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About Me



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My Interests

What is the most important thing in my life? Connor Connor is the source of 90 % of my happiness. He is my world, the sun the moon and the stars. His well being, happiness, health and everything that has to do with him are the most important things in my life. if i could give him the world on a string i would.... No matter how sad of angrey i am when he wrapps those little arms around me and looks at me with those big blue eyes i completely melt. i didn't think i could ever love anyone or anything as much as i do my little Prince. He's got a great smile and for the most part is a good kid. He's got some Fire and Brimstone in him and loves to see just how far he can push mommy till she snaps but thats all part of being a kid. As important as Family is life wouldn't be worth liveing if i didn't have my Close friends to share it with... the good the bad and the well crazy! Since i have moved back home i have lost touch with some of my friends but it doesn't mean they are any farther from my heart. But upon moveing hoime there is one friendship i am SO Glad we were able to rekindle. My Bestest girl since way back in HS... Becky... she and i have been through it all love war and even a few births (1 each!) I love her so much and she is such an awesome friend she might as well be a sister to me.
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There has always been and will always be my BFF Brad.. There isn't a thing about me he doesn't know, not a detail to personal to share, not a story to embarassing to tell. he's the type of friend who you call and 3 am when the world is crumbling cause you know that he's going to listen to everything you have to say then tell you exactly what need to be heard... even if you don't want to hear it. The type of friend who you stay SUPER close to because they know everything about you and more then enough to destroy you. He knows me better then i know myself most days and can speak what my heart is thinking before my mind can even form the words. We have spent almost our entire relationship atleast 1000 miles apart but are closer then any two people i have ever met. They say your First love will alway hold a piece of your heart, and if thats true i'm glad that my best friend is the one left holding it.
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Now aside from Connor and Brad there is one other guy who has recently worked his way ever so deep into my heart. Vincent. OMGs! where do i start on Vinny..... Well if you want details read my blogs. But in short all i can say is he makes me very happy, and i think it's Love...
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But it takes more then just people to keep me happy... i like my space at times and i like to goout and do things. I'm kinda off the wall at times and a little crazy. i'll do things that i can't explain and have reasons that defy any logic you can throw at me. I like being random. I enjoy reading and do so when ever i can. i like long bubble baths and time for just me. i love to dance and do so when ever possble even if it's with my reflection in my underwear trying to decide what to wear to work... ~ ~
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I'm a recovering shoe shop aholic... i am Addicted to shoes... i love shoes... ~shoes video~ ~ retail therapy can solve ANYTHING and if it can't Margarita's can. lol
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I'd like to meet:

Cody Clayson Riley Clayson William Shakespeare Henry VIII, the person who invented Duct Tape..... I'd give them a HUGE kiss 'cause they Friggin' ROCK Dale Jr.... I mean come on he drives like a bat out of hell AND he's a hottie... ~ ~ ~

Music:

i listen to just about everything, Rock, Country, Hip~Hop, Big Band / Swing, you name it. but the songs that really get me are Hotel California, that line "some dance to remember some dance to forget" yeah if i had to sum up my life in one line i would have to choose that one. it really just depends on my mood and where i am at in my life... i listen to what ever music fitts my life at the moment... ~Music Play List~
~Music Play List~OK so i REALLY LOVE that last one it has been one of my favorites since the first time i heard it.... but this next one i stumbled across not to long ago. and i think i found it at a perfect time in my life because it convays so much and i feel it SO deeply and it just is perfect and touches me so deeply.... it has made me laugh and cry and feel so much at the same time... isn't it amazing how a song can do that to a person? just make you feel so alive? anyway enough with my naritive.. i hope that you will take the time to at least listen to the song if not watch the video..... then tell me does it move you to???? possessionIn to the night! In to the night!

Movies:

hhhhmmmmm what are my Fav's..... Gone With The Wind~ a classic need i say more????? And if i do then "Quite frankly my dear i don't give a damn." ~ ~ GiGi~ i grew up with it. not many know the movie it was about a young girl growing up in France i think or maybe England it's been awhile. Anyway you might know the main song from it... "Thank Heaven for Little Girls" ~ ~ The Princess Bride~ again a Classic this is the movie i want to watch when i don't feel good and i want my warm blanket chicken soup and hot coco... it's the movie version of comfort food. ~ ~ Interview With A Vampire Not as good as the book but still VERY good... Brad Pitt, Tom Cruise as vampires... i mean come on the sex appeal just drips off them! Gods they can Bite me any day and i promise not to even scream... unless they are the "good" kind of screams you know the kind that curl your toes............ ~ ~ Gone in 60 Seconds~ and I'm not even all that big into cars or anything. No really I'm not, i just love the movie Cage is absolutely amazing in that film and i loved it! And Angelina wasn't so bad either.... she is just soooo hot. ~ ~Dirty Dancing~ the movie was just amazing on so many levels, it touched on so many parts of life that any teenage girl can relate to. and the music and dancing were well wow ~ ~ I also really liked the Movie Juno... IDK... sure Ellen Page is a cutie and all but i really just LIKED the Movie... i mean it is SO LHS... LOL.... but anyway.. i think the whole "living room set" idea was simply steller and i would so do that lol... anyway yeah i think Juno is def gonna have a place in my All Time top listing. check out the clips below and tell me what u think.... ~!!!!JUNO!!!!!~ ~

Television:

Well lets see i really love the crime buster type shows like CSI, With out a trace, Cold Case Files, First 48 and Law and Order. It never ceases to amaze me the types of thing that people will do to hurt each other, and over the stupidest things too

Books:

where to start! ok first and foremost Ann Rice, an amazing author i have yet to find one book by her i could just walk away from. But she and her works hold a special place in my heart that have little to do with the words between the covers... more what they brought into my life and how dearly they have held it there. Then there is the Dark Hunter series that Yetta got me hooked on.... simply amazing!!! it branches off into the Were, and Dream hunter series as well and the way they all tie in and relate to each other and the way that the author uses old lore from Greek and Roman and even Celtic Mythology...wow.....they all just flow together so perfectly...it leave you itching for her next book!

Heroes:

Well who ever wrote this one just made my Hero's list... this sticker is AWESOME and explains us so well..... ~


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~~Super Hero~~ Your results:
You are Supergirl
Supergirl 90%
Wonder Woman 85%
Hulk 85%
Catwoman 85%
Green Lantern 80%
The Flash 75%
Superman 70%
Robin 67%
Spider-Man 65%
Iron Man 65%
Batman 45% Lean, muscular and feminine.
Honest and a defender of the innocent.
Click here to take the Superhero Personality Quiz
~~Super Hero~~Lets See...... oh yeah i have become wrapped up in and fallen in love with SCFOA, Solano County Friends Of Animals, a rescue group. these people are simply amazing! they just give and give and give, there time, energy, money, resources, all the time 110%. and it's the whole family, they have turned this rescue effort into a family affair. teaching there kids and there friends kids how to be more loving and compassionate of all creatures big and small. in the time i have spent with them i have learned so much and they have really opened my eyes to some of the darker parts of society, and showed me all the little ways to make a difference. it pains me to have left this group behind but i know that all they have taught me will stay forever and i think i have made some good and true friends. i love you guys! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~

My Blog

running in circles.............

i am beginning to learn i only can speak what is in mind and heart under three conditions...... 1 i am drunk2 i am hurt, sad or disappointedand 3 all of the above.............at the moment i would lov...
Posted by everything u wish u had on Sun, 19 Oct 2008 08:35:00 PST

disappointed

so i started a new job and wanted to share my happiness with someone today but was put off, and a bit disappointed if not hurt by their indifference and lack of interest and or caring in something tha...
Posted by everything u wish u had on Sun, 19 Oct 2008 07:32:00 PST

1 month

Month OneMommyI am only 8 inches longbut I have all my organs.I love the sound of your voice.Every time I hear itI wave my arms and legs.The sound of your heart beatis my favorite lullaby.Month TwoMom...
Posted by everything u wish u had on Tue, 14 Oct 2008 07:03:00 PST

stateing the obvious.......

when i was married i was miserable....... maybe i expected to much out of the person... oh well but i was to scared of myself to honestly break free... to afraid to fail and that kept me where i was p...
Posted by everything u wish u had on Mon, 13 Oct 2008 08:54:00 PST

a 3 pager!

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Posted by everything u wish u had on Thu, 18 Sep 2008 01:57:00 PST

I need to cut my hair - 1200 Sat apt..... which do u all like? VOTE PLEASE!

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Posted by everything u wish u had on Wed, 17 Sep 2008 11:42:00 PST

2 weeks notice..... revised!

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Posted by everything u wish u had on Mon, 15 Sep 2008 12:34:00 PST

blogthings!

What Your Name Says About YouYour name says that you are mostly:Fiery but unbalancedYour name also says you are:Ambitious but stubbornInspiring but melodramaticIndependent but distantWhat Does Your Na...
Posted by everything u wish u had on Thu, 11 Sep 2008 09:45:00 PST

i dont know........

Confussion sets in and i can't seem to see the way out of this hole...... in the past 2 days i have had 3 seperate people all give me pretty much the same advise..... but for once i don't want to live...
Posted by everything u wish u had on Fri, 22 Aug 2008 10:08:00 PST

OH SO TRUE!

Dear Rachael,Here is your couple's love horoscopefor Friday, August 15:Brighter days are on the horizon! Start making plans with your sweetheart for a luxurious resort weekend. After the stress of the...
Posted by everything u wish u had on Fri, 15 Aug 2008 10:36:00 PST