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nix

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About Me

*i love Jesus with my whole heart. He is the Son of God, my Savior, my Beloved, my one true passion. i want to serve Him, i want to love Him and everyone in the world much better than i do! He saved me, and He's my favorite Person EVER. i love Him i love Him i love Him.
*i am THE most flawed, obscure person you will EVER meet. i am amazed at God's grace. i am dumbstruck that He loves me still - even after ALL i put Him through EVERY day.
*people are the breath in my lungs.
*i'm in love with all forms of biology.
*i like yelling. a lot. and punching things or people.
*my heartbeat is to be involved in missions - either here or there.
*aaaaand this is ONE of my favorite passages dans la Sainte Bible:
{nevertheless, i am continually with You; You hold my right hand.
You guide me with Your counsel, and afterward You will receive me to glory.
Whom have i in Heaven but You?
and there is nothing on Earth that i desire besides You.
my flesh and my heart may fail, but God is the strength of my heart and my portion forever.
Psalm 73:23-26}

My Interests

i love...

learning. running, not walking. singing in the shower. sleeping outside. being outside. touching and kicking everything around me wherever i go. laffy taffffffy ohmygash i'm addicted. reading. painting. camping. drawring. romance. holding hands and praying with other Christians. whispering. laughing. playing. swimming. teaching. running on the beach. sleeping on the beach. sleeping with my feet where my head is supposed to be. marine biology. pelicans. plate tectonics. all of science and every biology. pretending to be smart. new zealand all blacks. exploring. discovering. researching. smiling. making people happy. humming. tattoos. becoming all that i'm supposed to be. living. breathing. screaming. yelling. feeling. bantering. encouraging. laughing. studying the Bible. studying, period. making people laugh. watching movies. dancing. being alone. being surrounded by people. candy. birds. watching sunsets. taking risks. hanging out of windows. waking up just in time to see the sun rise. being bold. fearing nothing. giving away. expecting nothing. punching. running into things in the dark. being shocked, surprised, or just tasting the unexpected. destroying sandcastles. jumping off of high rocks. eating pasta. drinking tea. morning. evening. fall. spring. dagronflies. rugby. hockey. watching sports unfold in person. loving. hoping. loving hoping. lovinghopinglovinghopingloving...learning to love...hoping to love...learning to love and hope and live like the Redeemer of mankind, the Son of God, Christ Jesus.

I'd like to meet:

i love you.

if i tell you so...

...if i have chosen to love you at any point in time, then you will always be embedded in my heart.

always.

...because Love, to me, is a decision - one made manifest in both word and deed, and not merely emotion.

i have tasted unconditional adoration, and so my aspirations are Divinely Inspired...

but any display that blesses you is certainly not my doing.

between you and me, i would hate the world and everyone in it, were it not for the forgiveness and righteousness of Christ Jesus that covers and inhabits me.

He enables me to love like this.. and i do, and i want to..

this is love everlasting: lost in second chances.

Music:

i love to listen to...

family force five, snow patrol, still remains, demon hunter, david crowder band, matchbox romance, he is legend, blindside!, the showdown, underOATH, norma jean, toby lightman, coldplay, SHOWBREAD, the killers, the shins, the terminal, nevertheless, the blackstones, lost dogs, jack johnson, the listening, john reuben, sigur ros, the myriad, saosin, story of the year, james morrison, some red hot chili peppers, kt tunstall, all-american rejects, copeland, emery, mae, anberlin, chasing victory, jason mraz, five thousand other things i can't remember right now...jazz, blues/bluegrass, rock and its many faces, classical, country, funkadelicccc, alternative...

Movies:

i thoroughly enjoy...

will smith, the deppster, bruce lee, uma thurman, milla jovovich, jet li, bruce willis, and not julia roberts. donnie darko. CARS! over the hedge. big fish. willy wonka and the chocolate factory. chocolat. the illusionist. POTCs. the guardian. sleeping beauty. elf. the four feathers. madagascar. anchorman. desperado. harry potters. the little mermaid. ever after. kill bills. indiana jones. star warses. spidermans. x-mens. hero. house of flying daggers. hook. take the lead. the vikings. tmnt I,II. lord of the ringses. thousands more like these.

Television:

i frequently or occasionally watch...

LOST, wild discovery, america's next top model, the discovery channel, the history channel...and skittles commercials.

Books:

mes livres favorits sont...

la sainte bible, et tous les livres comme ca...? oui!

Heroes:

HEROES include:

all of my friends, my family, my God, beth moore, a.w. tozer, j.i. packer, c.s. lewis, johnny mac, augustine, martin luther, aquaman, jean grey, grace kelly, katherine hepburn, kate winslet...and...

my Daddy is AMAZING. when i recorded this a year ago, he had just had back surgery and wasn't allowed to pick up anything heavier than ten pounds. thankfully his strat is only 8lbs. every time he gets this beloved instrument in his hands, he can bust out anything off the top of his head. he is his own musician. i love him so much!

he's so funnee!

My Blog

fearless

if only!  ohhhh if ONLY. if you had nothing to fear, what would you do? if nothing were to stand in your way - NOTHING - what would you commit yourself to? our pastor posed this question to us on...
Posted by nix on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 05:28:00 PST

and i quote

i tried to post last night, but the internet was ridiculous and, as usual, i lost the entire piece i was working on.  it wasn't important, but i was enjoying typing it out.  it had to do wit...
Posted by nix on Sat, 29 Sep 2007 09:06:00 PST

take the lead

oh, how i love this scene! ...
Posted by nix on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 10:42:00 PST

aloof

unfortunately, i'm not very attached to things i own.  well, i am, but i don't care too terribly much about my desk, bed, lamp, or books.  no, i take that back: i care a lot about my books,...
Posted by nix on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 09:23:00 PST

all your questions answered

..> Myspace Survey...Tell All! --Info-- Name:: nicole Nicknames:: nicolina, bubbles, nix, nixolina, nic, soap Birthplace:: san jose, CA Current Location:: in the foresty mountains of oregon ...
Posted by nix on Sat, 22 Sep 2007 10:06:00 PST

holy wild

GET UP AND LIVE. go!  go!  go! i'm sick of living so easily, i want God to take me by surprise.  i want Him to rip my life apart at the seams and expose me for all my selfishness, for a...
Posted by nix on Sun, 16 Sep 2007 05:15:00 PST

surrender

THIS IS A DEVOTION FROM OSWALD CHAMBERS FROM "MY UTMOST FOR HIS HIGHEST."  IT'S FROM SEPTEMBER 13.   "After Surrender - What?: 'I have finished the work which Thou gavest Me to do.' John 17:...
Posted by nix on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 08:23:00 PST

never

look at what i wrote last august: "no one knows the fire in my heartmy brow furrows and my jaw snaps tight when i think of being mastered, tamed, broken, commanded, won, conquered, or dominated in any...
Posted by nix on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 09:20:00 PST

pernicious

i don't even know what pernicious means.  or capacious, but they both popped into my head.  now i have to go look them up.  this blog isn't very good; i have to edit it! a bit of sorrow...
Posted by nix on Wed, 05 Sep 2007 05:27:00 PST

nascent

several times throughout the day, two columns of words line up on my igoogle page.  one column has a list of synonyms to match the opposite strip.  there are five words on both sides, making ten.  som...
Posted by nix on Sat, 01 Sep 2007 10:24:00 PST