A Quote by Chuck Palahniuk that sums up my life...
"My life may be little and boring, but at least its mine--not some assembly line, secondhanded,hand-me-down life."
About me?
Hmmm.....
Do you really care?
I guess I could give you some small uninformative details that couldn't be used against me.
The things I like, The things I don't like The people I love & why...
What is an appropriate thing to fill in this space?
I could tell you about my life. I could go through my day in moderate to extreme detail...
I could Begin at 7 & end at midnight and chance losing any audience that I might have hooked up till now...
Yes, My life is that boring at times.
I could Go through my life, beginning with that silly first memory that I hang on to as a reference point for the start of all my inner monologue.
I could go through the years highlighting small important parts in each... & doing this I would either risk telling you things that are none of your business or could be used against me.
Of course...
That might be better than losing my audience. Which I am sure is a bigger risk.
I could tell you a list of my fears. (& that as well could be used against me by some sadistic online stalker).
My hopes, dreams, confessions. A tearful regret. A short paragraph about the best thing I have accomplished in my life.
I could drop some of my aggressively debated opinions on you to keep you pondering my mental health all day.
I could mention my status & orientation. But then I'd deal with the inevitable e-mails that would follow, questioning it.
Questioning me. Questioning my reasons & motives for being that way.
There are always the old stand-byes... My favorite quotes... lines from movies. My favorite season... heh. (you don't want to miss out on that important information)
I have managed to write all this & not tell you anything.
If you read this all you deserve a little I suppose... A bit of trivia from all parts of my life... Some from the morning I have already...
Some from the year I was 5...
Some from what I remember about being 14, some from last year...
A fear or two, a hope for the future & a phrase.
A small ode to the ones I love...
A secret shameful confession...
A peek at my status & maybe even my orientation. Followed by one or two motives.
A splash of old stand-byes..
A pinch of my opinions...
...........
I have had a morning that is unremarkable in all ways you could look at it...
When I was five I almost died...
14 I was more trouble than any kid is worth & I am glad my memories of it are foggy or missing
Last year was one of my best & worst years ever...
I fear koala bears, kangaroos & the duck billed platypus
I want to raise my son to be an honorable man
If I mess up raising him, nothing else that I do matters...
I owe my life to my mother (in more than one way),
I deeply love my auntie & my grandma.
I miss my sisters after ONE SINGLE day of not seeing them...
I love bubblegum bubble yum ice cream & hot chocolate with too much powder & marshmallows.
I bite the fingernails of my right hand when I am nervous
I'm crazy about my cat...I've been known to appreciate a little from each gender...
I figure you only live once, you should try everything twice...
Favorite color is violet. I like mint tea.
I believe that the never ending search for outer beauty is unsettling & a waste of time.
And that maybe we as human beings are the worst virus there has been or will ever be.
I also believe that the world will end in year 2061 & that money is the root of all evil.
That T.V is the opiate of the masses & that music is a language of the heart...
I hope that this "about me" gave you insight. If you held on until now...
Thanks for giving a damn & have a good day
Don't Label Me
!ALL_ABOUT_ME!
*BASICS*
NAME:: You know me as Liv or Pav
AGE:: 24
BIRTHDAY:: July 22nd
BIRTHPLACE:: Spokane, Wa
CURRENT LOCATION:: Around... here & there
HERITAGE:: Native American & German
EYE COLOR:: Blue
HAIR COLOR:: Currently? Red. But it's been blond, Brown, Dark blond, black, blue, pink, nearly white & greenish
HEIGHT:: about 5'5
PIERCINGS:: Ears & nips... used to be more & might be again
TATTOOS:: Deuce
WHAT COLOGNE/PERFUME DO U WEAR:: Bijan
*FAVORITES*
COLOR:: Violet
MUSIC:: Rock, Reggae, Classic Rock, Metal, Alternative. Almost anything a little
SPORT:: Hockey!!!!
HOLIDAY:: St.Patty's Day
FOOD:: Italian Mexican Chinese American haha the edible kind
*THIS OR THAT*
HUGS OR KISSES:: Both!
PEPSI OR COKE:: Coke. It's where it's at
MCDONALDS OR BURGER KING:: Niether, thanks
CHOCOLATE OR VANILLA:: Strawberry
LOVER OR FIGHTER:: Both, all at once
FRIENDS OR FAMILY:: Both. who wants to choose?
LOVE OR MONEY:: All you need is love
LISTEN TO SOMEONE TALK OR TALKING:: Listen, it's so fascinating to listen to someone talk about themselves
PERSONALITY OR LOOKS:: Personality. nice if there is both
*IN A GUY/GIRL*
EYE COLOR:: I guess really dark or really light
HAIR COLOR:: Dark, I guess
SHORT OR LONG HAIR:: Shorter
HEIGHT:: A little taller than me, maybe
STYLE:: Their very own style
PIERCINGS OR TATTOOS:: Both. Love 'em
HOT OR CUTE:: Cute. Hotties are assholes
*FRIENDS*
WHOS UR BEST FRIEND:: Chessy
WHOS THE LOUDEST:: Elizabeth
WHO HAVE U KNOWN LONGEST:: My sisters
WHOS THE SHYEST:: Hmm Rachel
COOLEST FRIEND:: Matty
PRETTIEST FRIEND:: Poppet or Kat
WEIRDEST FRIEND:: Poppet for sure
*LOVE*
ARE U IN LOVE:: Hmmm
IF UR NOT IN LOVE NOW, HAVE U EVER BEEN:: I think so, yeah.
DO U BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT:: I believe in LUST at first sight
LONGEST RELATIONSHIP:: 9 years almost
WOULD U GO OUT WITH SOMEONE JUST FOR THEIR MONEY:: Naw
DO U GO ON "PITY DATES":: I have, yes
KISS ON THE FIRST DATE:: Maybe
SEX ON THE FIRST DATE:: Maybe not
EVER CHEATED ON A B/F OR G/F? BE HONEST:: Yeah, & I've never been so drunk or felt so bad in all my life
*RANDOM QUESTIONS*
DO U DO DRUGS:: Not anymore
DO U DRINK:: I wish I could but I can't anymore
DO U WANT TO GET MARRIED:: NO!
DO U WANT TO HAVE KIDS:: I do
DO U BELIEVE IN URSELF:: Kinda sorta
DO U THINK UR ATTRACTIVE:: So-So
WHAT STAR/CELEBRITY DO MOST PEOPLE SAY U RESEMBLE:: Oh gawd... Drew & Julia Styles. Joss Stone
WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE U SAW IN THE THEATER? WAS IT GOOD:: I saw Forbidden Kingdom with Heath, it was AWSOME!!!
CAN U HANDLE THE TRUTH:: Yeah
BIGGEST WEAKNESS:: My son chocolate
BIGGEST FEAR:: Midgets, & that is no lie
MOST MISSED MEMORY:: Um... being married
FIRST THOUGHT WAKING UP:: SEX! or GOTTA PEE! or MORE SLEEP!
IF U DONT RECOGNIZE THE NUMBER ON UR CALLER ID, DO U ANSWER:: Nope
HOW DO U WANT TO DIE:: I don't. I want to live forever
DO U GET ALONG WITH UR PARENTS:: Nope
DO U SWEAR:: Occationally, when the occation calls for it
NUMBER OF PAST THINGS U REGRET:: I try not to waste my time with that
HOW DO YOU WANT TO DIE:: This was asked already
WHAT TIME IS IT:: 442 pm
The good , the bad & the ugly - A survey of your life
* So basically.. *
Name?: Sigh... Liv
Age?: 24
Sex?: Female
Birth Date?: July 22nd
Hair Color?: Red
Eye Color?: Blue
Height?: 5'5
Weight?: Sporadic
Body Type?: Average these days
Piercings?: A few
Tattoos?: A few
What are you wearing right now?: Clothing
What is your hairstyle at the moment?: Down over my shoulders, mussed
* Favorites *
Soda?: Orange, Dew & Mello Yello
Food?: Edible kinds
Drinks?: Cran/Sprite
Alcoholic drink?: It's called a "Hard Spanking"
Time of day?: Evening
Season?: Fall
Day of the week?: Friday
Song at the moment?: "I Miss You" Blink 182
Band/artist?: Tool. Always. Next up would be Sublime, NIN, A Perfect Circle & Staind
Book?: Haunted, Survivor, Naked Lunch, Brain Droppings & an Underground Education
Subject in school?: English,Language Arts, Creative Writing & Art
Place in the USA?: Here, 50 years ago
Place outside the USA?: Shark Bay, Austrailia
Color?: Violet
Style of clothes?: Casual, bohemian, kinda hippyish sometimes
Store?: Hot Topic
Mall?: I'd rather be shot than go to any mall deliberately
City?: Nelson
Website?: Myspace, Project Playlist, Wikipedia, Onelook.com, Poetry.com, You Tube, RedTube, Chickipedia, AllSp.com, LOLCATS.com, Break.com... heh
Magazine?: Anything juicy & full of lies
Kind of pet?: Cat
* Worst *
Place to be?: In the back of a cop car, & I don't mean when they give ya a lift home from the bar. I mean the bad bad kind. Where you're in trouble & about to be fuct by the long dick of the law
Class in school?: Math
Time of day?: Early
Season?: Winter
Kind of pet?: Kangaroo, Koala or Duck Billed Platypus
Drink?: V8
Food?: Thai or Indian
Mall?: I hate them all in general
Store?: Lowes or Home Depot
Style of clothes?: Preppy
Celebrity?: Paris
Color?: ORANGE
Book?: Home Bound, had to read it in highschool & I hated every minute of it
Type of music?: Opera
Website?: Online Gift Rewards, they won't leave me alone
Magazine?: Health and Fitness
* Daily Life *
When do you get up?: When I feel like it
What is your first thought?: Did this before
What do you do first?: Stretch
What is your usual outfit?: Clothes. That cover my boobs & butt ideally
What is your first class of the day?: Sleeping till 10, then, there's food foraging 101... next comes advanced showering ...
When does school end?: For me? Lol
Do you see your friends?: When I can :)
What do you do when you get home?: Providing that I ever left... the same thing as I did before I went elsewhere
What time do you go to bed?: Whenever
* Do you... *
Brush your teeth daily?: Yup
Brush your hair daily?: Yup
Shower daily?: Yup
Sing?: Not when anyone else is around
Dance?: Once in a while if I've had a drink or 6
Party?: Naw, not hardly at all
Get drunk?: Rarely
Have sex?: Do cows moo?
Read books?: As much as I can, wish I did as much as I used too
Listen to music a lot?: As much as I can
Read magazines?: Sometimes, when I am bored out of my gord & it's the only option
Go online a lot?: Yeah, I guess
Have a religion?: Yeah, sorta
Have an iPod?: NO
Want an iPod?: NO
Have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: MYOB
Play mind games?: I try to never do that crap
Get sick a lot?: In this crappy season, yeah
Watch TV?: Hardly ever
Like MTV?: Not really
Like VH1?: About as much as MTV
Like the History Channel?: Yeah!
Have digital cable?: Affirmative
Have more than 500 channels on your TV?: Um... I'll have to check
Listen to the radio?: Sirius
Still use your CD player?: Come to think of it, no...
Stalk people?: Lol, only slightly, only slightly
Have more than 200 buddies in your buddy list?: Nope, I have trouble not neglecting the ones I have
Have dial-up internet?: Heck no, does anyone still have dial up?
Have AOL?: That would be a big "NO!"/td>
Know HTML?: Yeah, enough
Have a GPA higher than 3.9?: Even better than that, 6.9! Woot
Do well in honors classes?: Dammit! Are these only made with youngsters in mind or what?
* Music *
Do you listen to rap?: Sometimes, but I make fun of most of it
R&B?: Sometimes
Blues and/or Jazz?: Oui
Classical?: Yeah, not as much as a should though
Pop?: Occationally, but not intentionally
Country?: Rarely
Emo/Screamo?: Only every moment of every day!
Heavy Metal?: Yeah
Christian?: Yup, thanks to my mother
Techno?: A little, thanks to my brother
Reggae?: Yeah
Broadway Musical Songs?: Yeah
Oldies?: Sometimes
* In a boyfriend/girlfriend *
Hair color?: Dark
Eye color?: Light
Tattoos?: Yup, the more the merrier
Piercings?: Yup
Favorite Music?: Same as mine
Style of clothing?: Same as mine
Body type?: Any
Personality or looks?: Both, Please
Does size matter?: It's not the size of the boat it's the motion in the ocean, but at the same time you can't get to England in a dingie
Kiss on the first date?: Maybe
Sex on the first date?: Maybe not
* Right Now *
Do you think you look good right now?: NO!
Are you eating something?: No
Are you drinking something?: Yeah, Pepsi
Are you IMing anyone?: Nope, it's too late
Are you talking on the phone with someone?: Nope, I hate to talk on the phone
Are you talking face-to-face with someone?: Nope
What are you listening to?: My playlists
What are you watching on TV?: Nothing
What other websites do you have open?: Myspace, Project Playlist, Wikipedia
* What do you believe? *
Do you believe in ghosts?: Absolutely
The afterlife?: Of Course
Aliens?: For sure
God?: YES
The devil?: Yup, you would too if you had ever met my ex's
Heaven?: Oh yeah
Hell?: Yup
Scientology?: Nope
Hinduism?: Partially
Buddhism?: Partially
Christianity?: I was raised too...
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I Am 32 Flavors and then Some
I Want the world in a nutshell, world domination
I Have riches comparable to Bill Gates if you count the things in life that really matter
I Wish We could all just get along
I Hate Warm Tuna, The Duck Billed Platypus and annoying commercials on radio or T.V
I Fear What is stated above and Midgets
I Hear Wah wah wa wa wha wha ... i.e - Blah Blah Blahty Blah Blah
I Search The faces in the crowd...
I Wonder If she thinks of me...
I Regret Those things I'll never say out loud
I Love So many things
I Ache For Him, I ache for her... always
I Always Beat myself up worse than any one else possibly could
I Usually End up making an ass of myself
I Am Not All there... if you know what I mean
I Dance When I'm drunk
I Sing In the shower and in the car
I Never will let myself hate again
I Rarely Go a day without thinking of them
I Cry almost everyday
I Am Not Always As thoughtful as I should be
I Lose more than I win
I'm Confused About a lot of things
I Need Him and Her
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