
Well, who really reads this anyway? XD
Support Barack Obama
I've been a twilight fan since day one. Have you? ;D
..'Look you stupid bastard, you've got no arms left!' .."It's just a flesh wound!..-Leave a comment HERE-"

My Interests

Videogames. Books. Poetry. Discovery Channel, Movies. friends. Making new friends. Laughter. Chilly weather. chocolate. Gummi bears. Animals. Laid back people. Art. Owls. medieval times. Vampires. Romantic things. Smirks. Learning new things. Foreign Accents. Rainbow cookies (the italian flag cakes), NY pizza, Technology, Science advancements

I'd like to meet:

Gamers. Dorks. Poets. Artists. People who think outside the box. Dreamers. Aliens XD! Someone who can teach me something new. Old friends, as well as new ones.
Wait.. I think.. I already.. know these guys.. d'oh.3

Music:



The Arcade Fire
Atom and His Package
At the Drive-In
Atmosphere
Badly Drawn Boy
The Beatles
Ben Folds
Biology
Boston
Brandtson
Catch22
Coldplay
Cursive
Damien Rice
Death From Above 1979
The Decemberists
Deftones
The Divine Comedy
Dump
Elliott Smith
Eric Clapton
Explosions in the Sky
FATA
Fire Theft
Foreigner
The Get up Kids
Give Up The Ghost
Glassjaw
Green Day (old)
Incubus
Interpol
The Jazz June
Jimi Hendrix.
Les Claypool.
Minus the Bear
Modest Mouse.
Muse.
My Dying Bride.
Pinback.
Pink Floyd.
Poison the Well.
Primus
Queen
Red hot chili peppers.
Radiohead.
Ratatat
She wants Revenge
The Shins
Smashing Pumpkins
Sparta.
Spoon.
Steve Miller Band
The Stills
Sunny Day Real Estate.
Talking Heads
Tool
The Who
Wilco
Etc.
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Movies:


300
3:10 to yuma
american history-x
amile
animal house
army of darkness
battle royale
big fish
bill and ted's excellent adventure
billy madison
blood diamond
boondock saints
CHOCOLAT
crash
dodgeball
empire records
eternal sunshine of the spotless mind
garden state
gremlins
harry potter films
house of flying daggers
howl's moving castle
Juno
imaginary heroes
kill bill 1 and 2
kung fu hustle
labyrinth
lord of the rings trilogy
little monsters
mallrats
monty python and the holy grail/monty python and the meaning of life
office space
old skool
100 girls
pride and prejudice
princess bride
princess mononoke
prozak nation
real science
requiem for a dream
rules of attraction
shaun of the dead
spirited away
the big lebowski
the jacket
the lost boys
the professional
tommy boy
Thumbsucker.
waking life
wayne's world
wilby wonderful
willow

Television:

Ghost Hunters, Heroes, Lost, Colbert Report, Daily show, How it's Made, Mythbusters, Survivorman, Degrassi:Next gen, Chobits, Desperate housewives, MXC, Ninja Warrior, Deadliest Catch, Liar game, soul eaters, FLCL, etc.

Books:

Twilight New Moon
Eclipse
The Host
NEXT
WICKED
Sabriel
Lirael
The Abhorsen
Invisible Monsters
HP 7
1984.
Nothing's Sacred.
The Chronicals of Narnia.
Diary.
Thumbsucker
The hobbit
FOUND
Sideways Stories from Wayside School (well when i was a kid, those were amazing!)

Heroes:

My dad. Escaping from dying in a war,moving to a new country, teaching yourself english, having a few kids, being a dedicated carpenter. Being brave despite knowing you're dying. Wow. That takes some balls.

some other people who are either still in my life or have come and gone. There's one person out there who I'm glad has changed for the better and that they are still alive.

My Blog

the trees song

(pull me apart         & nbsp;        breakmy limbs were faulty anyway..)oh, why did I wish for winter when it throws me ...
Posted by ilona :The Blue Lotus on Sun, 01 Oct 2006 01:06:00 PST

Death is a hard thing to deal with.

Today started off pretty great.. Then I found out that my kitten Oliver passed away last night. I don't care what some people may say, dealing with the death of a pet is never easy. They become like f...
Posted by ilona :The Blue Lotus on Sat, 08 Jul 2006 12:32:00 PST

Poetry book is now on sale :)

The poetry book my friend Sean and I were working on is now in print. If you enjoy poetry, then please pick up a copy. Here are links to both soft and hard cover.  Soft Cover  ...
Posted by ilona :The Blue Lotus on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST