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I would like to meet someone that is completely different from me, someone that knows nothing about me, someone that will do anything and everything for me but yet do nothing at all.
Hi my name is Emily Gillin and im about to tell you how completely insane i really am. I am a person that has a real problem with life. I have a problem i am a very sick person that could use alittle of alot of help! I hate living in my own skin. I hate the person that ive become, I hate the person that is sitting behind this computer screen writting and reading what i have wrote. I can't stand the fact that all i want out of life is to be happy and in my eyes i dont see it ever happening. I don't like myself never have never will... So for thoughs trying to help me and trying to be there for me i just wanna say thanks.. but im beyond repair... I'm a broken tool that will never get fixed, and never be able to use again. I find it pointless... "Hi my name is Emily and i am an addict" p.s. for some reason i see my self really wanting to change when its to late.