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About Me

i am shy until you get to know me. then my true colors come out and thats when i become entertaining and loving.i can be a complete goofball. i love making people laugh. laughing is one of my favorite things. i am one of the most honest, loyal, and caring chicks. i DONT have time for games with people. you either love me or you hate me. i have been through a lot and would rather not go through anymore. I LOVE, LIVE, AND FEEL MUSIC. without music i would probably be locked in a padded room going crazy!!i love good music and singing real loud in my car! who knows if you pull up next to me at a red light i just might sing to you!! be ready to rock!! besides music, cars are a passion. i love hondas and yes...deep down inside i have a special place for vws!! i have learned a lot in the past few years that i will carry with me for the rest of my life. i see it as long as you learn from your mistakes and dont do it again then lesson learned. i love my true friends, (vanessa, buddy (megan), bambi, sara and david) your support in my decisions means so much to me. thank you all so much for all your support over the years. i know sometimes its been tough dealing with me but thanks for never giving up!! you all mean the world to me! i am discovering so much more about life and how its supposed to be and its wonderful. facebook.com/white.trash2 and twitter.com/whitetrash2324 find me fools!!!

"SEEM TO STOP MY BREATH, MY HEAD ON YOUR CHEST WAITING TO CAVE IN, HEAR YOUR VOICE AGAIN, COULD REDEEM THE SUN AND WONDER WHERE WE'VE BEEN, MAYBE YOU AND ME, SO KISS ME LIKE YOU DID, MY HEART STOPPPED BEATING, IM MELTING IN YOUR EYES, I LOST MY PLACE, COULD STAY AWHILE AND IM MELTING IN YOUR EYES LIKE MY FIRST TIME THAT I CAUGHT FIRE, JUST STAY WITH ME, LAY WITH ME NOW, NEVER CAUGHT MY BREATH, EVERY SECOND IM WITHOUT YOU IM A MESS, TRUST THESE WORDS"


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i am very happy with who i have in my life right now. i have surrounded my self with great people!! facebook.com/white.trash2 and twitter.com/whitetrash2324 find me fools!!! CLOSE YOUR EYES AND LET ME LOVE YOU TO DEATH

I MEMORIZED ALL THE WORDS FOR YOU, BUT IF YOU ONLY KNEW HOW MUCH THATS JUST NOT LIKE ME. I WAIT UP LATE EVERY NIGHT JUST TO HEAR YOUR VOICE, BUT YOU DONT KNOW THATS NOTHING LIKE ME. YOU KNOW I WONDER HAVE YOU ALREADY FIGURED OUT, ALL THESE THINGS THAT I TRY TO HIDE, ALL THIS TIME IVE BEEN HOPING YOU DONT FIND OUT ALL THESE THINGS THAT I HIDE ON THE INSIDE. I CANT BE HELD RESPONSIBLE. THIS IS ALL SO NEW TO ME. JUST WHEN I THINK IM INVINCIBLE, YOU COME AND HAPPEN TO ME. I WANT TO MAKE SURE EVERYTHING IS PERFECT FOR YOU, BUT IF YOU ONLY KNEW THATS NOT LIKE ME TO FOLLOW THROUGH. MAYBE EVEN GIVE UP ON THESE DEAD END DREAMS JUST TO BE WITH YOU, BUT YOU DONT KNOW THATS NOTHING LIKE ME. HEY, YEAH, I WONDER HAVE YOU ALREADY FIGURED OUT ALL THESE THINGS THAT I TRY TO HIDE. ALL THIS TIME IVE BEEN HOPING YOU DONT FIND OUT ALL THESE THINGS I HIDE ON THE INSIDE. NOW IM WAKING UP, IVE FINALLY HAD ENOUGH OF THIS WRECK OF A LIFETIME, I NEVER THOUGHT ID SURVIVE IT. NOW IM TAKING BACK ALL I GAVE UP FOR THAT, LEAVE MY PAIN BEHIND, WASH THESE STAINS FROM MY LIFE. JUST WHEN I THOUGHT ALL WAS LOST, YOU CAME AND MADE IT ALL OKAY. I CANT BE HELD RESPONSIBLE. THIS IS ALL SO NEW TO ME. JUST WHEN I THINK IM INVINCIBLE, YOU COME AND HAPPEN TO ME. I MEMORIZED ALL THE WORDS FOR YOU, IF YOU ONLY KNEW HOW MUCH THATS JUST NOT LIKE ME.

My Blog

evil angel

I keep giving you chancesYou keep breaking my heartWish there was a wayWe could do it all over againAnd get back to the startI'm standing on the edgeYou keep trying to pull me inI keep dealing with th...
Posted by on Tue, 16 Jun 2009 16:09:00 GMT

tangled up in you

youre my worldthe shelter from the rainyoure the pillsthat take away my painyoure the lightthat helps me find my wayyoure the wordswhen i have nothing to sayin this worldwhere nothing else is truehere...
Posted by on Wed, 27 Aug 2008 22:12:00 GMT

i need your help with dealing with alzheimers

please if anyone out there knows what its like to deal with a loved one with alzheimers please let me know how to deal with it. my nana has this and it is so hard. i really could use some advise....
Posted by on Sun, 18 Nov 2007 16:26:00 GMT