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red..white...and bRaInWa$hEd

I've got too much on my mind and too little in my heart..

About Me

I'm Ryan. I'm not gonna tell you I'm nice. I'm not gonna say I'm friendly. I'm not gonna tell you who I am. Even if I did you'd see me how YOU see me. I lie, I'm a slob, I don't take care of CDs, I'm loud, and sometimes immature. I'm not gonna be the one to judge myself. You can tell me who I am to you and how you see me. I know what I love and hate and what I do and don't do wrong. If you cared you'd ask right?

My Interests

I'm just an immature punk. Ask me if I give a fuck.

I'd like to meet:

Probably Satan and God in the same room. I would just like to see what they would say to eachother and to me. lol I would wanna see both points of view. I'm a dumb mother fucker so I would want to meet more dumb mother fuckers like myself.

Music:

Here we fuckin go! Are you ready for it? Ready or not, here it comes..Mostly punk such as The Vandals, The Misfits, GBH, The Casualties, The Adicts, The Devotchkas, The Exploited, AFI(old shit), TSOL, Cocksparrer, Agent Orange, Bad Religion, NOFX, Guttermouth, Bad Brains, Black Flag, Endless Struggle, ANTAGEN, A global Threat, Clit 45, The Virus, Cheap Sex, Samhain, Crucifix, Dead Kennedys, Tiger Army, Social Distortion, The Nipples, Bullet Treatment, Killing California, Strike Anywhere, Stabbed In Back, Corrupted Youth, D.I., Youth Brigade, Minor Threat, The Monster Squad, Nekromantix, Aus Rotten, D.R.I., Poison Idea, Toxic Reason, King Rat, Dead Milkmen, Anti-Flag(more of their older stuff), The Descendents, Defiance, The Adolescents, The Black Halos, Crass, G.G. Allin and all of his bands pretty much, 4 skins, Lower Class Brats, Voodoo Glowskulls, Chesterfield, Comeback Kid, THE RAMONES, Rancid, Lars and the Bastards, The Circle Jerks, Cocksparrer, Clit 45, Screaching Weisel, Calabrese, Blitzkid, No Us For A Name, Against Me!, 5 Days Dirty, Zoinks (newly Introduced), Youth Brigade, Bad Simaritans, Jughead's Revenge, Naked Agression,7 Seconds and I'll name more as they come to mind... and I also like some old thrash metal and rock bands such as Iron Fuckin' MAIDEN, Metallica(Definately the first 4 albumns maybe some of their 5th albumn), Pink Floyyd, Obituary, Motorhead, Some Black Sabbath, Eric Clapton, The Beatles, Judas Priest, Johnny Cash, Old Ozzy Shit, Three Inches of Blood(they are new though), Running Wild, Some Megadeth, and if I feel like I need to explain any further on the music I'm in to... I'll probably kill myself! haha That should give you a great idea though.

Movies:

Full Metal Jacket, Happy Gilmore, Thin Red Line, Saving Private Ryan, Glory, Billy Madison, anything from Broken Lizard Productions like Super Troopers, etc., and Another State of Mind.

Television:

Don't watch much. If I do it's just some random shit or whatever. The history channel can be pretty cool sometimes.

Books:

I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

Heroes:

My Grandfathers, My mom(you have to know her to know why... anybody that's been to La Casita Dos knows...), Kirk Hammet, The person who invented the guitar, Mike Ness(Social Distortion), and more than likely anyone that made good food for the first time that we all enjoy today. haha

My Blog

My turn.

I really don't like argueing or fighting. Not in the least bit. But man... I got some shit to say. There's only two people in this world that I can say I truly hate. One of those people are Vincent Za...
Posted by red..white...and bRaInWa$hEd on Mon, 29 Oct 2007 08:42:00 PST

Yet another fallen...

I have to attend another funeral tomorrow. Not looking foward to it whatsoever. This time its Bo. He's the man who opened La Casita Dos. I don't know where my head's at right now. I'm just.......Fuck....
Posted by red..white...and bRaInWa$hEd on Wed, 12 Sep 2007 10:39:00 PST

Dreams are seldom what they seem..

I lost my Terri. So read the last blog. it says how I was lonely and I felt like I was losing all my friends. Yeah, I can say that shit is way more true now. I guess sometimes in life you do get lonel...
Posted by red..white...and bRaInWa$hEd on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 03:01:00 PST

Some shit.

I keep getting lied to and fuckin' stabbed in the back. Anyone I get close to, I think I ruin shit somehow. But does that mean people should fuckin' lie to me knowing that they're lying and just keep ...
Posted by red..white...and bRaInWa$hEd on Fri, 31 Aug 2007 09:57:00 PST

My new angel.

I re-united with my inspiration for playing guitar Saturday night at the Antagen show.. DANIEL MARTIN. I remember it like it was five minutes ago... shredding like I never knew was possible... made me...
Posted by red..white...and bRaInWa$hEd on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 11:59:00 PST

For the ones who wonder...

I know there are some people who wonder what goes on in my little mind everyday. So, I'm going to write a blog on what's on my mind right now. Lately I've been pretty damn busy. Band, FFA, and of coar...
Posted by red..white...and bRaInWa$hEd on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 11:56:00 PST

Antagen in BLYTHE!!!!!!! Read this shit...

So... I've been listening to this band since I was a fuckin' freshman and now I finally BOOKED THEM HERE!!!!!! Everyone... go to the show at the Bowling Alley on Saturday. We're putting on this show t...
Posted by red..white...and bRaInWa$hEd on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 04:56:00 PST