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back in the old days

Remember the old days when vinyl and cassettes were the only way you could listen to music? One of the things I miss about those days is the concerts. We had Middlesbrough Town Hall Crypt, The Empire,...
Posted by on Mon, 01 Dec 2008 06:58:00 GMT

getting better

I have made the first baby steps today. I have been to the doctors and I am back on medication, just waiting for the numbness to kick in, will be a nice rest. I used to hate that feeling but I think I...
Posted by on Mon, 27 Oct 2008 12:07:00 GMT

on and on it goes

I am so so so tired. Not the kind of tired from lack of sleep, or doing to much. I am just weary. I feel like giving up, what's the point? It's getting to be too hard. I am worn down... sorry. But tha...
Posted by on Sun, 26 Oct 2008 13:13:00 GMT

hes back

Well it was nice while it lasted. Depression is back. Don't feel like I am worth much at the moment. Pissed off coz I can't hide it like I used to. Celebrated my 14th wedding anniversary the other day...
Posted by on Fri, 24 Oct 2008 03:55:00 GMT

fluid line of mental comfort

Sounds a bit technical, this is how I am doing at the moment! There is a fluid line of mental health, I have been to both ends and believe me, neither is any fun! Been manic happy and manic sad, they ...
Posted by on Thu, 19 Jun 2008 14:08:00 GMT

busy bee

Last couple of weeks have been a bit mad, but fun. I have partly achieved a bit of a dream. I registered as a sole trader t'other week. Although I still work part time as I have done for the last few ...
Posted by on Thu, 29 May 2008 13:02:00 GMT

Manchester

My apologies to all but I will not be at Manchester tonight to see Miles and Erica! For those who haven't read any of my blogs before I deal with depression, have done for a long time. There are times...
Posted by on Sun, 09 Mar 2008 11:05:00 GMT

life and living,oh and work!

I only ever seem to post these things if I am completely pissed off to hell or extremely chuffed so I thought I would fix that. Yes I have been pissed off lately. I think I am well enough now to know ...
Posted by on Wed, 05 Mar 2008 14:24:00 GMT

holidays

Is it just me or is the christmas holidays a bugger, let me explain: firstly you get the build up, the manic tidying of house, the wrapping of pressies, the hyper kids who are never naughty any time o...
Posted by on Sat, 29 Dec 2007 14:19:00 GMT

stuff

been a while since I posted so I thought a quick update would be in order. Had a few wobbly days recently, not self loathing or anything like that, just feeling incredibly miserable. Turns out I have ...
Posted by on Sun, 23 Dec 2007 05:05:00 GMT