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Lonely Chick

Don't expect anything from this life. You'll only be dissapointed.

About Me

3-24-06 Bleeding inside, the wounds show through A bleeding heart, for eyes so blue. Empty inside, filling a whole, Lost in the abyss of my blackened soul A bleeeding river, puffy eyes, Trying to stop, the tears I cry. Standing alone, in the black abyss, Holding his hand, I only wish.
Myspace Layouts8-11-05 Trust Trust is special, Trust is great, When you have someone, To appreciate. But once u find, It's all a lie. What's the truth? I don't understand why? I thought u cared. U said u did, But it's fake, I'm not some stupid kid. You took advantage, Of my fears, And hurt me bad, Caused me tears. U said u cared, But how can I believe, When now I found, That you decieved? I don't get it? Why'd you hurt me? You said you wouldn't. Don't you see? Did you forget, What you said? Why'd u do this? I wanna be dead. I wanna cry. I trusted you. All you said, Was anything true?
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Bridgett
Birthday: Nov 4
Birthplace: Helena, MT
Current Location:
Eye Color: blue
Hair Color: I don't know anymore. Brown?
Height: 5'2"
Right Handed or Left Handed: right
Your Heritage: uh...1/8 Italian, the rest, no idea
The Shoes You Wore Today: work shoes
Your Weakness: uh....
Your Fears: the dark?
Your Perfect Pizza: hmm...supreme, I don't know
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: uh...pass my classes
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: I don't usually instant message
Thoughts First Waking Up: what time is it
Your Best Physical Feature: hmmm...my b/f would say my ass, but I don't know
Your Bedtime: whenever I feel like sleeping
Your Most Missed Memory: uh....happiness
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King: Mcdonalds
Single or Group Dates: both
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: I don't know
Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee: coffee
Do you Smoke: no
Do you Swear: yah
Do you Sing: no
Do you Shower Daily: yah
Have you Been in Love: yah, I am in love with a wonderful man!!!
Do you want to go to College: I'm in college
Do you want to get Married: yah
Do you belive in yourself:&..39;
Do you get Motion Sickness: sometimes
Do you think you are Attractive: no
Are you a Health Freak: sometimes
Do you get along with your Parents: not usually, but I try
Do you like Thunderstorms: yah
Do you play an Instrument: used to play piano
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: yep
In the past month have you Smoked: uh....
In the past month have you been on Drugs: uh.....
In the past month have you gone on a Date: yep
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: nope
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: nope
In the past month have you been on Stage: nope
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: nope
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: nope
Ever been Drunk: yep
Ever been called a Tease: uh...maybe
Ever been Beaten up: no
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: uh, painlessly and quickly
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: uh...I don't know
What country would you most like to Visit: uh....no idea, Africa
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: brown
Favourite Hair Color: brown, dark brown
Short or Long Hair: short
Height: Erick's hieght
Weight: Erick's weight
Best Clothing Style: I don't know
Number of Drugs I have taken: uh.....
Number of CDs I own: I don't know, over a hundred
Number of Piercings: let me count here, 21
Number of Tattoos: 3
Number of things in my Past I Regret: too many to count
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Giving Up 9-4-06A lonely pit of blackened dust, A bloodshot eye, full of tears, An empty heart, with no trust, A loveless life, for eternal years, A rotten soul of dying pain, A fading life of hopeless fear, A ceaseless cloud of lonesome rain, A life held to no one dear, A death-filled mind, A hardened heart of multiple lies, A life ending in a short time, A lonely failure, no matter how hard she tries.
Myspace LayoutsWhy wasn't she, the loving type? Why couldn't I do anything right? Always angry, me I only blamed, Even when I had no shame. Those loving hugs, a tender touch Nothing existed of the such. I was alone, I felt no care. You said you did, but I didn't feel it there. You never understood, you never will, You'll always treat me as young still. I want to leave, and never come back, Because there is no love, it lacks. I want to be where poeple care, And they don't just say it, but I can feel it there. So let me go, I'll always be a dissapointment. Within this family I was never ment. Life is lonely, I can't feel the love So I'm done here, so look above.

I'd like to meet:

If a child lives with criticism, he learns to comdemn. If a child lives with hostility, he learns to fight. If a child lives with ridicule, he learns to be shy. If a child lives with shame, he learns to feel guilty. If a child lives with tolerance, he learns patience. If a child lives with encouragement, he learns confidence. If a child lives with praise, he learns to appreciate. If a child lives with fairness, he learns justice. If a child lives with security, he learns to have faith. If a child lives with approval, he learns to like himself. If a child lives with acceptance and friendship, he learns to find love in the world. ~Dorothy Lee NolteI'd like to meet a guy that's not a dickhead. A guy that won't fuck with my mind and use me. And I found that guy, so I guess there's no one else I really want to meet.