"Sometimes I forget how small you are because of your big attitude."
-Bryttnee
"Stephanie you're real. If i were to bite you, I'd bite skin."
-Cara Peters
About a Girl:
My name's Stephaniemichelle && i hate it because of the fact that is such a disgustingly common name.
I wear tight pants. I rat my hair. I don't believe in god. I'm not edge. I Gauge my ears. I'm loud. I'm vulgar. && I have a colorful vocabulary. JUDGE ME.
Some people like to think they know what's best for me. Well pardon me for saying so but you can think but you don't know. I won't change what I do. Consider me a lost cause. Your time will be waisted if you really think you can talk me out of believing what i believe or doing what i do. If i know you, you might change my mind. But if you're some random kid who likes to talk shit then i'll politely tell you that you don't know me && you really need to fuck off. I am the way I am for a reason. you'll get used to it...eventually.
This may come as a shock to you but I'm actually REAL. I won't front who I am. No matter who you are && where you are in life, you'll get the real me. I'm not ashamed of anything i've done. I'm not asahamed of what I am. I'm honest. && I won't change what i believe in to fit what you beilieve in. So unlike half the bitches in this world, I'm one of the few real ones.
Which brings me to something else, i'm a nice bitch. One of the nicest i believe. I'm nice to virtually everyone to start out with. But if I find out you're talking shit or you fuck with me or the people i care about, I lose my charm. Right quick. Then I'll turn into the biggest bitch you'll ever meet in your life. I won't pity you. In my mind you deserve it. When i get mean, know that you have it coming. It's not on me. It's on you.
I'm pretty independent. I've had to be for a while now. I don't need your help. I don't need your pity. Nor do i need your approval to be happy with where I am in life. I'm fine on my own. Just dandy. The only people i need are my friends. I can always depend on them. Always.
My Music is a big part of me. I live && breathe it. It's a comfort to me. It always has been something I can turn to to feel okay. So to put it simply: If you're down with my music, I'm down with you.
My religion is hard to explain. I don't believe in God. But I'll defend your religion if it's being spat on if I actually know about it. I respect what people believe in. && i expect you to respect what I believe in. Because I believe there are no bad religions. Just bad people. As long as what you believe makes you a decent person, I'm not going to judge. So all in all: Don't push your religion on me && i won't debate your's. Don't try to tell me you can save me. I really don't want to be saved.
I believe everything happens for a reason. I don't see my trials as something bad some opposing higher power is putting me through. I see them as something to make me stronger. I see it as something to learn from. I've been through it to put it simply. && it hasn't brought me down. It's made me stronger && less ignorant of the world && people around me. I believe we're in charge of our destinies. Not God. Not satan. But us. Only we can make a difference in our lives. What happens in our lives is our own fault. We cannot blame anyone else.
I'm not really conceited. At all. The attitude I have about myself doesn't come from being told what I can do. You won't pump up my head if you say i'm pretty. I think i'm far from that to be really honest with you. What i think of myself comes from knowing what i can do with my life && being determined && what I've made it through. I'm a strong willed individual. Not a conceited one. I happen to know i can do whatever i put my mind to && i believe you can too.