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you suck at life

living to die and dying to live

About Me


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My Interests


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I'd like to meet:

I would like to meet someone that is completely different from me, someone that knows nothing about me, someone that will do anything and everything for me but yet do nothing at all.

Movies:

Hi my name is Emily Gillin and im about to tell you how completely insane i really am. I am a person that has a real problem with life. I have a problem i am a very sick person that could use alittle of alot of help! I hate living in my own skin. I hate the person that ive become, I hate the person that is sitting behind this computer screen writting and reading what i have wrote. I can't stand the fact that all i want out of life is to be happy and in my eyes i dont see it ever happening. I don't like myself never have never will... So for thoughs trying to help me and trying to be there for me i just wanna say thanks.. but im beyond repair... I'm a broken tool that will never get fixed, and never be able to use again. I find it pointless... "Hi my name is Emily and i am an addict" p.s. for some reason i see my self really wanting to change when its to late.

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My Blog

eating you...away

nothing last foreverbut how ever weneed to believe it will justto move on with are every day live's. when you stop to think andtheres nothing to have a thought aboutremember your nothing... because we...
Posted by you suck at life on Mon, 26 Sep 2005 05:48:00 PST

nothing more than...

holding you tightly is like seeing life for the first time.your everything and more their nothing and youreverything. i want nothing more than to have your face next to mine, and just to feel the soft...
Posted by you suck at life on Mon, 26 Sep 2005 05:43:00 PST

lost/soul

 you walk by me pretending everything's fine. knowing everything's not okay and just hoping you wont have to hear the truth. thinking to your self that one day it will all just go away. or at lea...
Posted by you suck at life on Mon, 26 Sep 2005 05:34:00 PST