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About Me

"Soulmate"Incompatible, it don't matter though 'cos someone's bound to hear my cry Speak out if you do You're not easy to findIs it possible Mr. Loveable Is already in my life? Right in front of me Or maybe you're in disguiseWho doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyoneHere we are again, circles never end How do I find the perfect fit There's enough for everyone But I'm still waiting in lineWho doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyoneIf there's a soulmate for everyoneMost relationships seem so transitory They're all good but not the permanent oneWho doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyoneWho doesn't long for someone to hold Who knows how to love you without being told Somebody tell me why I'm on my own If there's a soulmate for everyone If there's a soulmate for everyone And I don't know This could break my heart or save me Nothing's real Until you let go completely So here I go with all my thoughts I've been saving So here I go with all my fears weighing on meThree months and I'm still sober Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers But I know it's never really overAnd I don't know I could crash and burn but maybe At the end of this road I might catch a glimpse of me So I won't worry about my timing, I want to get it right No comparing, second guessing, no not this timeThree months and I'm still breathing Been a long road since those hands I left my tears in but I know [Sober lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]It's never really over, noWake upThree months and I'm still standing here Three months and I'm getting better yeah Three months and I still amThree months and it's still harder now Three months I've been living here without you now Three months yeah, three monthsThree months and I'm still breathing Three months and I still remember it Three months and I wake upThree months and I'm still sober Picked all my weeds but kept the flowers*** Complimentary Sober Ringtone *** Sober Music Video
Kelly Clarkson Lyrics
MySpaceTV Videos: Nom, Nom, Nom by Grant

http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.individual &VideoID=29125970

My Interests

Music-drumming-learning how to make glass beads and stained glass- yoga- learning to be a good parent- hiking-climbing-working for a nonprofit-meeting new people-having a once a month potluck at my house- learning what relaxing is-and how to feel safe with another human being (doing good with my cat though!)!

I'd like to meet:

You Are Cookie Monster
Misunderstood as a primal monster, you're a true hedonist with a huge sweet tooth.

You are usually feeling: Hungry. Cookies are preferred, but you'll eat anything if cookies aren't around.

You are famous for: Your slightly crazy eyes and usual way of speaking

How you life your life: In the moment. "Me want COOKIE!" The Sesame Street Personality Quiz Myspace Backgrounds

Music:

Anything except country!30 Seconds to Mars, Nickelback, Pink, Fergie (though I think every one would admit Johnny Cash still rocks!) 80's music!!!Chris Daughtrey ROCKS!!!

Movies:

Princess Bride- Say Anything- Rent- Poltergist-Sleeping with the Enemy- The Hand that Rocks the Cradle- Reign of Fire--but NOTHING with Tom Cruise!! Disaster movies rock, but only a close second to B-sci-fi!!

Television:

HEROS!!!!!-Amazing Grace- Apprentice- Lost- Extreme Home Make over,

Books:

Anything Robin Cook- Bible- Alcoholics Anonymos Big Book- anything yoga or Pilates, anything relating to the classes I'm taking!!

Heroes:

You Are Mystique
Sneaky and duplicitous, you're likely to use your powers for evil.
You're eternally young looking, people don't realize how old you really are!

Powers: Shapeshifting - you can impersonate other people or become a monster Which of the X-Men Are You? Tegan Judd, Taylor Erickson, Joe Speciale, and Michael Drews (they are such studs!!), Princess Diana- Mother Theresa- Pope John Paul the 2nd- Abraham Lincoln- Mark Twain- Jesus- Bill W and Doctor Bob- St Jude-John McCain-my friend Dave, my great grandmother, my kids, my granddaughter,Joseph Smith, Gordon B. Hinkley

My Blog

I can’t stop crying tonight

So, I need to blog because I have to. I can't stop crying tonight. I am scared because I gave my notice to my landlord about the house I live in (felt good) and I have no where to go to live.&nb...
Posted by The Princess on Sat, 03 May 2008 11:29:00 PST

So I’m trying

I feel so pushed up against a wall right now, and more was added today. I wish someone could hear me, that I need help, or flowers, or chicken soup. In the old days, when I screamed and cr...
Posted by The Princess on Sun, 20 Apr 2008 07:34:00 PST

trying to stay calm

I am trying to breathe, trying not to scream and cry. But I am shaking. Too many questions, too many transitions, no where to turn for help. Just need to walk one foot in front of th...
Posted by The Princess on Fri, 18 Apr 2008 11:44:00 PST

I guess it’s going around!

I know I should be happy and satisfied right now, but I am scared and sad. I really need to find that safe place, a place where I can always rejuvenate, but I can't find it. I am really sc...
Posted by The Princess on Tue, 15 Apr 2008 09:44:00 PST

Conchetta House needs help!!

So the last time I did this, help literally poured from the heavens, so let’s try it again!! I am again in the place where Conchetta House needs a miracle. We need to find a place th...
Posted by The Princess on Mon, 31 Mar 2008 07:44:00 PST

ahh, I have been practicing !!

Today’s thought from Hazelden is:Detachment means "freedom from emotion."Letting someone else’s behavior determine how we feel at every turn is irresponsible. Our emotions should be determ...
Posted by The Princess on Fri, 28 Mar 2008 02:26:00 PST

keeping it simple

Today’s thought from Hazelden is:Stop building casesYou don’t have to build a big drama around your life. We may need to end a relationship or explore a new career. Instead of simply sayin...
Posted by The Princess on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 02:03:00 PST

Reality

Today’s thought from Hazelden is:There is no reality except the one contained within us.--Herman HesseClaude Gellee painted lovely pictures of the English countryside. Europeans loved his landsc...
Posted by The Princess on Wed, 26 Mar 2008 05:41:00 PST

sharing grief

Today’s thought from Hazelden is:Grief may be a pathway to our deepest connections.People often say, "I don’t want to burden you with my troubles, you have enough to worry about." Yet shar...
Posted by The Princess on Sat, 22 Mar 2008 07:56:00 PST

The things I can change

Today’s thought from Hazelden is:God grant me the serenityTo accept the things I cannot change,The courage to change the things I can,And the wisdom to know the difference.--Reinhold NiebuhrSome...
Posted by The Princess on Fri, 21 Mar 2008 04:53:00 PST