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Phil

I wonder if they will laugh when i am dead... why am i fightin to live if i am just liven to fight,

About Me


Whats going on people, lil about my self, i am 21, i love to party, even though i dont have very much time to do it any more. I am a very shy person at first, but once i either get comfortable with u or get some liquor in me and loosen up, then i am very out goin. And i love to make people laugh.. and i am pretty dam good at it. Most people that do get to know me end up likin me. I am a honest person and are good to people who are good to me. I love to do crazy stuff such as sky diving, roller coasters... anything fast i love. I grew up in Mt. Clemens. Just move to Port Huron about a year ago. Not the same as the Clem, but i am doin fine. I love weapons, such as knives and swords and all that kind of stuff. I love computers, games, and Graphics or eye catching pictures. I like to play around with paint shop pro, I have created a lot of things including my background, i wouldnt say i am Professional Grade, but i can tear it up. I am currently goin to school for Graphic Design. But i want to learn as much as i can about computers in the mean time. At this point in my life i am seriouly just thinkin about bounceing. Nothing wants to work out here and i am tired of fightin just to make it a draw.. then have to fight somthing else, it is a never ending fuckin circle with me and i can never get ahead. My quote is from 2Pac... Just something that fits what i have been feelin for a very long time. To those of u that hit my page up all the time, why dont u write me, what is the worst that can happen. Dont be scared. I dont bite.. unless u want me to.

My Interests

Computers, Graphics, Games,Working out, Outdoors, Sports, Cooking

I'd like to meet:

I really dont have to many friends any more. I have a few but we really dont hang out any more.. But i guess goin to school and workin full time kinda kills ones personal life. One of my biggest problems is finding a girl. I dont know if it is me.. but it is like they are scared of me or some shit.. I guess when u acquire a rep, it never leaves u, it is always there, whether if it is visible on the surface, or completely concealed but always thought of. So who would i like to meet??? Anybody who isnt influenced by ones past mistakes. So far any girl i have been interested was influenced. I dont even want to try any more, cuz so far it has all ended the same way... me being alone. Maybe that is what i need right now... who the fuck knows. I just know it fuckin sucks at the current moment.

Music:

I like rap and some rock. But i love anything i can dance to, but i have to feel it.

Movies:

Any horror or action movie i like. Well they have to be somewhat new, not from the 70's.

Television:

I really dont watch tv, i cant stand sitting in the house all day or even half the day and watch tv it would drive me crazy.

Heroes:

The only people that i could ever and i do mean ever count on would be my parents, and grandparents, and i put them through so much bullshit that a parent should never have to go through, but i will make it up to them. My idol would have to be my grandpa, and if i am half as well off as he is at his age then my life was good.