♠Alicia-LiciouS♠ - ProfilesArchive

About Me

%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A %D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%AI AM, A DAUGHTER, a SISTER,A AUNTY a Grand-Daughter,a Niece,A COUSIN, A FRIEND.ONE DAY ILL BE A MOTHER A WIFE& GRANDMOTHER. im suppose to be a STUDENT! A YOUNG GIRL-&-yet a GROWN WOMAN. I am CONFIDENT yet SCARED. TerriFiED & Excieted. I am Loving an CARING. Thoughtful An hopeful. I am SICK & TIRED. I Am Shy & Friendly. Yet Outgoing & can be Opinionated! I am Careful & CareLESS. I am BROKEN & whole. I am MISUNDERSTOOD &misguided.ima UNDER-COVER FREAK I AM hard WORKING AND DETERMINED! But always a Little SCARED ON THE INSIDE..I APPRECIATE THE LITTLE THINGS IN LIFE.....i wish on stars an dream my dreams. I PRAY TO GOD AN DROWN MYSELF WITH MY OWN TEARS! I smile on the outside WHILE IM DYING ON THE INSIDE. I listen To others who wont listen to me. i walk on eggshells an run thru fire. I Believe in passion Yet HAVE NOT BEEN ABLE TO EXPERIENCE LOVE. I DONT MEan to PUSH MY CLOSE ONES AWAY (I.E. FAMILY)yet I GET SCARED THAT I wiLL NEVER BE ABLE TO PROVIDE ALL THE THINGS I GET IN RETURN. ACTIONS DO SPEAK LOUDER THEN WORDS. YET SOMETIMES WORDS IS ALL I HAVE TO GIVE..A SIMPLE HUG AN KISS MEANS THE WORLD TO ME..IM SCARED TO GET SOO CLOSE CUZ IM FRAGILE AN ONE TOUCH MIGHT BREAK ME. I USUALLY MESS UP A GOOD THING THAT GOD SENT TO ME...LIKE A JOB WITH A BOSS THAT doesn't know my whole life story yet see's it in my eyes when somethings wrong.an takes the time in each day to ask how im doing yet all i do is cover up my insecurities.Co-WORKERS that CARE AN WANNAH DO NOTHING BUT HELP. yet i ALWAYS choose to TAKE THE HARD WAY OUT AN GO FOR THE GOAL LINE YET END UP with THE CONSEQUENCES..Yet NEVER WILL I BACK OUT OF SUFFERING FOR WHAT I DID.....I let GOOD things PASS ME by LIKE A GOOD FRIENDSHIP OR CHANCE FOR A REAL RELATIONSHIP.ITS FUNNY THROUGH ALL THAT HAS HAPPEN TO ME I STAND STRONG MY WEAKNESS is LIFE! Ive been beaten & molested TOYED ARound with & Made fun of. Ive Suffered From DEPRESSION-INSOMNIA-& Been BULIMIC. IVE been FORCED TO STARt A NEW life MAny TIMES..BEEN taken away from family an found again..IVE BEEN TOLERATED..lOVED yet hated..i KNOW IVE BULLIED PEOPLE AN HELD GRUDGES NOBODY IS PERFECT..I AM EVERYTHING then again NOTHING..An through ALL my Childish GAMES I JUST ASK FOR YOU TO Still&hearts;ME.%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A %D%A %D%A%D%A%D%A So first off if u pay attention to my page you'll learn alot bout me. I am in my own 1 bedroom apartment life isa struggle but hey in the end its all worth it.''STRUGGLE BEFORE SUCCESS'' im am easy to get along with... BUT LET ME WARN YOU I CAN BE A BITCH when u punch the right button, or ill just kill you with my kindness"wink"wink" %D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A %D%A%D%A%D%A %D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A %D%A%D%A %D%A%D%A
Your love is... by ChibiMarronchan
Your name is...
Your kiss is... breath taking
Your hugs are... gentle
Your eyes... hypnotizing
Your touch is... Lingering
Your smell is... Exotic
Your smile is... encouraging
Your love is... One of a kind
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My Interests

Layouts Graphics Quizzes Polls SurveysI Love to write Poetry, Wich is what my Blogs mainly are. I love the Beach. I like the outdoors even though ITs hella hott an My face turn into a tomato(LOL) ♥Camping ♥Amussment Parks ♥The Mall Even though I havnt been in YEARS dayum near an dont got the money for it. I Love Alone time at Home not too much though i be Feelin BORed easy these days Cant wait to have a Special someone with me to watch some Tv or a good movie..CUZ I LOVE TO CUDDLE! A roomate would be nice then again I LOVE HAVING MY OWN Stuff An no Problems Worrying about what someone else fyna do to my place. I LOVE nintendo ♥Donkey Kong ♥Tetris ARe the BOMB SOOo Addicting i also have a sega What u know about Sonic! Nintendo 64 ♥ The donkey kong game were u get to find the key to unlock the bannanas ♥PAC-MAN HAvnt experienced too much of Playstation or x-Box.......THATS ME

I'd like to meet:

Dear Lord, I pray for: Wisdom, To understand a mans Love, To forgive him and Patience, For his moods Because, Lord, if I pray for strength I'll just beat HIM. %D%A %D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A
%D%A%D%A%D%A %D%A%D%A%D%A%D%AJust to be a smart a$$ arn't you pose to wanna meet people u can connect with? Na itz All good In the hood! im just on this To K.I.T with old friends Family & Pass Aquantinces.& old co-workers. Nobody New So if your readin my profile an Dont know me or any of my friends GOOD LUCK.......%D%A%D%A
%D%A%D%A %D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%A%D%AIm starting out fresh Hopefully Open minded With Love. Willing to Explore an Take chances.I dont Enjoy Drama Ina Relationship though Some-how i tend to Cause it with my smart Remarks* I dont ask for much Im A simple girl..diamonds ARNT MY BEST FRIENd.. An PEARLS DONT MAKE ME SMOOTH...yES RUBIES ARE MY BIRTHSTONE doesnt mean i want to floss them. All i ask for is ONE MAn to Love me An respect me AN I PROMISE TO NEVER THINK HEs cheating Cuz as long As he Shows me Intimacy&Gives me his Word I will Have No reason not to believe its me who he Values FOREVER..No i dont care if he looks or talks to other girls why u ask cuz its me he will be touching later that night ;)%D%AI feen to cater to one man...A simple back rub once a day Learn how to cook his favorite foods. Sit next to him an help him cheer on his favorite Sports teams even though ill have no clue whats goin on Im willing to learn WHEN THEY SCORE & tell him even if his team lose he'll be lucky an score later ;)%D%AI just hope soon to find the One FOR ME i kant wait to settle down marry an have babies!%D%A%D%A%D%A
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%D%A%D%A%D%A %D%AI tried to start something with a really good guy to bad he WANTS me YET doesnt choose to BE with Me So we Are finished.Emotions were mixed Feelings were strong with both parties. yet never in the year an few months was we Labeled as BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND.It hurts TO Think he Doesnt know the True value of me.yet he knows i deserve better..he will always be apart of me YEt i Will Be Strong An move on Cuz There is one guy That will know the true Value of me an Let me love them..Then again im knowin the day will come when James...%D%A
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Music:

♥ Love me Some TLC CAnt get enough of that TENDER LOVIN CARE.......♥R.KELLY MMmm HE can RApe me whenever! as long as he sings to me Before During an after the process LOL♥Country ♥Alternative ♥Rock ♥Oldies ♥R&B I like a Lil of everything From Gay lil Boy Bands to Spice girls(what? its the lyrics)Specially ALL the Sexual Music ;)

Movies:

♥Cinderella ♥Baby boy ♥Unfaithful ♥Bad Boys Two ♥Deliver us from eva ♥Garfield ♥Diary of a Mad black woman ♥The notebook ♥Hostage ♥Basic instinct ♥pretty woman ♥Saw & Saw two I like Action,Comedy,Drama,Romance,Scary movies Too many to name

Television:

You Are Sex On the Beach
When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth.
You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you.
So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks.
Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins! What Alcoholic Drink Are You?♥Girls Next door♥ ~One time shows~ ♥real World HAWAII ♥Paradise Hotel ♥Joe millionaire ~BET~ ♥The Jamie fox show ♥The wayans brothers ~MTV~ ♥Next ♥Date my mom ♥Parental Control ♥Room Raiders~as for the rest~ ♥THE OC ♥LIFETIME ♥Blind date ♥Elimidate ♥Will And Grace ♥That 70's show ♥Disney Channel ETC....... ANd of corse MUSIC VIDEOS

Books:

A bookworm? No i just love a sexy book.......

Heroes:

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Broken?

I feel like im Broken My heart hasnt been woken I feel shattered Yet i have not surrendered My mind goes into a daze As my eyes start to twirl Looking all around even on the ground I hope you dont min...
Posted by ♠Alicia-LiciouS♠ on Mon, 24 Jul 2006 12:44:00 PST

The Sweet Pleasure

The sweet pleasure Of your embrace Your soft touch The sweet pleasure of your kiss Your sweet lips The sweet pleasure Of your eyes looking into mine How they shine with a twinkle The sweet pleasure of...
Posted by ♠Alicia-LiciouS♠ on Tue, 31 Jan 2006 07:05:00 PST

The Beach

Take a walk Down the shoreline Feel the breeze come upon you Let the water flood over your feet Take a deep breath Smell the fresh air Experience the taste of the sea The fresh salty taste that linger...
Posted by ♠Alicia-LiciouS♠ on Thu, 26 Jan 2006 07:39:00 PST

so.....

Who ever knew life was so hard. They say love is patient, love is kind? ive came to learn love is a journey of pain! blood tears...when will we all just b able to find one person to stick to no i dont...
Posted by ♠Alicia-LiciouS♠ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Sleeping Beauty...

She sleeps in beauty She sleeps with pain She hears the voices She pictures the scenes Scenes of drama whirling Whirling all up and down her body It fries her brain While shes trying to rel...
Posted by ♠Alicia-LiciouS♠ on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST