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you're the champion of my bleeding heart

when i feel lost, i am not at all

About Me

I've always had trouble describing myself to others, really. You can look at my pictures and see a physical description, and read my entries or look at my info for the mental. This, i realize, gives me an incredible oppertunity to be a lazy ass about this whole bio jaz. Nevermind that this isn't the only place i've had to write a bio. So why aren't I a pro by now? Because... who the hell wants to write the same meaningless garbledee-gook over and over again?? Not I, thankyouverymuch. I've got better things to do.... ok, that's a lie (at least in the moment, it is).I'm not a contestant in this contest of popularity, nor am i a judge of it. I am merely a spectator in this event some of us call 'life'.Please, if you plan on adding me, send me a message or something before just adding me! At least pretend you want to get to know me for more than just a number on your friends page!"just keep moving on, there's no perfect endings..."

My Interests

i dremt of a fever one that would cure me of this cold winter-set heart

I'd like to meet:

i'd like to meet the musicians responsible for the elation i feel when i listen to certian pieces of music. And then i'd like the ability to express my gratitude.I was cold in a dream somewhere close to the surface between the ice and the stream there's three inches of air so i swam toward the light i let my breath get there first when i opened my eyes i saw myself in a mirror. and i knew i would do like my father had done yes we will never break from these chains your life's gonna course like a history book don't be frightened of turning the page cause it's all the same it will always be the same....

Music:

acoustic armor for sleep belle and sebastian brand new bright eyes coheed and cambria copeland cursive dashboard confessional death cab for cutie jacks mannequin mae our lady peace piano piano rock saves the day sleeping at last something corporate straylight run taking back sunday tegan and sara the format the mars volta the postal service vendetta red yellowcardthere are so many more

Movies:

so many.. but here's a fewIgby Goes Down, Almost Famous, Any Kevin Smith, Pirates of the Carribbean, Dead Poets Society, Requiem For A Dream, Emporer's New Groove, Center Stage, American Beauty, Camp, Fight Club, L.I.E, Hackers, High Fedelity, Life as a House, Life of David Gale, Leage of Their Own, American History X, Winter Passing, Happy Endings, Heights, RENT, Particles of Truth Melinda and Melinda ...

Television:

"tv rots yer brain.."

Books:

Anything by Poppy. Z. Brite (i believe i've read close to all of her material) Perks Of Being A Wallflower Go Ask Alice She's Come Undone

Heroes:

you.I heard you fell into a rabbit hole Covered yourself up in snow Baby, tell me where'd you go For days and days Did they make you stay up all night? Did they paint your face that pasty white? You're thirsty but your appetite Is chased awayThe sun turns us to stone It's a cloudy day But we still can't go up And out that cellar door Till we see the moon We're invisibleNo one ever takes the garbage out A neighbor kid gets dared to touch the house He runs back only to announce There's no one homeAs we paint the foil with a flame Smear the soda, taste butane For every fear that can't be named To calm you downYour heart starts skipping steps So you're farther gone Than you might expect If your thoughts should turn to death Got to stomp them out Like a cigarette

My Blog

i want to get away

impulsively, i want to move. Like, right now. Away. Away from Florida.. to someplace completely different (which would be almost anywhere given that i've never lived outside of florida in my life). I ...
Posted by you're the champion of my bleeding heart on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 07:47:00 PST

awake, alone

It's twelve fourty six in the morning.. or is that night? Truthfully, i've always believed that it is not morning until the sun comes up/you wake up (whichever actually takes place in consciousness). ...
Posted by you're the champion of my bleeding heart on Fri, 24 Aug 2007 09:52:00 PST

melodrama...go

sometimes i think to myself 'i wish i were dead'. this usually happens when i'm thinking of something and i become embarrassed.. to get the thought away i think 'i wish i were dead'. Last night befor...
Posted by you're the champion of my bleeding heart on Tue, 07 Aug 2007 09:10:00 PST

all cope'd up

A brief walk up from my car to my apartment left my mind to wander amongst the intimate cafe' nights of companionship. a sort of wish, or longing, or hope for a warm beverage and good compan...
Posted by you're the champion of my bleeding heart on Sun, 22 Apr 2007 07:41:00 PST

i don't know what tomorrow brings, it's alive with such possibilites

i tried so hard to sleep forever but my mind played those tricks on me in the darkness, pretending it's light, pretending it's time to wake up.. over.. and over.. and over. I am not tired because i r...
Posted by you're the champion of my bleeding heart on Tue, 13 Mar 2007 08:09:00 PST

feel good revolution...

come by when you get off worki will be sitting around doing nothingwe can wait until the sun goes downthen we will drive off deep into the nighti don't care where we are goingas long as i'm going with...
Posted by you're the champion of my bleeding heart on Tue, 05 Sep 2006 08:53:00 PST

at least..

i'm in love with a man who holds his guitar like he cradles a child, in the warmth of his arms and he touches the strings with such caution and care and he sings his songs like nobody was there the n...
Posted by you're the champion of my bleeding heart on Sun, 27 Aug 2006 08:22:00 PST

solitare

i'm alone.it's lonely up here... at the bottom.no one bothers to look below them, or above them for that matter. So i sit in silence, shaded by their shadows, or shading them from the harsh sun.Such a...
Posted by you're the champion of my bleeding heart on Tue, 15 Aug 2006 08:37:00 PST

do you?

do you think about me?do you talk about me with your friends?do you miss me where you are?do you wish you could tell me everything? well you can. ...
Posted by you're the champion of my bleeding heart on Sat, 22 Apr 2006 06:20:00 PST

i've been tagged

10 things you may or may not know about me:   1) I just got my license this year and im 23 2) i want to move away and start over, maybe go to school where i don't know anyone 3) i used to suck my...
Posted by you're the champion of my bleeding heart on Fri, 14 Apr 2006 05:09:00 PST