A little social seclusion..

About Me

...My name is Sebastian
I have no middle name so do not ask.
Some people call me Sebo, to others I am Bash.. call me what you wish.
I love the arts, especially musical and performing.
I've written several small plays and plan on writing more and perfecting the ones I have.
I've got some fucked up ideas, some of which I've already begun exploring and writing down. One day, some of my books will be on New York Times best sellers list.
You just watch.
I write alot of poetry, most of which I tend to keep to myself, unless people wish to see it.
Or unless I want to post it.
I've heard it's good though.. maybe if you're lucky I'll let you form your own opinion.
I am a hopeless romantic.
I am also usually somewhat blunt, and am at times reserved.
To people who know me well, I guess I come off as being a crazy bastard, while to others I am uninteresting and tame.
I have alot of aspirations and dreams, and usually no idea where to start or how, so I play things by ear.
I'm generally an openminded person and like daring myself.
I know what I like and what I don't like, but I am interested in trying new things as well as old things that are presented a new way.
I don't agree with preconceptions because every experience is different and should be looked at that way.
And that's me currently in a nutshell.

My Interests

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion |||||||||| 40%
Stability |||||||||||||||| 63%
Orderliness |||||||||| 36%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||| 63%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||| 70%
Intellectual |||||||||||||| 56%
Mystical |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Artistic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Religious |||||||||||||||| 70%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||| 70%
Materialism |||||||||||| 43%
Narcissism |||||||||||| 50%
Adventurousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Work ethic |||||| 23%
Self absorbed |||||||||| 36%
Conflict seeking |||||||||||||||| 63%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||| 56%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Avoidant |||||||||| 36%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth |||||| 30%
Dependency |||||| 30%
Change averse |||||||||||| 50%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||| 56%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Sexuality |||||||||||||||| 70%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical security |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Physical Fitness || 10%
Histrionic |||||||||||| 50%
Paranoia |||| 16%
Vanity |||||||||||| 50%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Female cliche |||||||||||||||| 70% Take Free Advanced Global Personality Test
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Eyes
The Moon & the Stars
Sunsets affected by pollution
Personal expression
The Cheshire Cat
Lewis Carroll
The mind of Tim Burton
The mind of Albert Einstein
Parkour and Freerunning
Ju Jitsu
In all we could have done And all that could have been
Philosophy and quotes
Writing (Poetry, prose, tales, plays)
W.B. Yeats
Nature
Vampyres and immortality
Spirituality & magick
Dark neopaganism
The Goth/Dark Punk Subculture
Death
Sex
Politics
Religion
The tie between politics and religion
World War II
September 11th 2001
The Medieval Inquisition & The Salem Witch Trials
Tattoos & piercings
Creating ideas for new tattoos of mine
Openmindedness, and the desire/ability to push one's own limits to learn.
Johnny The Homicidal Maniac
Romanticism
Fantasy & Sci-Fi
DND
Exotic animals/pets
Dictators & Totalitarian Governments
Fascism
Singing
Piano
Playing music
Performing and Theatre Arts
Writing and directing plays
Balance, Zen & Tao
Graveyards
Memories
The subconcious mind
Learning and experiencing new things

I'd like to meet:

Johnen Vasquez
Adolf Hitler
Tim Burton
Albert Einsteins brain
Shaq's basketball
Quentin Tarentino
Marilyn Manson
The Dro
Godzilla
that Josh kid from Nazareth
Frank The Bunny
Jigsaw
someone with leprosy OR every std known to man (it has to be one or the other, not both)
Noam Chomsky
Regis Philbin
Trent Reznor
an angry russian holding pizza and a smily pin

Music:

Mostly Goth, Industrial, Metal, EBM/Darkwave, Grunge/Punk/Ska, Psycho/Gothabilly, some classic rock, and a bit of everything from here, there and in between. There are some things from various other genres that I like as well as some things I don't like, but here are some bands that I love listening to.

The Birthday Massacre
A Fire Inside
Cradle of Filth
Jack Off Jill
Nine Inch Nails
Deadstar Assembly
Stolen Babies
Rob Zombie
Scarling
Combichrist
Misfts
Linkin Park
John 5
Eminem
Columbine
The Start
Shane L Koyczan (and Tons Of Fun University)
Stabbing Westward
Neverending White Lights
Opeth
Poets of the Fall
Velvet Acid Christ
The Streets
Tiger Army
Neverending White Lights
Opeth
A Perfect Circle
Poets of the Fall
Velvet Acid Christ
Blind Melon
Everlast
Johnny Cash
Green Day
Tool
Skinny Puppy
HIM
Skid Row
Marilyn Manson
Murderdolls
Otep
Placebo
Slipknot
Smashing Pumpkins
Suicide Commando
Siouxie and the Banshees
Rocky Horror

Movies:

Anything by Tim Burton
Anything with Johnny Depp (refer to the first on this list)
Donnie Darko

Tattoo I'm getting on my arm

Silent Hill
Interview With The Vampire
Ginger Snaps//2
The Lost Boys
Dracula(1992)
Requiem For A Dream
Saw//2//3
The Crow (The first one, none of the shitty ones; Brandon Lee is amazing)
Powder
The Machinist
The Pianist
Metal: A Headbanger's Journey
SLC Punk
Labyrinth
Legend
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
The Notebook
A Clockwork Orange
The Rocky Horror Picture Show

Television:

In Katimavik, television became a rare find. Something that I think most people should grow accustomed to. But here are some of my favourite shows.

Invader Zim
Robot Chicken
Roswell
Futurama
South Park
Sex Toys and Chocolate

Mostly, I watch TV to find these shows or any good movies that might be on.

Books:

The Fountainhead (With thanks to Julie Douglas heh)
The Vampire Lestat
The Bible
Nocturnal Witchcraft
Edgar Allen Poe (The Pit and the Pendullum)
Alyster Crowley
Reqieum for a Dream
Vampire Hunter D

Heroes:

Spawn
Johnny The Homicidal Maniac
Venom
Batman
The Headless Horseman
That dude who made a single cameo in a failing soap opera but fucked up his only line and got his ass fired before the show itself crashed.
People who say what they mean and mean what they say

My Blog

A Simple Shade of Green

The thick paste clings in renegade chunks upon my facegoup in tinted hues of shade and olivea glorious mustache worthy only of a single herothe massive amphibian eyes bobble in every which directionth...
Posted by A little social seclusion.. on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 08:03:00 PST

The Meaning Between Words

Did language ever really exist?With you, words always came so easily,Particularly within the absence of our speech.Unkempt words flowed past your lips into mine;I always did like things somewhat unorg...
Posted by A little social seclusion.. on Fri, 12 Oct 2007 08:01:00 PST

Zeitgeist (Repost of "The Revolution Is Now")

I've discovered a film that I found rather interesting, that I wish to share with you all. It is about the possible truths that may be entering our world today. This is rewrite of an original post, wh...
Posted by A little social seclusion.. on Thu, 12 Jul 2007 09:47:00 PST

A Placid Memoir

I never know how to start the pen, it just moves of its own accord, breathing chaos into every sheet of ivory paper that goes used hoping that it can give back some kind of life, but the CPR on...
Posted by A little social seclusion.. on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 08:56:00 PST

The Room, chapter 1.

1. Consciousness was dawning. The man stirred from what to him felt like a restful slumber. Perhaps too restful, too peaceful to be considered an average healthy sleep.&nb...
Posted by A little social seclusion.. on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 06:25:00 PST

The Room, chapter 2.

2. The perfect slumber. Complete and utter peace of mind; a sleep so sound that little disturbance can affect you. The type of sleep where, once you begin to wake, you att...
Posted by A little social seclusion.. on Thu, 05 Apr 2007 09:53:00 PST

The Submission Phantasies

We are all bound by something love fear hate freedom the concept of freedom science religion spirituality sex abstinence drugs alcohol dreams fantasies reveries ideas thoughts opinions speech actions...
Posted by A little social seclusion.. on Thu, 14 Dec 2006 08:22:00 PST

Attention All!!! Katimavik Related, Please Read.

To start off, thanks to the November 22nd - February 21st group in Williams Lake for leaving that list of your old cluster's emails in it. It will help alot. Now, on to the show. This is a...
Posted by A little social seclusion.. on Fri, 16 Mar 2007 03:53:00 PST

In Shakespearean Tongues (A Radiant Tragedy)

Piercing eyes mezmerized I remain blade slides through I crumble away to nothing dust blowing in gales of fluxuating certainty yet less so than before the piece fits completes the enigma but it w...
Posted by A little social seclusion.. on Tue, 13 Feb 2007 11:49:00 PST

Amazing

I am amazing. Go on, ask me why. I'll tell you why.
Posted by A little social seclusion.. on Mon, 12 Feb 2007 10:36:00 PST