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EsA

Music is the real place where democracy lives where every note is equal. -Vince Gill

About Me


MOTHER LOVER DAUGHTER SISTER COUSIN FRIEND Born a LEO Ph.D. in Domestic Engineering...Socially introverted Super-sensitive Slow song loving Overthinking dreamer...Who LIVES TO LOVE : LOVES TO LIVE (sometimes)DEAL WHAT I AM DEALT : THANKFUL FOR WHAT I HAVELongs to see beauty in a world full of negativityWhen life hands me lemons, I make extra sweet lemonadeAlways sees my glass as half fullPassions in life: Reading, Writing, Dreaming and ThinkingStand up kinda chick that's down for whateverLoves dancing my a$$ off to dope beatsLife’s motto: “TRY EVERYTHING AT LEAST ONCE”Try’s to live life to it’s FULLEST and leave nothing behindA hopeless romantic, believes happiness in life is in the journey and not in the destination with lessons to be learned and giving to be given...
You Were Born Under:
Your most comfortable inside your head - and often daydream the day away.
You have an artistic temperament that makes you seem creative to some, eccentric to others.
You avoid conflict at all costs, and you have a difficult time with relationships.
Attractive and with good manners, you tend to shine in social situations.
You are most compatible with a Pig or Rabbit. What Year Were You Born Under?I edited my profile at Freeweblayouts.net , check out these Myspace Layouts! Myspace Graphics

My Interests

  • MR BT DopeA$$ Beats Books~Books~Books
  • Indie films watching Oprah Having FUN when I can ME TIME :) Photography Colors Beauty Light
  • Old school love jamz Owning dancefloors
  • FASHION w/ characterShoes accessories belts pursesDrinking tea from Teavana
  • Dove Chocolates
  • Godiva chocolates
  • One Hot CookieWater
  • my Pharmaceutical drugs
  • SLEEP
  • Thinking, Reading
  • Death and Dying The beauty of the AfterlifeHurricane Football Jaguars FootballEATING Sushi EATING Brownies Brunch w/ my ladies Having a cocktail or 2 Cooking Singing in the showerSLEEPING
  • Not shaving my legsFake bake tanning
  • TV fanatic
  • I LOVE SLEEPING

    • I'd like to meet:

    GOD JESUS AND YOU

    Music:

    ♥♥BT
    ♥♥Justin Timberlake
    ♥♥Michael Buble ♥
    Sarah McLachlan
    ♥Kelly Clarkson
    ♥♥Chris Rich
    ♥Bshorty
    ♥Robin Thicke
    ♥Bon Jovi
    ♥Secondhand Serenade
    ♥RJA
    ♥Hope
    ♥Elsa Chapman
    ♥Uffie
    ♥Mika
    ♥Sasha & Digweed
    ♥Deep Dish
    ♥Danny Howells
    ♥Lee Burridge
    ♥Michael K :)
    ♥Larry Banks
    ♥Josiah Leming

    Television:

    GOSSIP GIRLOne Tree HillAll My ChildrenGeneral HospitalOprahMiami Hurricanes FootballJaguars FootballFirst Coast NewsAmerican IdolGrey's AnatomyER

    Books:

    The BIBLEThe DictionaryHaRRy PoTTeR bOOksfRaggLe rOcK coLLecTioNThe Da Vinci CodeMen are from Mars Women are from Venus collectionall CookBooksThe prayer of Jabez5 Languages of LoveChange Your Mind-Change Your LifeLies at the AltarGetting The Love You WantIt's Not About the BikeEvery Second CountsEat, Pray, Love

    Heroes:

    My daddy...Tobin...BT...and JESUS

    My Blog

    4th quarter and hopefully FINAL round of Chemo...

    Fingers crossed! In a way I was happy and excited that this was my last treatment but still scared as shit to have it. I hate it! I seriously considered skipping my appointment, I kept telling m...
    Posted by EsA on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 09:38:00 PST

    3rd Quarter Chemo Injection

    Happy Birfday to ME!   Thursday August 9th, for my what I like to call "my last supper" Sandy said she would like to join me for some delicious Sushi from Otaki. They have excellent sus...
    Posted by EsA on Thu, 16 Aug 2007 09:50:00 PST

    Everything in Life is a Choice...

    I am starting to realize that every single thing we do in life is a choice. From getting out of bed in the morning, or as in my case, afternoon,  to bringing children into the world. Everyting in...
    Posted by EsA on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 07:19:00 PST

    2nd Quarter Injection...

    Well...this past injection happened on May 11th, Mother's day weekend, and with not knowing how I would react this time we had mother's day lunch/brunch/dinner on the Thursday before. I picked The Mel...
    Posted by EsA on Wed, 30 May 2007 04:11:00 PST

    Winter Music Conference 2007

      Well...well...well...Here I am 4 days after we've entered back into reality, and I'm tired as heck! I'm sad that it's all over but definitely glad that we were able to attend the festiviti...
    Posted by EsA on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 05:02:00 PST

    1st round of Chemo of the New Year...

    This is my third attempt in typing a new blog...the last two times my laptop crashed and the screen would disappear, maybe third attempts the charm... Ok, here I go...As I stated in one of my past blo...
    Posted by EsA on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 09:12:00 PST

    5th round of Chemo...

    I had my 5th round this past Friday and I must say much better than the last few. This time I had the nurse administer the steroids before the poison, seems like I do better that way. Don't get me wro...
    Posted by EsA on Wed, 25 Oct 2006 08:40:00 PST

    Lupus Poem

    See the Light of Life I have Lupus, but my spirits run high, I promised myself, that I wouldn't die. I wake up some mornings, with joints that do ache,   and a body so tired, and drained l...
    Posted by EsA on Thu, 05 Oct 2006 07:58:00 PST

    4th Round came and went...

    And it seems like with every treatment my reaction has gotten progressively worse and worst  I've been trying to understand why this is. I question things that way...it's the philosophical side o...
    Posted by EsA on Mon, 02 Oct 2006 03:55:00 PST

    4th round coming up!

    It's MNF, Monday Night Football, the commentators say: "Jacksonville and the Big Cats are an unknown team, in an unknown city, with an unknown coach"... WHAT?! WHAT?! The nation better recognize! ...
    Posted by EsA on Tue, 19 Sep 2006 08:29:00 PST