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James

New hope found.

About Me

Hello, I am James, and I am a 23 yo guy,i married with a chinese girl in shanghai,her name is michelle zhang.you can see the picture from my profile.we have date for almost 2 years.So about me.... as you know I am 21, I'm a guy, and I am looking forward to a better future... but lets dig in deep.
First of all! and hopefully one of the most important things of me... is that I dont drink, smoke, or do drugs. I love movies, games, music, and... sigh... many of my friends pick on me, Movies... Gladiator, Green Mile, What dreams may come, Solaris(because I hate how the fake wife kills herself... why deny love when it could be so real?) Troy, chronicles of riddick, alot of anime, and so many many more.... anything that makes my heart hurt... sadly enough it kills me... but for some reason I still start to watch... knowing.. I wont be able to finish.
Music... I like pretty much anything... sadly, country music sounds "ok" but gives me a headache... other than that, I really dont like deathmetal and such, but as far as anything else goes... TRANCE is hot in my books, the music, the tunes the melody the voice the heart the pain, thats what I love. Stuff like "forget it" by Breaking Benjamin or cant remember the name of it "time is running out" by Muse,they help me feel that something when I need to let a few tears out to carry on with a life lived hard. I also have a punkrock tick in me sucking away at my blood. You name punkrock, I've probally heard it. Ramones, casualties, global threat, unseen, yadda yadda yadda.... Im not that big into it anymore but I still enjoy to rock out every once in a while.
Games, I love games, interaction with others (mmorpg) or games that will make my heart hurt.. yet again.... anygame that brings back younger feelings makes me hurt.... FFX hurt me pretty bad heh. I once dream of replaying all the games of my past with someoen that also loved them, so I would have someoen to hold onto hehe, actually this dream goes along with the music I listen to and the movies I watch. Would be great to share those feelings again with someone who loves me.

My Interests

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My Blog

The start.

My lips speak a humble truthand my eyes cry wandering troopsThey march right down, past my nosepast my mouth and into a rose. The rose soon filled up with the tears.  No more room for anything, n...
Posted by James on Tue, 16 Jan 2007 02:34:00 PST

My new life..... please help me accept it.

I bid adue to my past love, my past half that was never fully there for me..... apon ending our relationship she found herself knowing who I am and what she has lost, begging for nights, crying for da...
Posted by James on Fri, 24 Mar 2006 12:34:00 PST