Giving Up
9-4-06A lonely pit of blackened dust,
A bloodshot eye, full of tears,
An empty heart, with no trust,
A loveless life, for eternal years,
A rotten soul of dying pain,
A fading life of hopeless fear,
A ceaseless cloud of lonesome rain,
A life held to no one dear,
A death-filled mind,
A hardened heart of multiple lies,
A life ending in a short time,
A lonely failure, no matter how hard she tries.
Myspace LayoutsWhy wasn't she, the loving type?
Why couldn't I do anything right?
Always angry, me I only blamed,
Even when I had no shame.
Those loving hugs, a tender touch
Nothing existed of the such.
I was alone, I felt no care.
You said you did, but I didn't feel it there.
You never understood, you never will,
You'll always treat me as young still.
I want to leave, and never come back,
Because there is no love, it lacks.
I want to be where poeple care,
And they don't just say it, but I can feel it there.
So let me go, I'll always be a dissapointment.
Within this family I was never ment.
Life is lonely, I can't feel the love
So I'm done here, so look above.
If a child lives with criticism, he learns to comdemn. If a child lives with hostility, he learns to fight. If a child lives with ridicule, he learns to be shy. If a child lives with shame, he learns to feel guilty. If a child lives with tolerance, he learns patience. If a child lives with encouragement, he learns confidence. If a child lives with praise, he learns to appreciate. If a child lives with fairness, he learns justice. If a child lives with security, he learns to have faith. If a child lives with approval, he learns to like himself. If a child lives with acceptance and friendship, he learns to find love in the world. ~Dorothy Lee NolteI'd like to meet a guy that's not a dickhead. A guy that won't fuck with my mind and use me. And I found that guy, so I guess there's no one else I really want to meet.