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[Lips]On my own now[Crash]

†Open up your pretty little eyes and look around at the world you live in...Nothing seems to be wh

About Me


† I am very mature and for the most part always have been. I dont really like how my life has been lately, its been a total mess. Im scared that my transcripts wont be good enough for me to go to the college i want to go to. My boyfriend joined the guard today and now he is going to be leaving for 14 to 18 weeks and i already miss him the way it is so now i feel like im gunna fall apart with out him. My family life has been sucky lately i hardly see any of them and that is my fault but hey i should probably try to change that soon. I love my friends and if any one messes with them then they have to go through me. I dont care what people think or say about me all i ask is that you have the balls to say it to my face so maybe i wont hit you since you have balls to tell me in person. But other than that i am pretty easy to get along with im very stubborn and hot headed but hey what red head isnt?†
I dialed a number and got the following recording;"I am not available right now, but thank you for caring enough to call.I am making some changes in my life. Please leave a message after the beep.If I do not return your call, you are one of the changes.
what color rose does you soul have*PICS*

The black rose
Yours is the black rose you care for no one. If you do it's very few since you have been so hurt and heart broken. And have no God because no one can judge you but yourself stay the way you are because it's the only way that you will find happiness.
~About Me~
~Up-Close And Personal~
Name:: Britney
Birthdate:: 9-30-89
Height:: 5'4 maybe 5'5
Eye Color:: green/hazelish
Hair Color:: red
Shoe Size:: 9
Pets:: a cat (Mokes)
~Faves~
Food:: chicken
Soda:: mountian dew
Color:: orange
Candy:: gummi worms/bears
Animal:: wolf
School Subject:: chemistry
Singers/Bands:: anything metal
Songs:: cries of the past
Actors/Actresses:: adam sandler
Vacation Spot:: flordia
Ice Cream:: any kind w/snickers
Hobbies:: poetry n hangin out
Song To Rock Out To:: Lonely train
Can't Miss TV Show:: law n order
Sport:: football
Sports Team:: Colts n Bears
~Lasts~
Movie you saw at the theater:: talladega nights
Movie you rented:: tooth fairy
Song you listened to:: lips of an angel
Concert you went to & what you got:: OzzFest BABY!
Chapter book you read:: ummm cant memeber
Thing you ate:: cookie
Thing you drank:: water
Time you were on Myspace besides today:: ummmm last night
~This or That~
Jelly Beans or Jolly Ranchers:: jelly beans starburst kind lol
Movies or CDs:: movies
Scary Movies or Funny Movies:: scary
Pop Music or Rock Music:: rock
Blonde Hair or Brown Hair:: brown
Blue Eyes or Green Eyes:: green
Dogs or Cats:: dogs
Harry Potter or The Chronicles Of Narnia:: harry potter
The O.C. or One Tree Hill:: oc
Laguna Beach or The Hills:: the hills

My Interests

†Basically anything that gets me out of my house. I hate being home cause theres nothing to do. I love to write, and draw....I sing too. I also talk alot.†

What Flavor Ice Cream Are You

Vanilla
You Are Vanilla Ice Cream Your personality is anything but "vanilla" You're a risk taker, who's up for anything new. You go well with anyone and fit into any situation. You are most compatible with rocky road ice cream.

which of the Seven Heavenly Virtues are you?

Hope
Your Hope: Having hope for the better is a good trait unlike the counteracting sin which you oppose. Hope is -desire, belief, reliance, expectation, anticipation, wish, yearning.

I'd like to meet:

†Id like to meet Farva off of Supertroopers. I wanna meet Adam Sandler, Larry the Cable Guy, and Dale Jr. I am like so fasinated by eyeballs so sorry if my pictures like creep you out but I love em.†

What kind of Angel are you?((PICS))

Angel Of Hell Herself
You Are The Angel of Hell herself.You are evil,sly,immortal, and very intelligent.You hate the world and you know that only the devil exists.You want the world to come to an end because so many people sin and DESERVE TO PERISH AMONG YOUR ANGER! The world should be afraid and should hide under their bed in fear that you shall come for them soon.

What's your symbol?

Reversed Pentagram
Antichrist much? You are the Reversed Pentagram. You should get it tattoed between your shoulder blades like Matt Zane.....(go to google images and type in Matt Zane, the first picture shows it well.)

What sign of affection are you?

Arm around
You like let him be the more cuddle-y one, that way you don't feel like you're smothering him- perhaps? Or you just like to feel loved! You like to feel like you let him have his own space and he is normally the one who is going to make the move so you don't feel like your bugging him.

What Band's Symbol are You?

Led Zeppelin's Symbols
The symbols of Led Zeppelin represent you best. You are an individual and you are different from everyone else. You have friends but each of you have your own personality and don't copy how you act from eachother. You're awesome! There needs to be people more like you! You are stubburn and don't like to put up with other people's crap and you aren't the drama type of person, but you love attention.

Your Secret Guardian Fairy (W/Pics)

Fire
You guardian faerie is a fire fairy which feature both creation and destruction. They give the idea that with courage and imagination everything can be done. They send forth projective energy and dominate the element. No fire would be ignited without their intervention.

What will your dream guy be like? (hot guy pictures

the hottie
YOU LIKE THE HOT ONES!!! who could blame you... i know i'd go for those. nice teeth, GORGEOUS eyes, big hands, hangs wit the popular peeps... i like ur taste....

Music:

†Heavy Metal, ummm I listen to a little bit of everything though.†

What metaphysical terror are you?

Vengeful Ghost Stalker
Focused and disciplined, you don't let anything get in the way of you and your goals. One might even call your single-mindedness obsessive, but hey you're a ghost, what else are you going to do with your time?

What teen celebrity are you?

Avril
your a punk that cant quit smoking

How good are you at murdering?

Mass Murderer
Ummm.. you are... umm...OMG YOU SHOULD BE LOCKED AWAY!!!

Movies:

†I like horror and comedies....I dont really like chick flicks but I do watch some of them.†
What Old Superstition Are You?

Walking Under a Ladder
When a ladder is up against the wall, it forms a triangle.Many Christians believe in not violating the Holy Trinity; back in the day walking under a ladder would do just that. You must be in league with the devil! Ahhh! Burn on the cross, devil woman!!!
Which Gymnastics Skill Are You?

Arabesque Scale
You have a unique personality to you. You are not secluded, you are just not in with a lot of groups. You like working individually. It's not that you don't like company. You do, it's just that you work better by yourself. The Dream Starts Here!
What fruity flavor are you?

cherry
yummy! your fruity flavor is cherry. My most favorite fruit.
What is your guardian creature?
Tiger
You are very rambunxious and can stay still for too long. You are an athlete who is always looking for an adventure, but that adventurouse spirit gets you into alot of trouble when you run your mouth too much. Your guardian spirit has to work hard when you get yourself into a situation for acting stupid.
I totally love this picture just because I am the gory type of person. I totally don't care what others think n I totally think that whoever found this pic rocks cause it expresses how I feel inside.
What is your vampiric name?
Marion Shakespear
Known As:Cerridwen of The Crows Bio:Intelligent, knowing, wise and shrewd. She is a cunning master thief and makes good use of her abilities. This winged one is feared by many. seemingly innocent but is very dangerous to trust to well. age does not scar this face of beauty. she has the ability to use telepathy Descript:she wears a cloak. her hair is so brown it's almost black. her eyes are a peircing green and she has wings feathered black History:worked as an assassin under the king but stole some gold. was thought to have died for she was sentenced to death but escaped using somesort of cunning trick and still walks amoung them.
How long would you last in war?
Till the End

I am like obssessed with Orlanda Bloom he is so so so so so SHMEXY!!!!!!!!!!!

Television:

†Basically whatevers on MTV,TNT,Scfi,and FX.†
Which Energy Drink Are You?

Redline
Your all about going fast, and never looking back! In your mind, life ain't worth it if you can't be living at 120mph. This drinks so loaded its been taken off the shelves several times by the FDA, maybe you should chill a little bit to.

What Color Angel Are You

Red Angel
Your a red angel..this dosent mean anything.it stands for love and romance.your obsesed with the one you love and cant get your mind off them.


Bridge
U r completely bad ass, and arnt afraid to walk up to anything and slap it in the face.

Books:

†Something thats fun or mysterious, I really like murder and horror books because they go into such great detail about everything.†

What kind of personality do you have? **with beautiful faery pictures**

bad girl You like whips and weapons to seduce men to however deep you want them to be into you, Men are your toys, and you plan to use them as toys for as long as you want to...

What type of Fairy are you?! The good or bad!?(pics)

ShAdOw FaIrY
WoW! Your just too dark! Your the frim reaper!You like the more dark sides of things! You never really see the bright side! you tend to offend people or lose friends easily! you don't mean to make mistakes all the time it just kinda happens! You are usually the quiet one at the party. Like at school no one even remembers you name most of the time!

Heroes:

†I like Batman lol. Basically my parents and my friends.†
What Deadly Sin Are You?

Vanity
You may be alittle full of yourself, and some people may think your concieted...your either very egotistical or you just really love yourself...nothing wrong with that, but dont take it too far...it can get annoying :)
Which Singer Are You?

Jonathan Davis
Like Jonathan Davis, you are consumed with anger and hate. You'd rather scream about your problems in a blind-sided rage than shed a single tear. What ever pain you've suffered you channel it through aggression.
Who said angels dont cry??? Dont we all cry? But then again arent half the people livin today fallen angels?? Sometimes you just need to try to fix those broken wings so you can get back to where you belong.
which element controls you?(anime pix, gurlz only )

fire
You are fire!You have a bad temper and very few friends. you rarely think before you act. you are self-centered and lose control of your emotions easily.earth is your friend, air is your enemy

My Blog

An update on my life

So as of December 21, 2007 i am no longer living at my parents house that has been hell for me and all i can do is hope that God has plans for me and my life gets better and Thank you to those who hav...
Posted by [Lips]On my own now[Crash] on Sun, 30 Dec 2007 04:46:00 PST

I dunno what its called yet

Why is it that everytime you think you have it, it all fades so fast?? Everything that you have worked for your whole life is now just an empty box laying on the floor.... You can imagine the box bei...
Posted by [Lips]On my own now[Crash] on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 09:33:00 PST

Self Inflicted lyrics by Smile Empty Soul

"Self Inflicted"You see these cuts and bruisesIsn't this all so amusingI feel the emptiness of just a another day in hell (day in hell)My life is so confusingDo this to myself I'm losingGuess I'm only...
Posted by [Lips]On my own now[Crash] on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 06:36:00 PST

I totally like him and dunno why

I don't know why I like him....it's actually kinda weird cause he doesn't seem like my type.....he's shy which isn't a bad thing I'm just not sure what type of girls he likes cause he's so shy...........
Posted by [Lips]On my own now[Crash] on Sat, 30 Dec 2006 06:43:00 PST

Mesmerized

She was a bright green eyed girl, when youd look at her and those green eyes of hers would glisten with excitement...When youd talk to her about life shed be able to make you forget everything,after a...
Posted by [Lips]On my own now[Crash] on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 03:27:00 PST

The Healing Process

Who would have thought that girl would Go through so much pain   No matter how fine she acted, she knew deep Inside that she was suffering and it would End up killing her   She never let h...
Posted by [Lips]On my own now[Crash] on Wed, 02 Aug 2006 05:48:00 PST

I Blame Him

Just the slightest thought of you makes her want to die... She cries herself to sleep wondering how many times your willing to hurt her... All the times you said you lover her, she thinks to hersel...
Posted by [Lips]On my own now[Crash] on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 08:26:00 PST

Dieing

Her broken heart she has obtained is eating her insides... she cuts deep and over many times to try to release this cancerious pain... Every second she wishes there was some sort of cure for this ...
Posted by [Lips]On my own now[Crash] on Mon, 10 Jul 2006 08:20:00 PST

Jealousy

youve been there through thick n thin for her, youve listened to four years of her bull**** and never once complained...youve given her your advice when she needed it the most, youve been there for he...
Posted by [Lips]On my own now[Crash] on Sat, 06 May 2006 12:28:00 PST

I dunno

Her thoughts running wild, their out of her control... All the yelling, the screaming, the crying, the blade makes it all fade... what happens when it's no longer helpful? the pain will come once agai...
Posted by [Lips]On my own now[Crash] on Mon, 27 Mar 2006 03:47:00 PST