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I like to think I'm me. I'm a dreamer. I'm a thinker. I am most certainly n o t cool. I have this ex-model-little-Asian-flute-player-when-you-see-her-walking- down-the-halls-you-do-more-than-a-double-take-and-trip-over- some-random-something-kind-of-incredible girlfriend. And she's Hmong (&she's proud of it). She doesn't do it on purpose but she does make me shake. And then quote random songs me and Feodore grew up on. And mean it. I'm the kind of guy whose favorite song on that CD is always the last one (the sentimental piano/acoustic/really-loud-but-heartwrenching ballad one) and can honestly say I'm slightly disappointed when a CD doesn't have one of those. I've been thinking about changing this whole section for over...an entire high school career and counting, now. I play, feel, sometimes breathe, am - and always will be-inspired by, and if I had the time live Taiko. And in every sense of the art, I love it and wish to pursue such in any way, shape, or form throughout my teenage, collegiate, post-graduate, father and grandfather and maybe even great-grandfather life. I only kind of wish I were technologically literate enough to space this out but only kind of 'cause it well illustrates my cluttered personality and even the way I think/speak/feel/live. I enjoy writing and grammar. I'm not quite sure why considering I do not excel in either. I write like I talk and am not proper but not sloppy. I am one zero zero percent Japanese but I wish I had more to show for it. A lot more. I love Coke &Jones Soda, and am pissed that mother-freaking SDSU is a Pepsi campus. I'm very opinionated but opinionated on the fact that I'm not really opinionated. I love snow. And snow days. I love storms and thunder and rain and getting soaked in all of it and just...taking it in. I love things that/people who smell good. It's probably a little bit too much of a turn-off to me if you don't smell good. I like boring people 'cause when they say something funny it's just that much more funny (or maybe I just have a strange sense of humor). I do love candlelit dinners and walks on the beach. I've always wished I were cooler. I love clouds. During the night I sneak outside just to watch the stars. Or to watch the moon glow. Or to just avoid the inevitable nightmares awaiting me in my sleep. I love to get lost inside myself. I believe in love. I do not believe in hate. I hope to one day have the power to touch someone somewhere they've never been touched. I play pecussion instruments but wish I was better. I am someone who isn't exactly sure what to write in here. I am someone who believes the only true way to know someone, is to love someone. I like the word love. I am someone who would actually be really nervous if I were to meet whoever is reading this right now only because I would be afraid that the person wouldn't like me. But I pride myself on being really good at not showing it. I do not have low self-esteem. I simply have too much respect to waste the time of fellow life-dwellers. This is me having talked too much but I'm still not quite done yet, nor will I ever be. I like the quote "We are the musicmakers. We are the dreamers of dreams." _Willy Wonka_ There's a time before October 25th, 2005, and a time after. I prefer the time after. ♥*