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St3pHani3

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About Me

"STEPHANIEborder=" />I am 38 years old. I have 2 wonderful children that I adore. They make me NUTS but that's what parenthood is about, your children driving you mad until you turn grey.
I'm in a transitional phase of my life right now. My husband of almost 10 years passed away in 2006 and it's been a tough road. My kids and I are learning how to cope with life without him, it hasn't been easy. Nothing good you can say about death, but my wish for this experience is for us to recover as much as possible and to be stronger people.
I'm very opinionated, and brutally honest. I'm a much harder person than I used to be. I sugar coat nothing and it has ended or changed certain relationships in my life. I won't say I'm sorry for that, but I will say if you can't take the truth and accept who I am, then please ask the conductor to stop the train at the next depot so you can get off.
Anything else you want to know just ask. Thanks and have a nice day!!

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Stephen R. Killeen......Crimes of Imagination.

..> This piece was written by a dear friend of mine Stephen Killeen. He is one of the most brilliant writers I have ever come across. Please open your minds as you read, for there is nothing but tr...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 16:35:00 GMT

My Celebrity Look-alikes

MyHeritage: Family tree - Genealogy - Celebrity - Collage - Morph
Posted by on Thu, 13 Dec 2007 11:24:00 GMT

Dying in My Desires

Sinking into the depths within. Nowhere to hide. Grasping for an ounce of sanity and there's none to find. Spiraling into an abyss, deeper you fall. Reaching for a hand to save you, but the one you fi...
Posted by on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 07:55:00 GMT

AWESOME MUSIC!!!!

As taken from my lovely Sum Sum,  "Everyone who loves me should and will preorder the polkadot cadaver cd/shirt at rottenrecords.com.If you dont then winged monkeys will eat your internal organs ...
Posted by on Tue, 09 Oct 2007 09:19:00 GMT

1 year

One year since you've left my side. I know it wasn't your fault. I'm not angry, just sad. I've done pretty well today, considering. I think I psyched myself up so much for this day and cried for the l...
Posted by on Sun, 07 Oct 2007 19:10:00 GMT

Gone but never forgotten

Although Jeff's legal time of death is October 7th, the 3rd is when he had a massive heart attack and when I got that horrible phone call from the hospital. It's the last day I saw him and spoke to hi...
Posted by on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 07:36:00 GMT

MARRIED AND TAKEN MEN NEED NOT APPLY

ATTENTION: The following announcement is only intended for people, actually MEN, who are NOT CURRENTLY on my friends list. DUDES!!!! IF YOU ARE MARRIED, IN A RELATIONSHIP, IN THE MIDDLE OF A DIVO...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 15:30:00 GMT

Nutshell

So today started off wonderful, time well spent with my best friend, but when I left his side, things took a fast turn for the worst... Aside from losing a dear friend, the demons that haunt me were i...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 04:20:00 GMT

Lost friendship

Well, I still find myself losing people that I care about. Mad Max, I hope that you find all of the peace and happiness that you deserve. I'll always be here, and I will always consider you to be...
Posted by on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 04:06:00 GMT

Happy Birthday Hunty Lump

Happy Birthday Jeff. It's 4:41am and I've been sleeping all evening and now I'm wide awake.Today is your birthday, you would have been 42 years old today...I miss you terribly, our kids miss you terri...
Posted by on Mon, 06 Aug 2007 02:40:00 GMT