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IAN IS FUCKIN BACK

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About Me

Im 18 and i live in Gardner KS, I dont give two shits and a fuck what you thank, say, or what you opinion is about me. Every day I wake up i become more and more what i want to be. I am very happy go lucky and I like to look for the good in everyone i meet but most of the time I see the rotten core of there soul. I hate when people see me and thank that I am shit just becuase of how I look and dress, they never look at the man inside of the beast that I am. I have troubal sleeping at night because I thank to much about every thing in my life and the events in the world. If you want to get to know me, go right ahead and try. You will like me intell you 1. see me pissed off or 2. see me depressed, even my friends hate me when im like that. But all in all the one thing that I'm proud of is the fact that I am a punk, I stand for what I belive in and I fight for what I thank is right, I have alot to say about alot of things and I will share them when the time is right.WATCH THIS VIDEO 5:35 I'M IN IT Header Banner Made with MyBannerMaker.com! Click here to make your own!

My Interests

I like listening to music, almost anykind, I injoy haning out with my friends and drinks some PBR, I like drawing just sitting down for hours with a pen and paper to see what I can make weather it sucks or kicks ass I just injoy it. I like reading, I can only read a book if I like it in the 1st ten pages. I also like going to shows, just hanging out and listen to bands spiting there words in to the ears of the youth. I just like feeling the music and letting it take me over while I push around around with a bunch of sweating, smeely, good for nothing punks.

I'd like to meet:

There are many people I would like to meet, 1st off I would have liked to meet Karl Marx, he truly understood what it was like to be damned for you veiws, his words have touched millons and he is a great man. 2nd I wish I would have got to meet Joe Strummer he is my greatest hero. When i hear any thing he has done, wheather it be The Clash, The 101ers i just feel touched. He truely is a great man he changed so many peoples lives with only his words and touched millions with his actions. There are many more people that i would like to meet but I just do not want to go in to all of them.

Music:

I like punk, almost any kind from street, crust, and Oi. But I will never limit my self to one kind of music. I very much injoy old music, back from the 40's and 50's. I love siting down and hearing some psychobilly or even some ska. I can listen to anyting but new country, if you give me some country form back in the day and I will rock out.

Movies:

Boodock Saints, Lock Stock and Two smokin Barrles, Clockwork Orange, Coffie and Ciggetes, Cinderella Man, Suicid Kings, and the list does not stop I can not name every movie that I love. As long as the movie has good story I will like it, but even if the acting suck and the filming is bad i could like it.

Television:

FUCK T.V. it is makeing kid thank there not as good as they are. They thank the have to be skinny or buff to fit in, but they don't have to look like some dumbass rapper to be a good person. They can be what ever they want they don't have to be what the norm is, as long as there happy.

Books:

Choke, Fight Club, Clockwork Orange, Erigon, I am the Cheese, As I lay Dieing [the book, fuck the band], most comic books I love, as long as I can get in to it I will read almost anything.

Heroes:

Joe Strummer, What eles can I say he's the only hero anyone needs.

My Blog

Everything is slowly turning to shit.

I can't fucking take it anymore, I want to do something with my life, I can't take just sitting around and hoping something happens, I mean what the fuck, I'm just tied of the same old shit day after ...
Posted by IAN IS FUCKIN BACK on Tue, 10 Jul 2007 10:52:00 PST

Ladys, Life, Shows, and Sex Slaves

So tonight I did what i always do befor i make a blog, i thank to much. I'm sitting in my room mates room on his computer with a millon thoughts in my head driveing me crazy. First off, why do i fall ...
Posted by IAN IS FUCKIN BACK on Sat, 28 Apr 2007 11:55:00 PST

Fuck this city, fuck this life, fuck everything that i hate

Another day, another fucking mistake. So last night i got to thanking about everything, and its another  confuseing fucking time. All i want to do is get out, but i cant im traped in this shitty ...
Posted by IAN IS FUCKIN BACK on Sat, 16 Dec 2006 12:01:00 PST

Have you ever been so mad you wanted to he Jessus

Well tonigh was more eventful then i hoped it would have been. Talked to Jeff and Brit about there shit, hung out this Robbie and filled out a police roport. I am very counfused right now on alot of t...
Posted by IAN IS FUCKIN BACK on Fri, 13 Oct 2006 10:04:00 PST

IAN FTL

So i took Jess out to eat last night, good fun. then i helped her make a D&D chariter shes such a noob, halfling hahahahaha. anyway after jess i went to D&D 2 and a half hours late, but they d...
Posted by IAN IS FUCKIN BACK on Tue, 13 Jun 2006 07:59:00 PST

Shocking news

So i got some pretty shocking news today, Jess still thinks about Nick, I didnt like it, But thats ok, She couldnt have done anything to prevent it. I hope this all turns out good becuse i dont want h...
Posted by IAN IS FUCKIN BACK on Mon, 12 Jun 2006 02:00:00 PST

JESS FTW

well, tonight and last night were fuckin wonderful, last night i took jess to see the omen and then i got up the balls to ask her out, the answere was YES. Well then tonight and this moring i was a he...
Posted by IAN IS FUCKIN BACK on Sun, 11 Jun 2006 04:55:00 PST

my A game

well things dont relly suck any more, its supriseing how that could change in a day. but my unamed lady has a name now, it jess, if you dont know her then shut the fuck up. she rule alot and im happye...
Posted by IAN IS FUCKIN BACK on Wed, 07 Jun 2006 11:57:00 PST

gettin there

well things still kind of suck, but theres a lady ive been talkin to shes relly fuckin cool (she maken me feel GREAT) i cant give details as of now, but i hope i can soon, well thats about it for now....
Posted by IAN IS FUCKIN BACK on Tue, 06 Jun 2006 10:35:00 PST

FUCK my head part II

FUCK, my head is fucking with me and I DONT KNOW WHY, i just want to make it fuckin stop more then meets the eye ian p.s. im falling for someone that i shouldnt be falling for
Posted by IAN IS FUCKIN BACK on Sun, 04 Jun 2006 10:47:00 PST