International transgender day of remembrance. |
Hmmm.clickyinfo.I am remembering 2 people who couldn't stand the intolerance of this world and took their own lives.Please stop the bullying and accept people for who they are even if you can't unders...
Posted by on Wed, 19 Nov 2008 18:37:00 GMT |
Slack. |
This morning I tidied my flat and payed my bills and now I am having an afternoon lie down.It is just over a month since I had surgery. Things are still painful and I am still exhausted really quickly...
Posted by on Thu, 16 Oct 2008 06:44:00 GMT |
The day of blood (corrupt phone camera version) |
"I'm trying to write my diary... how the hell do you spell major surgery? Christ this morphine is strong stuff!"
Posted by on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 13:48:00 GMT |
Day 9: Garden sprinkler. |
Monday 23rd September.Catheter was removed at 7. Just peed into a jug for the nurse. They want 500ml before they will release me into the wild. Catheter removal wasn't anywhere near as bad as I expect...
Posted by on Wed, 01 Oct 2008 09:39:00 GMT |
Day 8: Hail Connie. |
Sunday 22 September.Woke about 6 after a good nights sleep.Dilated at about 7. Using the large dilator is a bit scary and difficult.Before I came to hospital I described the operation as being similar...
Posted by on Tue, 30 Sep 2008 15:37:00 GMT |
Day 7: D-Day! |
Saturday 21st September.Best nights sleep so far and I woke up HAPPY! Listened to Anne Nightingale on radio 1 then a bit of 60s stuff on radio 2. They played the 'Rain' by the Beatles and then explain...
Posted by on Mon, 29 Sep 2008 14:50:00 GMT |
Day 6: Plastic pals |
Friday 20th September.Not a great night got the horrors about 3am - I thought I was in a hospital during the apocalypse! Got up about 6:30 and juggled rolled up socks instead of walking as I am very s...
Posted by on Sun, 28 Sep 2008 16:02:00 GMT |
Day 5: Piss and shit. |
Thursday 19th September.Woke up at 6 feeling OK but found that in my sleep I had unplugged my catheter bag. Yellow stains on the blanket! Ooopsie!I went for a walk, ate breakfast then went for another...
Posted by on Sat, 27 Sep 2008 06:52:00 GMT |
Day 4: Bitch fit. |
Wednesday 18th September.Worst night over. Fever. Couldn't get comfy, pain, cramps, hallucination. Conflicted dreams and visions about time travel and an animal that cannot be repeated and can't exist...
Posted by on Fri, 26 Sep 2008 10:12:00 GMT |
Day 3: Blackout! |
Tuesday 16th September.10:45 Just managed to get out of bed and walk the corridor. Lisa the gender nurse changed my dressing and said I looked fab. Mr Bellringer visited and said it had all been strai...
Posted by on Wed, 24 Sep 2008 17:35:00 GMT |
