BellaMayhem - ProfilesArchive

About Me

**I am very outgoing****I tell it like it is, no matter what.****Being real is # 1 in my book so if you can't handle that, dont even bother talking to me.** **I love to laugh, and i like to make people laugh****I love music.****I really like saying blunt things that shock people****I am conceited, but only because i love who i am.** **I will do anything for my family** *I consider my friends "family" so don't fuck with them either.****I like the color pink****I love the color black****I love shoes****I know i am tough, and that bothers people.****I could really care LESS what bothers people. haha****I can be shy** **I am a huge smart-ass****I love tattoos, *coffee in the morning, *music in general,*Hell coffee anytime.*Did i mention music??!! **I love anything adventurous, anything fast.****The sound of a motorcycle of any kind excites me.** *Big loud trucks *fast cars. *Muscle cars. **I love to fight.. box, kick-box.. :/ wrestle.****I have a hard time finding people who can handle me.****I want to be the first female UFC fighter.****I dont care what brand your shoes are, or how much your pants cost****I dislike people that spend other peoples money****I am independent****I have seen hell****I love sleeping next to someone.****I love shooting guns**(wow that combo sounds bad hehehe);)**I love Portland, OR.. My favorite city,****I love the ocean, lake superior and anything outdoors.****I love blue eyes.** **I like the smell of gasoline.****I take silly webcam pictures.****I am an original.****I am sweet****I am a bitch****I hate people that try to change me.****I am proud of where i came from****I hate the word "Whatever".****I am extremely indecisive when it comes to little things.****I am one of the guys.****I am a LITTLE girly.. (little)** **I am a little bit of everything****I am ME**
Cattell's 16 Factor Test Results

Warmth |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Intellect |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Emotional Stability ||||||||| 30%
Aggressiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Liveliness ||||||||||||||||||||| 66%
Dutifulness |||||||||||| 34%
Social Assertiveness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sensitivity ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Paranoia |||||||||||||||||| 58%
Abstractness |||||||||||||||||||||||||||| 82%
Introversion |||||||||||||||||| 54%
Anxiety |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Openmindedness |||||||||||||||||||||||| 74%
Independence ||||||||||||||| 42%
Perfectionism ||||||||||||||||||||| 70%
Tension |||||||||||||||||| 54% Take Cattell 16 Factor Test (similar to 16pf)
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My Interests

Hanging out with my friends and family. Snowboarding, dancing, working out, listening to music, watching UFC (Ultimate Fighting Championship), Fighting..lol. Boxing, kickboxing, straight up brawlin'! I like to cook. I am looking forward to going to school for Criminal justice.. I am a pretty "well rounded" person. I love the outdoors, anything to do with Trucks, cars, bikes, 4-wheelers, i am down, i love getting muddy and having a good time! I would like to be able to say someday that i've "tried everything once".
Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||||||||||||| 62%
Schizoid |||||||||||| 42%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||| 66%
Antisocial |||||||||||||||| 70%
Borderline |||||||||||||||| 66%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 62%
Narcissistic |||||||||||||||| 62%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 66%
Dependent |||||||||||| 50%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||||||||| 66% Take Free Personality Disorder Test
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I'd like to meet:

Maynard James Keenan, Danny Carey, Adam Jones, TOOL in general,...Jimi Hendrix..(If he was alive), Brandon Boyd from "Incubus", Jason "Mayhem" Miller.. cuz im a muthafuckin' "mayhem monkey" bitches and that boy can kick some ass!!...,
What Your Soul Really Looks Like
You are quite expressive and thoughtful. You see the world in a way that others are blind to.

You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds.

You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.

Your near future is likely to be filled with great successes and accomplishments. You just need to figure out how to get there.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

Music:

~TOOL~ ~D n'B~ ~Deftones~ ~Flogging Molly~ ~Rancid~ ~Social Distortion~ ~The postal service~ ~Bullet for my valentine~ ~In flames~ ~Damian Marley~ ~Common~ ~Method Man~ ~Jurassic 5~ ~Dystopia~ ~Paul Oakenfold~ ~Beastie Boys~ ~The Chemical Brothers~ ~NHOI~ ~Killswitch Engage~ ~Soul fly~ ~Slipknot~ ~Weezer~ ~Ween~ ~Kenna~ ~A Perfect Circle~ ~Radiohead~ ~36 Crazyfists~ ~Mudvayne~ ~And The Sky Went Red~ ~Lostprophets~ ~My Chemical Romance~ ~Gorillaz~ ~Atmosphere~ ~Yellowcard~ ~Dropkick Murphys~ ~Greenday~ ~Q Lazzarus~ ~Red Hot Chili Peppers~ ~Pearl Jam~ ~ISIS~ ~Incubus~ ~Linkin Park~ ~underOATH~ ~Atreyu~ ~AFI~ ~MSI~ ~cKy~ ~HIM~ ~System Of A Down~ ~Disturbed~ ~Norma Jean~ ~Avenged Sevenfold~ ~311~ ~Korn~ ~The Misfits~ ~Sublime~ ~Primus~ ~Guns n' Roses~ ~Poison~ ~Johnny Cash~ ~Elvis~ ~Primus~ ~Nirvava~ ~Rob Zombie~ ~T.I.~ ~Young Dro~ ~50 Cent~ ~Kelis~ ~Daddy Yankee~ ~Staind~ ~The Mars Volta~ ~Rage Against the Machine~ ~Audioslave~ ~Powerman 5000~ ~Pantera~ ~Sevendust~ ~As I lay Dying~ ~Slayer~ ~Chiodos~ ~Hed PE~ ~GWAR~ ~Hollywood undead~ ~Nothingface~ ~Sepultura~ ~DJ Shadow~ ~Dj Kenny F~ ~Lamb of God~ ~Desdinova~ ~Sylva~ ~Sah~ ~OTEP~ ~HATEBREED~ ~Your mom~ ~Lords of Acid~ ~Jack Johnson~ ~Meshuggah~ ~Acid Bath~ ~Metallica~ ~Outkast~ ~Blink 182~ ~Kottonmouth Kings~ ~Alkaline trio~ ~The Ramones~ ~Rancid~ ~Tupac~And the list goes on and on... You get the idea, i listen to everything..
Freudian Inventory Results
Oral (36%) you appear to be stubbornly and irrationally against receiving help even when it might be the more intelligent option.
Anal (26%) you appear to be overly lacking in self control and organization, and possibly have a compulsive need to defy authority. If you are too scatterbrained, you will not develop much as a person as you will habitually switch paths before you ever learn anything.
Phallic (60%) you appear to have a good balance of sexual awareness and sexual composure.
Latency (53%) you appear to have a good balance of abstract knowledge seeking and practicality, dealing with real world responsibilities while still cultivating your abstract and creative faculties and interests.
Genital (50%) you appear to be somewhere between a progressive/openminded and regressive/closeminded outlook on life.
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Movies:

I like all kind of movies.. To name a few, Natural Born Killers, House Of A Thousand Corpses, Walk The Line, White Chicks (funny Shit!!), Top Gun, Things to do in Denver when your dead..Young guns, The ringer,... Too many to name.. Kill Bill..1&2...Gansta movies... The Godfather, Boondock Saints..(My absolute favorite movie) etc... Anything that makes me laugh my ass off....!!

Television:

I don't watch too much TV.. but, I am a "Friends" addict. Nothing funnier than that!!!!! The Ultimate Fighter, UFC, MMA, Boxing, Kickboxing.. Anything to do with fighting!!..My boyfriend got me hooked on "lost" and "Prison break".. Other than that.. not too much i watch regularly, besides the news. And of course.. MY PISTONS KICKIN ASS!!

Books:

Anything that i can get my hands on that looks interesting. If i like it, i wont put it down! I recently read "A Million Little Pieces", and "The Voice Of Knowlege".

Heroes:

My father. He is the strongest person i know. And, my two amazing sisters, we have been through sooo much together, i wouldn't be alive today of it weren't for them. My best friend, Shannon, the best mother there is, she is the reason that i want children and the person who showed me that i will actually be a good mother someday. Nothing in this world is more challenging than being a parent and she does it almost effortlessly.You will be with me always R.I.P. Ralph 2-9-04, NOAH 7-3-04, Aaron Winslow 9-19-05

My Blog

It's been awhile..

Since i have blogged. haha. With no more computer, i haven't really had the urge, or the means.. so..New things in the life of Angel!!:I have really made some kick ass friends here in Marquette. I hav...
Posted by ((BellaMayhem)) on Wed, 17 Jan 2007 09:51:00 PST

This isn't me.

Ok so, i havent always been the MOST confident person in the world, but i am usually pretty damn confident. I know im not completely hideous, and i think i am a pretty cool chic for the most part haha...
Posted by ((BellaMayhem)) on Fri, 05 Jan 2007 05:37:00 PST

I have decided.

I am not drinking anymore. At least not for a long, long while. It makes me a different person, it makes me think stupid things and it makes me mean to the people i care about the most..yes, yes, i am...
Posted by ((BellaMayhem)) on Thu, 04 Jan 2007 12:18:00 PST

New year..

So, last year was.. interesting. I am kind of glad it is over. I met a lot of new people and made quite a really great new friends. But i also dealt with a lot of hardships and drama. This year, is go...
Posted by ((BellaMayhem)) on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 06:35:00 PST

Made my day...

Well first of all.. waking up and getting to play with my favorite baby in the world.. "the lil' Jedi" OF COURSE!! Feeding her a banana while she sits all itto and adorable on my lap watching friends...
Posted by ((BellaMayhem)) on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 10:34:00 PST

The begininng...

Clutter is bad. Today i got rid of a lot of the clutter in my life. It feels good to get rid of the old stuff; the things that aren't really of much use anymore and make room for the new! Now i guess ...
Posted by ((BellaMayhem)) on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 05:52:00 PST

And the day came when the risk to remain tight in a bud was more painful than the risk to bloom

*Knowing someone so well that you can finish eachothers sentences.*Being able to look at someone, not even say anything, and get them to smile.*Having wrestling matches . *Sleeping in the arms of some...
Posted by ((BellaMayhem)) on Sun, 03 Dec 2006 06:43:00 PST

Something Of Value

All that I need to hear from you something of value but something untrue All that I wished that I'd find within you... See how what she wanted and she needed Tore it all down in the end Some how lik...
Posted by ((BellaMayhem)) on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 04:35:00 PST

SIGH

**Anger makes you smaller, while forgiveness forces you to grow beyond what you were.****Anger at lies lasts forever. Anger at truth can't last.****Anger is a signal, and one worth listening to.****Ne...
Posted by ((BellaMayhem)) on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 01:32:00 PST

Truth is truth

There is always some madness in love. But there is also always some reason in madnessLove is the difficult realization that something other than oneself is real.One must not lose desires. They are mig...
Posted by ((BellaMayhem)) on Sat, 18 Nov 2006 08:30:00 PST