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About Me

My name is Martin Kelley. You think you know me but you really dont. Well some of you do.Let me tell you a little so i wont be asked later. To a few I'm sorry if it seems if i lash out. Here is the reason why. I have been in relanships to where i felt i was asked to give,give,give. Now dont get me wrong i do and will give in a relanship. But it's what somtimes im asked for. I'll tell a story. I once had a girlfriend. We pretty much lived together and was helping her as she was finishing up on a second degree in school. Now i loved her so i was willing to give her things. Money , food, whatever was needed to help. The odd thing is that we split a week before her graduation. Pretty odd that it happened that way. Now im uneasy when somone ask somthing like . Where did you go to collage or what kind of car do you drive? How much money do you make? Here's another how big is my house? Well i did go to school for two years and im going back. I do have a job and make ok money. I have a ok car ,I dont have a house because the exgirlfriend lives in it. Im in a apartment in which i hate. But im looking for a house. Now what i can;t understand is why not judge me for who i am and not what i have or what i can give. Dont judge me because i dont have a million dollars. Or I dont have a degree at this time. Bill Gates doest have one eather. Or that i have the best car. Sam Walton who owned Walmart drove a old ford truck. I sheltered myself for the last three years and now have just started getting out again. so sorry if i seemed upset. I do have a big heart and willing to do just about anything for anyone. Im just dont want to be the one who gives the things that arent the most important but the one who give what does matter.You gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face. You must do the thing which you think you cannot do. Eleanor Roosevelt fantasy layout powered by HOT FreeLayouts.com / MyHotComments

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

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My Blog

12 Stones (Broken Road)

Time, moves slowly while you're goneI haven't heard your voice in quite some timeBut I still see your faceI cannot erase the things you've doneAnd all the ways you kept me hangin' onNow your goneI've ...
Posted by on Wed, 14 Jan 2009 12:52:00 GMT

just thinking

My name is Martin Kelley. You think you know me but you really dont. Well some of you do.Let me tell you a little so i wont be asked later. To a few I'm sorry if it seems if i lash out. Here is the re...
Posted by on Sat, 23 Aug 2008 03:08:00 GMT

Just thinking about the soulmate thing.

Sometimes in life it doesn't happen the way we imagine it would be. Or the way we dreamed. I have found love and have lost it. Each time thinking this might be the one. You know what I'm talking about...
Posted by on Mon, 30 Jun 2008 23:25:00 GMT

why should i worry?

ok. i was thinking. when i was younger i just didnt have a hard time doing what i said i would do . meaning i could tak to people with no problem. so why is it that the older i've gotten it'...
Posted by on Wed, 30 Apr 2008 18:33:00 GMT

song i found

Now I could sit around and talk about all my problemsOr try to tell you how I feelBut I can’t get that deepAnd if you wonder why I always seem so distantWell there’s more than what you see...
Posted by on Thu, 03 Apr 2008 16:44:00 GMT

??????

I'm gone and forgotten I ran away, do you remember my name. I feal dead inside. I'm lost, but cannot hide. I cry out loud. No strength , no hope Just a lost soul. How do I fill this hole. How do I f...
Posted by on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 17:15:00 GMT

song

ake up to a sunny day not a cloud up in the sky, then it starts to rain My defenses hit the ground, And they shatter all around. So open and exposed. I found strength in the struggle. Face to face wit...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Oct 2007 14:55:00 GMT

Just a little about me survey.

..> TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Martin Birthday: Groundhogs Day Birthplace: Calif. Current Location: Edmond Eye Color: hazel but somtimes red Hair Color: brown Height: under 7f...
Posted by on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 10:29:00 GMT

Alot to offer

I have alot to offer. For you who don't see that I'm sorry. I have a big heart. Sorry you'll never know.
Posted by on Wed, 26 Sep 2007 10:18:00 GMT

death of me.

Darkness falls before my eyes. Falling down as i cry. Pain i can no longer hide from the death of me inside. The pain keeps getting stronger each day,as i pray it will go away.  No one i really k...
Posted by on Thu, 06 Sep 2007 15:40:00 GMT