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"I must be strong"Asserters are direct, self-reliant, self-confident, and protective.How to Get Along with Me• Stand up for yourself... and me.• Be confident, strong, and direct.• Don't gossip about me or betray my trust.• Be vulnerable and share your feelings. See and acknowledge my tender, vulnerable side.• Give me space to be alone.• Acknowledge the contributions I make, but don't flatter me.• I often speak in an assertive way. Don't automatically assume it's a personal attack.• When I scream, curse, and stomp around, try to remember that's just the way I am.What I Like About Being a EIGHT• being independent and self-reliant• being able to take charge and meet challenges head on• being courageous, straightforward, and honest• getting all the enjoyment I can out of life• supporting, empowering, and protecting those close to me• upholding just causesWhat's Hard About Being a EIGHT• overwhelming people with my bluntness; scaring them away when I don't intend to• being restless and impatient with others' incompetence• sticking my neck out for people and receiving no appreciation for it• never forgetting injuries or injustices• putting too much pressure on myself• getting high blood pressure when people don't obey the rules or when things don't go rightEIGHTs as Parents• are often loyal, caring, involved, and devoted• are sometimes overprotective• can be demanding, controlling, and rigid

Get To Know Me


* . . Basic . . *
Name April Ann
Birthdate December 18th 1982
Birthplace Rapid City, South Dakota, Meade County
Current Location Abilene, Texas
Eye Color Hazel/Green (I can..'t decide)
Hair Color Brunette (ugh! I want black hair!)
Height 5.."2
Weight 180 lbs
* . . What
Zodiac Sign Sagittarius
Ethnicity Does it matter *rolls eyes*
Body Type Large
Favorite Food Anything foreign.
Favorite Drink water and coffee
Favorite Animal Wolf
Best Physical Feature My smile
Fears spiders and being betrayed when I don..'t deserve it
* . . Have you ever . . *
Drank Yep
Smoked For 13 years
Shoplifted Yep
Skinny Dipped yep
Had Sex yep
Been Dumped yep
Had A Boyfriend/Girlfriend Yep
* . . Looking In For A Guy/Girl. . *
Fav Eye Color Blue
Fav Hair Color Blonde
Short or Long Hair long
Looks or Personality Personality AND looks
Love or Money Both (that way they do not mooch off of me)
Hot or Cute Both
Muscular or Really Skinny eh...kind of in between the two.
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You Are Helter Skelter
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You are loud, rebellious, and prone to make a bit of a scene.
You have major problems with authority. You hate being told what to do.
You are independent and adventurous. Life is a wild ride, and you aren't afraid to jump on the roller coaster.
You are outrageous, honest, and sometimes shocking. You say what you feel and expect the same of others.

What Beatles Song Are You?

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You Are a Rocker Girl!
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If you don't have musical talent, you've got a talent for picking out great CD's.
Music rules your life - and you've got the best MP3 collection of anyone you know.
Many guys find you intimidating, but a select few think you're the catch of a lifetime.
Start hanging out in more used record stores, and you'll find love with a fellow rocker!

What Kind of Girl Are You?

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You Are a Natural Beauty!
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You're the kind of beauty that every guy dreams about...
One that looks good in the morning - without a stitch of makeup
That's doesn't mean you're a total hippie chic though
You have style, but for you, style is effortless

What Type of Beauty Are You?

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Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC
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"Back in black, I hit the sack,
I've been too long, I'm glad to be back"
Things tend to get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos.
But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last!

What's Your Theme Song?

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Your Socks Say You're Elegant
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You are:
- Quite glamorous
- Somewhat reserved
- A little bit greedy
- Known as attractive

The Socks Personality Test

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Your Brain is Creative
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You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy.
You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts.
People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused.
But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination.

What Pattern Is Your Brain?

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You are Extroverted, Conscientious, Agreeable, Neurotic and Open


Extroversion:
You have medium extroversion.
You're not the life of the party, but you do show up for the party.
Sometimes you are full of energy and open to new social experiences.
But you also need to hibernate and enjoy your "down time".
Conscientiousness:
You have high conscientiousness.
Intelligent and reliable, you tend to succeed in life.
Most things in your life are organized and planned well.
But you borderline on being a total perfectionist.
Agreeableness:
You have medium agreeableness.
You're generally a friendly and trusting person.
But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.
You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
Neuroticism:
You have medium neuroticism.
You're generally cool and collected, but sometimes you do panic.
Little worries or problems can consume you, draining your energy.
Your life is pretty smooth, but there's a few emotional bumps you'd like to get rid of.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is high.
In life, you tend to be an early adopter of all new th


Your Heart Is Blue
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Love is a doing word for you. You know it's love when you treat each other well.
You are a giving lover, but you don't give too much. You expect something in return.
Your flirting style: Friendly
Your lucky first date: Lunch at an outdoor cafe
Your dream lover: Is both generous and selfish
What you bring to relationships: Loyalty

What Color Heart Do You Have?

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The Part of You That No One Sees is Uncertain
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You are powerful, passionate, and dominant.
You have a vision of how things should be, and you do your best to make things happen.
People rely on you for your strength. You are a rock to many.
Underneath it all, you aren't so sure about your passions.
So many ideas spark your interest, it is hard for you to get behind a select few.
However, you see indecision as a sign of weakness. So you pursue your goals full force - no matter how foolish they turn out to be.

What's the Part of You That No One Sees?

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You Are a Confident Purple Car
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You're definitely an unusual person. Some people may even call you "weird" or "freaky."
Luckily for you, you don't care what others think. If anything, you enjoy it when people think you're strange!
You are offbeat and eccentric. You see the world a little differently than everyone else does.
You are seen as mysterious. People are very curious about you... whether they know you well already or not.

The Car Oracle

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You Should Be a Film Writer
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You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind.
You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life.
Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling.
And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen!

What Type of Writer Should You Be?

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Your Love Number is 1
http://blogthings.com/whatisyourlovenumberquiz/


You tend to be a stubborn lover, holding your ground in every argument
You take your time falling in love. You aren't the type to lose perspective.
You are loyal (to a fault), and you require the same loyalty in your sweetheart.
At your best, you are a wise and inspiring partner - who sticks around.

What Is Your Love Number?

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Your Five Variable Love Profile


Propensity for Monogamy:
Your propensity for monogamy is high.
You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person.
And in return, you expect the same from who you love.
Any sign of straying, and you'll end things.
Experience Level:
Your experience level is high.
You've loved, lost, and loved again.
You have had a wide range of love experiences.
And when the real thing comes along, you know it!
Dominance:
Your dominance is low.
This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced.
You know a relationship is not about getting your way.
And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom.
Cynicism:
Your cynicism is medium.
You'd like to believe in true and everlasting love...
But you've definitely been burned enough to know better.
You're still an optimist, but you also are a realist.
Independence:
Your independence is high.
You don't need to be in love, and sometimes you don't even want love.
Having your own life is very important for you...
Even more important than having a relationship.


Your Birthday is Silver
http://blogthings.com/whatcolorisyourbirthdayquiz/


You are the shy type. You get so lost in your own thoughts that you sometimes forget to interact with other people.
You are clever and bright. You find learning and thinking to be very easy.
What you find difficult is relationships. You have never been able to understand people.
You find both friendships and love to be difficult. It's hard for you to communicate your needs, hopes, and fears effectively.

What Color Is Your Birthday?

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You Are Classic Rock
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You are a pretty average American guy or gal, even if you don't live in the US.
You like music that's basic, honest, and real. The best songs don't have a lot to them.
You consider yourself to be pretty normal. You work for a living and put your pants on one leg at a time.
You love songs that stand the test of time. You don't fall victim to musical trends.

What Kind of Rock Are You?

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Deep Down You Are Intuitive
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You're the type of person who understands other people and the world very well. You don't let on to how much you know.
You can tell so much from someone's facial expressions or tone of voice. And you always know when you're being lied to.
You show the world exactly what you want to show. Besides being good at reading people, you also know how you're being read.
You know when you're being manipulated, and you know how to manipulate someone if you have to. You usually don't resort to it though!

The Eye Test

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HELL YEAH!


You Are Africa
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You are unpredictable, chaotic, and a bit of an underachiever. People say you don't live up to your potential.
You have so many resources at your disposal, but you haven't figured out how to use them yet.
You've had a hard (and possibly even violent) life, but you've remained beautiful and even tranquil at times.
You are a mystery to most people, but that doesn't stop them from wondering about you. You are alluring and magical in many ways.

What Continent Are You?

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You Are a Mustache
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You are eccentric and even a bit of a weirdo. You are a bit out of step with the mainstream, and you honestly don't care.
You have cultivated some unusual interests and practices. And you definitely have a sense of personal style that's highly unique.
You have a bizarre sense of humor. No one ever really gets when you are joking, and you tend to laugh at things that other people don't find funny.
You approach the world with sincerity. The problem is, no one else understands that you're being genuine.

What Kind of Facial Hair Are You?

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Inama Nushif
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A heartbreakingly beautiful meditation on love, loss and the consequences of sacrifice, featuring Cloud, Tifa, Vincent and Kadaj.Footage from FF7:Advent Children Music: Inama Nushif & Children of Dune, both from the Children of Dune soundtrack by Brian Tyler.The montage scene for which this song is used in the CoD miniseries is just be...


You Are a Goat
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You are a very resourceful and even cunning creature. You make do with what you have, and you don't need a lot to survive.
You are a bit of a life traveler. If one place isn't suiting you well, you tend to move on until you're comfortable.
You tend to be very serious and industrious. It makes you feel bad if you're not being productive.
You guard what's yours in life, and you don't like anyone honing in on your territory. You're not naturally aggressive, but you'll strike if you need to.

What Farm Animal Are You?

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Bah! Can't believe I weren't no black sheep!


You Are the Artist
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You are unique and inspired. You aren't happy unless you are making art of some sort.
Almost anything can be a catalyst for your creativity. You find the whole world stimulating.
You have beautiful visions, and you're good at expressing them. You like people to see what you see.
You also have an inventor's spirit. You're always thinking up new ideas and concepts.

What's Your Life's Mission?

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You Are Complex and Brilliant
http://blogthings.com/thelattearttest/


You have extremely interesting thoughts and complicated theories. You're always plunging deeper into whatever subject you happen to be studying.
People make find your ideas confusing and even disorienting. That's disappointing because you are actually a very organized and orderly thinker.
Your energy level super high. It's more of a challenge for you to get your brain to shut off than it is for you to turn it on.
Your signature latte would be strong. Heavy on the espresso and light on the milk. You've got work to do, and you need every milligram of caffeine to count.

The Latte Art Test

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You Are Angel
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You have a pretty dark past, but you've changed your ways... and possibly not by choice.
These days, you try to do your best to be a good person. You have a sore spot for anyone who hurts anyone else.
You are a true romantic, but you can't be with the person you truly love. And you are completely torn up about it.
At your core, you're a loner. You are light-hearted and funny, but deep down you're really quite tormented.

What Famous Vampire Are You?

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There Wendi! I took a friggin' vampire quiz just for you! LOL!


You Are Aphrodite!
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A total shining star with a ton of admirers
And no wonder: you live life to the fullest!
When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place
But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on

What Goddess Are You?

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You Have an Inspired First Name
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You are a highly original and naturally creative person. You are always thinking outside the box.
You are have adventurous spirit, and you are extremely energetic. If you love something, it's easy for you to stay motivated.
You have your own unique take on the world. Your views are both independent and progressive.
You aren't shy about living a bold and interesting life. You are a bit stubborn and headstrong when it comes to what you believe in.

What Kind of First Name Do You Have?

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Cool!


October Says That You Are Reflective
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You are a very pensive person. You spend a lot of time thinking, and a lot less time acting.
Some may consider you slow, but they never see how fast the thoughts inside your head are going.
You are neither an optimist nor a pessimist. You are the biggest realist in the world.
You are able to see all sides to an issue or a person. You don't believe in black or white... it's not that simple.

What Does Your Favorite Month Say About You?

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You Have an Idealistic Heart
http://blogthings.com/thehanddrawnhearttest/


Your heart craves true love. You may wait a long time for it, but you're willing to wait.
You have an idea of what love should be like, and you're not about to settle. You want your heart to be genuinely happy.
It's likely that your heart has been broken quite a bit. Your heart is easily disappointed.
It takes a long time for your heart to heal. You never forget the wounds that have been inflicted on it.

The Hand Drawn Heart Test

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You Are a Hawk
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You have a fighting spirit, and you don't back down from any challenge. You aren't scared of getting in the mix.
You aren't necessarily violent, but you understand why violence sometimes is necessary. It's a cruel world out there.
You are a natural debater. People may find you belligerent, but you just like to argue. It's not personal.
You rather have conflict than pretend to go along to get along. You stand up for what you believe in.

Are You a Hawk or a Dove?

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Your Green Eyes Say You're Creative and Unique
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You are seen as artistic and perceptive. People are delighted by your original ideas.
You don't let other people see all the hard work you do to be creative. You may it seem effortless.
You are very ambitious and at times ruthless. You are determined to get what you want.
You will step over someone to get to the top, but you're so charming that no one will notice!

What Does Your Eye Color Say About You?

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You Are Free Verse
http://blogthings.com/whattypeofpoemareyouquiz/


Inspired, devoted
to the pure expression
of
yourself
without
any constrictions.
Rhymes bind.
Grammar kills.

What Type of Poem Are You?

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Thought I needed to post this one, for real.


You Are Vanilla Hot Chocolate
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Vanilla hot chocolate may seem like a bit of a contradiction, but you are full of contradictions.
You're funny but serious. Outgoing but thoughtful. Wild but traditional. No one can quite figure you out.
You're the type most likely to handcraft the perfect hot chocolate at home. Your friends are blown away by your drink making skills.
The truth is that you're a complex person with complex tastes. And you know that a little vanilla makes chocolate taste better.

What Flavor Hot Chocolate Are You?

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My Blog

The grieving child

Forgive me.You, without a face.I feel you every day...I left you in my place!The whore, the monster...what did she do to you?Forgive me....forgive me...I hid in my secret place...I didn't think of you...
Posted by on Mon, 18 Jan 2010 20:24:00 GMT

World saw declines in freedom in 2009, think tank finds

Washington (CNN) -- The unsolved murder of human rights activists in Russia. Their detention, torture and murder in Iran. Their jailing in China and Vietnam.Attacks on journalists in the Philippines, ...
Posted by on Tue, 12 Jan 2010 15:19:00 GMT

For the dying.

I've seen grown men cryfor wives long since lostto this world.I have heard cries fromdark rooms, emittedby old soliders tormentedfrom wars long sincewon. I've stood in distress whenwomen cried for the...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Dec 2009 18:56:00 GMT

Inama Nushif Lyrics

Inama Nushif lyricsInama nushif (She is eternal)Al ­asir hiy ayish (No malice can touch)Lia-anni (Singular and ageless)Zaratha zarati (Perpetually bound)Hatt al-hudad (Through the tempest)Al-maahn al-...
Posted by on Sat, 26 Dec 2009 23:46:00 GMT

"All around me." by Flyleaf

"All Around Me"My hands are searching for youMy arms are outstretched towards youI feel you on my fingertipsMy tongue dances behind my lips for youThis fire rising through my beingBurning I'm not used...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Dec 2009 20:13:00 GMT

"CoMiNg UnDoNe" By KoRn

"Coming Undone"Keep holding onWhen my brain's tickin' like a bombGuess the black thoughts have come Again to get meSweet bitter wordsUnlike nothing I have heardSing along mocking birdYou don't affect ...
Posted by on Sun, 13 Dec 2009 19:41:00 GMT

The differences between a WHORE and a WOMAN

1) A WHORE is desperate for a man's touch. A WOMAN takes a man and teaches him to touch. 2) A WHORE can't seem to go through life without a man. A WOMAN can. 3) A WHORE can't seem to stand alone. A WO...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Dec 2009 19:21:00 GMT

My Celebrities list

CELEBRITIES I HATE AND WHY:1) KANYE WEST (Drama KING...and total idiot) 2) JESSICA SIMPSON (SHE'S NOT SMART-SHE'S A TOTAL SELL-OUT, SLUT)3) SEAN PENN ( A communist wannabe and he only sees one side of...
Posted by on Sat, 12 Dec 2009 18:43:00 GMT

"Bad Romance" by Lady Gaga

Rah-rah-ah-ah-ah!Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah!GaGa-oo-la-la!Want your bad romanceRah-rah-ah-ah-ah!Mum-mum-mum-mum-mah!GaGa-oo-la-la!Wa nt your bad romanceI want your uglyI want your diseaseI want your everythin...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Dec 2009 02:25:00 GMT

Every little thing

A voice on the radioA neon advertisment late at night.I sense you everywhere.Except at home. Where for so long I have satwith just the memory of you.Every little thing!An old woman at work who says 'y...
Posted by on Sun, 29 Nov 2009 18:49:00 GMT