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anikans

About Me

I spend my days thinking about zombies and what I'm going to wear later.
I'm terribly fond of folk music these days.
I used to think I hated country music... and then someone taught me to two step and polka.
Hope is my favorite word. more or less because I don't have any.
<[hope is just a word. think it in. laughter will not end, or assuage our strange desire. children will be born.jimmorrison.>]
I like to read. odd things more or less about american culture.
I love snow.
I love juice boxes and cookies.
I think I want to go back to school.
If my life were a movie, I'd only be 20 minutes in, and I have no idea what the point is.
I drink ridiculous amounts of espresso on a daily basis.
I'm not allowed to watch horror movies alone or say the words 'I'm bored'
One thing I can't seem to get out of my mind -
If it's blind, why believe in love at first sight?
Some day I'll believe.
<[the best part of believe is the lie.>]

My Interests

I'd like to meet:

someone to have snowfights with in the ides of the night.

My Blog

firelights and almond clusters

exhale. exhale. exhale.   and hey inhale. right because the body needs oxygen.   I hate anxiety and I'm not sure where it's boiling up from... but I need to neutralize it. sooner rathe...
Posted by on Sat, 24 May 2008 13:18:00 GMT

just keep smiling. just keep smiling. just keep smiling smiling smiling.

ok. I've worked in client service based retail ALOT.   and theres a certain attitude expected in these interactions.   I'm an adult. just because you're 30+ years older then me does not mean...
Posted by on Fri, 15 Feb 2008 14:22:00 GMT

misc. thought 338

half of my bffs from ye olde fhs will be here in like 6 hours. I'm so exited. I could, in the words of miss steele-   spit skittles.   and.   I love shopping with friends in the middle ...
Posted by on Fri, 08 Feb 2008 13:40:00 GMT

misc. thought 508

it's just too fucking cold. it's that time of year kids. so help me god- no one is allowed to talk about global warming.   I will deck you in the face.     I thought I had some great wi...
Posted by on Thu, 24 Jan 2008 14:49:00 GMT

save forever for the fairy tales because it’s not real.

I'm strangely optimistic tonight.first off. I fucking loved Juno.I'm still smiling.I'm pathetic but I have faith in love again.and the snow.oh the snow.sooo beautiful.so amazing.its one of those night...
Posted by on Mon, 21 Jan 2008 23:27:00 GMT

everyone tells themselves that they must be justified.

1. How long has it been since you've ridden a schoolbus?does cambus count? 2. Who is your favorite character on the Office?Dwight. but I'm kinda obsessed with Pam and Jim. and the entire show.3. What'...
Posted by on Fri, 11 Jan 2008 22:36:00 GMT

the shit is hitting the fan rather nicely now, don’t you think?

holy high hello.I'd forgotten how much I love Heroes.my life is finally starting to slow down a little bit this just means a little less spending money.... and hopefully a new focus on a real actual j...
Posted by on Mon, 07 Jan 2008 17:18:00 GMT

just give me what I came here for.

ok.of all of the things I could fail at today.why does making a cup of coffee have to be the first thing?I mean.how is it that I piss off my madre's coffee pot to the point where it won't give me my d...
Posted by on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 08:58:00 GMT

newpaps.

The Who'sWho is in the house with you? Samson Howard. Jackson Frank. Leonardo Francis. Tyler Tiger. Grace Louise.Who are you thinking about right now? something. somewhere is not quite right.and damn ...
Posted by on Tue, 20 Nov 2007 14:23:00 GMT

silent fucking cheer.

ok.not gonna lie.really kinda excited for the holiday season.excited to tell bitchy people that I'm Jewish- so no I'm not going to say Merry Christmas.excited to gift wrap.excited to gift give.excited...
Posted by on Fri, 09 Nov 2007 22:32:00 GMT