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About Me


the journey so far I am 18 years young. i've had my handful of ups and downs. God has brought me from the darkest of valleys and placed me on the mountain tops.
i know what its like to feel like your whole world is falling down infront of you.
i know how it feels to be in the deepest hole, feeling like no one can hear your cry.
i know what its like to feel alone in a room full of people.
i know that i have a God who is my refuge, my strength and my savior
and his love is MORE than enough.
nothing compares.
nothing.
he is my all, so ill give him my all.
He has turned my life around. and im so grateful of that.
he lived to die for me
and though i am unworthy,
i will do my best to show the world what he can do in their lives.
broken hearts and dreams, break my heart.
i hate seeing people crushed by the enemy
and then sitting in pity and accepting it.
i want to take a stand.
i want to make a change. smiling and helping people is what keeps me going. i dont make much sense, but there are few who know me and can decipher me. those people are amazing
HOPE.FAITH.LOVE

*i love the feeling of cold sand on a hot summers day *i love waking up in winter and knowing you dont have to get out of bed *i love how music has the abilty to change everything *i love redemption *i love feeling safe *i love those randoms sun beams through the darkest clouds, that make you sure heaven is close *i love that feeling you get inside when you know that everything is going to work out *i love starbucks. *i love DnM's with the ones you love *i love the confidence friends give you
they way they support in the best way they know how *i love cold glasses of pulpy orange juice *i love asking for no ice at maccas, just to get that tiny bit more drink * i love salvos. *i love vintage *i love really big towels *i love discovering new things *i love how acoustic music always makes summer so much closer *i love knowing that there is a light at the end of every tunnel*i love mocha's and caramel lattés *i love knowing that i dont have to worry about tomorrow*i love having dreams, then planning ways to fulfil them *i love how the most unlikely people become your best friends *i love the little victories *i love smiles *i love getting in my car and letting him take me anywhere *i love random camera angles i love laughing at nothing*i love crying *i love the complexity and capabilities of photoshop *i love staying in touch with your childhood bestfriends *i love pretending i know how to surf as an excuse to just lay on a board and float *i love getting so consumed with movies, that you feel like a part of you is gone when its over *i love how in winter four doonas is perfect *i love a good pair of jeans *i love my $4 bargains *i love praying for things and watching what God does with them *i love the excitement of bringing a new person to church *i love my homegroup girls-their power and passion blows me away *i love helping people *i love toasting marshmellows over the campfire *i love the small satisfaction of beating my brother in a wrestling match *i love the p.s i love you soundtrack *i love the feeling of worship and surrender *i love trying to tell people my 'amazing stories', that end up being crap *i love how disney always seems to work out *i love that special feeling you get on the inside after watching a romantic movie. that feeling that makes you think that anything is possible *i love a hot baked dinner on a cold sunday night *i love family picnics *i love heaters *i love the sky. everything about it. sunsets stars clouds sunbeams *i love shooting stars *i love homemade pancakes *i love other peoples cooking *i love finding an awesome new restaurant *i love how hot baths are the cure to everything *i love hot water bottles and ugg boots *i love being so close to someone that you feel 100% yourself around them *i love those few friends you can cry around and they know exactly how to react *i love daydreaming *i love kodak moments *i love hammocks *i love Gods cleveress
i believe: inner beauty shines so much brighter
your past shapes who you are
you are who you are by the grace of God
if you dwell on seeking worth, you will never find happinesss.
i tend to hold on tight to those i love, in a fear of losing them
God wants to take us up to a place, where we see beyond where we presently are. He says "This too, will pass"

My Blog

The Power Of Encouragement

Encourage: to give somebody hope, confidence, or courage Encouragement: support of a kind that inspires confidence and a will to continue or develop Appreciated: to recognize and like the qualit...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 03:25:00 GMT

LETS GET LOUD!

  The title of this message is Lets get Loud, and its something God has really been speaking to me about lately. GET EXCITED, GET PUMPED, GET LOUD! Loud: expressing something forcefully and...
Posted by on Wed, 22 Oct 2008 03:22:00 GMT

Just a little something.

Lately, God has been speaking to me alot about relationships-friendships in particular. I suppose that is expected, since our topic at youth this month is relationships. I guess, im at a stage i...
Posted by on Wed, 17 Sep 2008 05:21:00 GMT

Caught Up.

Its so easy to get caught up in our emotions, in how we think we are feeling, in what we think we know. In the thought that someone said something about you, did something that effected you, said some...
Posted by on Wed, 10 Sep 2008 00:45:00 GMT

My List

Someday...Someday. I want a pet pig. I shall call him Hamlet. Get it HAM-let, cause hes a pig. LOLI want an SLR camera and a Polaroid camera. :) Ohh such sweet capturesI want to travel Europe. ES...
Posted by on Thu, 28 Aug 2008 08:01:00 GMT

Stand Up

Lately there have been so many freak accidents. Every time i turn on the tv, theres another innocent person dying in a fire, another car accident, another plane accident, another murder, another suici...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Aug 2008 05:53:00 GMT

Healer

You hold my every momentYou calm my raging seasYou walk with me through fireAnd heal all my diseaseI trust in YouI trust in YouI believe You're my HealerI believe You are all I needI believe You're my...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Aug 2008 06:11:00 GMT

My God...

MY GOD IS THE GOD OF THE UNIVERSE.DONT TELL ME MY GOD ISNT BIG ENOUGH TO SAVE OUR CITYDONT TELL ME MY GOD CANT SAVE MY SCHOOLDONT TELL ME MY GOD CANT HEAL DISEASEDONT TELL ME MY GOD IS NOT ABLE TO FO...
Posted by on Sat, 09 Aug 2008 05:58:00 GMT

Closest

eMegan..BEST FRIEND!!This girl is he most awesome girl ive met.She is my number 2. She is always ALWAYS there for me, and she sticks up for me round the big mean kids! She never lets anything bad happ...
Posted by on Wed, 23 Jul 2008 05:02:00 GMT

watching stars

i have a new found love. Recipe for the Perfect DnM ingredients:1 freezing cold night1 large doona1 sleeping bag (per person)1 bag of coloured popcorn1 trampoline1 cloudless sky1 GodMillions of stars1...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jul 2008 20:24:00 GMT