Myspace Layouts
If I could have one wish... it would be to have that one friend again who tolerated all my flaws. The one who didn't necessarily let me get away with all the stupid things I do, but would understand that sometimes, I have to do stupid things. The one who doesn't pass judgement when I make a mistake... but is there to help me move forward. The one who can forgive me when I'm an ass. The one who will stand by me even though I don't deserve it, because she/he knows that by doing so, by sticking it out with me, I will realize my weaknesses and try to better myself.
If I could have only one wish... this person would learn that I am fiercely loyal to those I care for. That even though I will have my moments of insensitivity, I will also have my moments of perfect responses. They would understand that although I cannot remember what I was told 5 minutes ago, the feelings of friendship I have for them is deep and will take form in other ways. And that although there is not much of myself worth giving, I would give as much of myself as I can.
This is what I would spend my only wish on, if I could only have one wish.
I saw a rose while walking along
I picked it up, it's scent was strong
I brought it home to keep by my side
It's petals whithered, the flower died
I mourned for a day, I mourned for a night
I reminisced with much delight
Then I buried it with the others
And took a walk to find another
---Serial Killer---
If the rain should cease tapping
Against these transparent walls
Then my soul would stop drowning
And strength in me befall
To raise my face to the skies
And lift myself from this crawl
But if the sun should speak
And prove only to be a drawl
Then I know
Like shattered glass
Like shattered glass
I'd fallThis constant ticking inside my mind
Which serves no purpose but to remind
Of a lonliness I must endure
An illness which lacks a cure So here I weep; Here I cry
Wasting away in my minds eye
Here I linger in the void
All I've known... dead - destroyed And I stab myself! Inside - out
"My God! The Pain!" An unheard shout
I fall, lifeless, to the ground
No more movement, no more sound But still this ticking inside my head
Reminds me of the life I've lead
And the sorrowful tears that fall
The lies that dwell within these walls And I want to yell; I want to hide
From the agony that burns inside
From the hurt I strain to kill
I lie here dead - ticking still But as I lie, I think one thought
The only truth I really sought
The only sanity I can find
Is this constant ticking inside my mind