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.Erika. {Forty-Fifty Days ♥}

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships and Friends

About Me


→ I'm Erika.
→ I truly care about people.
→ ...Maybe I care too much.
→ I get attached to people pretty easily.
→ I love to laugh, and I'm smiling most of the time.
→ I'm not judgemental.
→ I don't care what you think about me.
→ It's real easy to make me happy.
→ I give so much, and often get nothing back.
→ I am probably more deep than your average girl my age, and you'll probably be surprised when you realize that.
→ I'm a really sensitive person, and I take what people say to heart, and I remember it.
→ I have learned so much in the past year about myself and my life and what I do and don't want to be.
→ I've learned how to express how I feel, and how to say what I mean. I've learned to speak my mind, and not let others control me. I've learned to care about people, but not let them destroy me and my spirit.
→ I have matured so much in the last year, and honestly I am proud of myself.
→ I'm sick of how fucked up the world is.
→ I'm sick of people's fucked up mentalities of what's right and what's wrong.
→ Unlike a lot of people, I want to do something with myself and for others, and I want to help change how wrong the world is.
→ I have never really liked myself, but I'm finally becoming more comfortable in my own skin.
→ I like to make others happy, and I forgive way too easily.
→ I like smoking quite a bit. :]
→ I can't stand liars, cheaters, users, and other people who don't give a shit about others.
→ I will always be there for you if you need me (even if you have hurt me in the past).
→ I absolutely love thunderstorms.
→ I love the outdoors, period.
→ Sleep and cuddling are my 2 favorite things to do.
→ I love just laying in bed and listening to music.
→ Basically, I'm real lazy.
→ Cereal is a gift from god.
→ I'm sick of all the bullshit of being this age. I don't see any point in the shit people worry about and do.
→ I love having in depth conversations with people who actually know what they're talking about.
→ I have my own thoughts, morals, worries, goals, and ambitions just like everyone else. The difference is, I actually try to listen to them.
→ I hate people who hurt people to make themselves feel better.
→ I'm extremely easy to get along with, and a good friend.
→ If you're good to me, I'll be good to you.
→ Talk to me if you want.... Msn : [email protected]

My Interests

A few people who mean a whole lot to me include:

Kristin Marie Kringel.
Nathanial James Bresnyan.
Benjamin William Barker.
Amber Dawn Strong.
Kevin, Caitlin, and Mayci Kuechler.
Alyssa Marie Lewis.

And many many many others.

I'd like to meet:



I love meeting new people...

My mother.
The woman who I can always
count on for love, support and care...
And the only one I know
will always be there when I need her...


Nathanial James Bresnyan.
My Everything.
I am thinking it's a sign,
that the freckles in our eyes are mirror images,
and when we kiss they're perfectly aligned.
And I have to speculate,
that god himself did make us into
corresponding shapes like puzzle pieces from the clay.
True it may seem like a stretch,
but it's thoughts like this that catch
my troubled head when you're away,
when I am missing you to death.

Music:



Death Cab For Cutie.
The Postal Service.
Radiohead.
311.
NOFX.
Operation Ivy.
The Notwist.
Propagandhi.
The Beastie Boys.
Linkin Park.
Staind.
Slightly Stoopid.
John Muther.
Streetlight Manifesto.
Blink 182.
Bob Marley.
Brett Dennen.
Sublime.
Dystopia.
Angels & Airwaves.
The Offspring.
Gregory and the Hawk.
The Lawrence Arms.
Dashboard Confessional.
Jack Johnson.
Pennywise.
Leftover Crack.
Chase Coy.
Choking Victim.
Imogen Heap.
Kimya Dawson.
Balance Problems.
Jon Foreman.
City and Colour.
Meiko.
Kate Nash.
Missy Higgins.
Emery.
Alanis Morissette.
This Bike Is A Pipe Bomb.
The Broadways.
Bright Eyes.
Silversun Pickuups.
Bring Me The Horizon.
The Spill Canvas.
Benny Benassi.

Tons, tons, tons of other shit. ♥

Movies:



Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind.
The Notebook.
Charlie Bartlett
Charlotte's Web
Lots of others.

Television:


I dont watch a lot of tv.
Family Guy
Aquateen Hungerforce.
Jackass.
South Park.
Beavis and Butthead
Chappelles Show
Shows on the food network.
...And other shit.

Books:


Ishmael
A Child Called It
Fat Kid Rules the World
The Notebook
A Million Little Pieces
A few others...

My Blog

Exactly how I feel. :]

Every time I see your smile, it makes my heart beat fast.I know it's much too soon to tell, I'm hoping this will last. Cause I just always wanna have you right here by my side. The futures near, but n...
Posted by .Erika. {Forty-Fifty Days ♥} on Tue, 08 Jul 2008 09:47:00 PST

Happiness.

Wow, finally I can say I am one hundred percent happy. I didn't think I could fall for someone this quickly and suddenly, but I guess it's happened. We haven't gone a day without seeing each other...
Posted by .Erika. {Forty-Fifty Days ♥} on Tue, 24 Jun 2008 08:48:00 PST

Everything Must Belong Somewhere. . .

What a difference a sad event in someone's life makes.      GEORGE CARLIN (His wife recently died...) Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's...
Posted by .Erika. {Forty-Fifty Days ♥} on Wed, 08 Aug 2007 09:01:00 PST

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 you know what I want just once I want to be someone's reason for waking upsomeone's reason for going through another dayjust one time I want to be the one being wished forthe one who makes ...
Posted by .Erika. {Forty-Fifty Days ♥} on Sun, 19 Mar 2006 07:27:00 PST