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Enya - May It Be
May it be an evening star
Shines down upon you.
May it be when darkness falls
Your heart will be true.
You walk a lonely road
Oh! How far you are from home.
Mornie utli (darkness has come).
Believe and you will find your way.
Mornie alanti (darkness has fallen).
A promise lives within you now.
May it be the shadow's call
Will fly away.
May it be you journey on
To light the day.
When the night is overcome
You may rise to find the sun.
Mornie utli (darkness has come).
Believe and you will find your way.
Mornie alanti (darkness has fallen).
A promise lives within you now ...
A promise lives within you now ...
There are questions asked of a person within experiences gathered in life that can provide opportunities of enlightened realization ... The monumental discovery comes when one realizes that what one really needs to know is hidden deep within and at their fingertips to explore and find for oneself ...
All questions have answers ... the answers materialize when the questioner truly wants and welcomes them ... when the answers are ready to be honored ...
... Not long ago I was asked why I don't completely absorb my life ... myself ... into studies of Spirituality through the books and other tools that I have access to, as I also let these tools go free from me to allow me to experience Life ...
... The answer always will be: I cannot find what I seek within living by the words and thoughts of another ... nor can I find it within what any person, entity or energy creates the message to be for me through the word or mouth of another ... I can only find myself and my answers in living Life and Experience ... There are no easy roads to find the place we are heading to ... there are no easy ways to learn about the path one is on ...
... The thoughts shared by others in books and words can hold pages of wonderful forms of Life and Love ... as well as forms of sadness that can be inevitable. They contain the magical and ethereal creations of places and times that one can lose themselves to ... but no book or word should replace the will and independence to live Life and its wonders for oneself ...
... The words and thoughts of another are not the end-all and be-all ... they are always the gateways and cataystic means to incite the curiosities of another ... to hopefully let another realize that there are other doorways to walk through ... other things to explore ...
... To feel complete one must find oneself in their own way ... No one will feel content in finding it within another ...
... Be brave ... be true to your Soul ... step into the unknown ... There you will find yourself ...
... This page is filled with my thoughts and the sharing of who I am ... in this moment ...
Several days may pass by me with ever growing doubts and worries. What does the sunrise hold for the dawn of a new day? What beauty is there for mine eyes to see? ...
But in my wisdom ... gathered thus far in my journey of all my travels of many yesterdays ... I hear the resounding voice that says to me, "Do not harbour doubts due to mankind's effects upon the Earth ... for beauty is all around you ... if you will open your eyes to what is truth ... and for the light of Hope ... tomorrows will hold all the possibilities wrought by the dreams of yesterdays ..."
Forward will mankind always journey ... despite performance of deeds with indecisive ends. But round and round will mankind go ... until there exists Life filled with Love and Effective Thinking ...
I am just a wanderer ... one journeying through this Time and Space ... Journeying to find who I really am ... To see who I truly am to be ...
When I find my origin of my Soul ... will I stand alone in my Space of Existence? ... No ... For that existence was not meant to be within loneliness. But within the Soul's adventures ... solitude can be plentiful in supply and need within destined experiences ... following me to my fate ...
Solitude ... however ... can be the bride to understanding ... and a gift for those who understand ...
We arrive at destinations in Life in which it is pondered ... "Why??" ... Yet missed is the special knowledge that All is as it should be. What is the true desire burning within thy Soul? For to experience all that is of flowers, rainbows, and butterflies? ... Or is the journey amidst exercising what Lives within you ... and experiencing the fullness of effects of what you do to the ripples of Time and Space? ... "Why??" is answered when honesty with an open mind begins ...
This is the time to release all things that feel like weights upon the Soul ... this is the time to realize truth ...
We are limited in life only by how we chose to limit it. Within love, it is the same ...
Some believe we have lost our way ... in Life and in Love ... and it is believed that we all are destined to always and hopelessly search and seek for what will forever remain beyond reach ... constrained within a lost Soul. Within this darkened view, seemingly we become One with existing in a Life so lost ... forever lost ... and secretly, deep within, portraying that only darkness and blindness are our companions ...
But it is not true. We have Hope ... Love ... Light ... Life. We only need to look within to see the Heaven we so desperately seek. We only need to look deep within another's eyes to see the Heaven we so desperately seek within another.
Thus ... the searching is of curiousity ... curiousity of Life ... of Love ...
We need to find ourselves before we can find anything ... or anyone ... else. We run into circles, and in the end we run straight into our own arms ...
There is nowhere to hide amidst our searchings, because we are always shadowed by our own Spirit ... by our own mind and mental noises. Therefore, are we ever truly lost? ... Or, rather, are we lost to who we really are? ...
When alone in silence, perhaps it is more clearly understood there is more than our senses can detect, then the journey can truly begin ...
But is there ever true happiness? True love? True beauty? Seek it, and you will see it ... you will stand in the midst of it. Experience what is deep within your heart, and you will feel it. Find who lights the fire within your Soul, and stay true to where that fire blazes ... and you will feel the warmth of it. Look for who is Twin Flame to your Soul ... and you will touch it. Then you will have all your heart desires ... and more ...
To be One with me ... ~to be One with another~ ... would you look deep into my eyes, and see yourself there ... would you see me standing with you? With Oneness in mind ... heart ... Soul ... if this is the wish ... mine ~ or another's ~ as well as your own ... with true desire of connection burning within thy Soul ... then one must be true to thy Self, to be true to me or any other ... for in looking so deeply into another's eyes is the portal to seeing who you truly are ...
And yet if I look deeply into your eyes, and I cannot see myself there ... if I cannot see you standing beside me, am I lost ... or are you lost to me? ...
Thus ... when alone ... or when with another ... does your heart beat in the dimmed Silence? ... does your Flame burn in the dark places alone? ... or is there company for your Soul? ... for your Spirit? Does your heartbeat fade in the distance ... from being closed to Love and Life? What is truly within your Heart ... your Soul's Heart ... within your Soul's desire? What do you truly call out for in your time of need? ...
No less will come to answer that which you fervently cry out to the Universe for ... Yet ... No more will come if the Flame, your Flame, rejects the flow and change of how vibrantly it wishes to burn within Time and Space ...
The fields of Home fill my memories and my senses ... with the sweet scents of the flowers of the Heavens ... and I long for this scent to bring me Home when I am ready to move to another part of my journey ...
There is a time when one must stop for a moment and learn that life has been an illusion ~ then it is time to reach for the truth ~ the One.
These, above, are my thoughts.
Namaste ... "I honor the place in you in which the entire universe dwells, I honor the place in you which is of Love, of Truth, of Light and of Peace, When you are in that place in you, and I am in that place in me, we are One."
Who am I?
I am Mother to Ashley Marie ... the child who came to me to light my night's sky with the brightest stars with her smile ... Her very first breath of life filled my life with beauty and love ... and I will always celebrate her joining me to be the heart with my heart. She has come to be the One who brings to me the the comfort of the yesterdays that fill me with so many feelings ... and the Hope for the tomorrows yet unseen ... Guiding me with the echoes of love from yesterdays shared ... accompanying me to the tomorrows that lay before our feet ...
I am Meme to Destiny Hope ... to echo of all the generations before me in the memories and experiences of ancestry and pass this onto her ... echoes that pass through me ... through Ashley Marie ... to the heart of her heart ... Destiny Hope ... She who is creating new breaths of wonder and love ... arising from the ashes of the ancient ancestral yesterdays to bring new folds of love and experiences for generations to come ... For the doors to tomorrows are ever changing to create the doors to becoming who All are meant to Be ...
I am the daughter of parents ... who taught me the merits of meekness and humility ... and to find quiet strength with the threads of what is free to all mankind ... Imagination ... I am Sister to those who came to be sibling with me ... and to those who need me ... as family isn't always biological ... to lend each other strength ... and to be the catalyst when one is needed ...
I am a Soul Mate to those who have walked wth me through many journeys of Time and Space ... Who can ever begin to know what truly lives within my heart? Who can ever begin to hear the echoes of my heartbeat in the silent spaces that seem to be so quiet in times of loneliness? The answer lives within the presence of my Soul Mates ... Ones who have joined with me to develop bonds to stay together through many pathways of Time and Space ... within Love ... within Light ...
I am a Soul-friend through many journeys with James ... who accompanies me when I need aid ... friendship ... steadily providing me the necessary strength and compassion I need when Darkness attempts to fill spaces all around me ... thus reminding me that I have the strength and mercy within me to fulfill all my needs ... to become who I am to Be. With love ... with Light ... he hears the echoes of my heartbeat across vast distances ... and flies through vast spaces to quickly stand beside me when loneliness overwhelms me ... when I can no longer breathe to see who I really am. He is the apprentice who walks with me in my silent endeavors of Spirit and Light ... to learn other ways of knowing who one really is ... He is the teacher to teach me the lessons of companionship within solitary paths ... the steadfast friend when none other has the strength to be so ... He walks with me throughout countless paths that are of dedicated need to become who I am meant to be ... to remind me of who I have been within all the yesterdays ... fostering the memories of who I was ... of who I am ... to help guide me to keep my feet steadily onto the path of who I am meant to Be. I know with my companion ... my Soul-friend ... I will never be alone ...
I am a loyal, compassionate, and loving friend to all those who unconditionally have given me many moments of goodness, mercy, and happiness ... in this Time and Space as well as many times before ... Ones who have given to me gifts beyond what they can ever know ... to help me learn who I am ... and to grow in these times of learning with me to become cherished Souls that I know and am very happy and fulfilled to weave through Time and Space with ... with cherished memories that I hold deep in my Soul's heart ... always ...